#itslife🤷🏾‍♂️

i hate people

fuck december, shout out my friends
guitar by ttthou 

I fear that i’m not too good at music
and its frustrating because I have eyes on me at all times

I get a little power and I might abuse it
so I do better, at the bottom, you understand why I try?
I try too hard at everything put a camera on me
and 
watch me switch from the boy I was about 5s ago

I try too little at everything that matters
like when you put hot water on cold glass

wallflower clip

if you told me a couple things what would It be?
if I could read into your mind what would I see?
back to a time where we were doing shit that mattered 
right before I dropped the ball and then it shattered
 
and 

do you remember when you asked if I would drink?
at 5am picking your orders up from peets 
i dont think you owe like anything to me,
I just keep thinking bout shit I shouldnt think 

a big fan of your new friends and your blue hair
we didnt get a prom though call it loose ends 
like do I want a girlfriend or a bestfriend
like do I want a front seat when the world ends 

like do I want a small break or to give up
or do I wanna chest pass 
or to mean something to you
I never mean nothing to you

and would you try to stay up to see the moon fall?
i’m the biggest faker, take my mask off
I wrote a couple few songs, but they’re all wrong
I try to turn my shortcomes into someones

how I’m scared to live and both die?
I aint never brawled but i’ll go fight
something in the stars make me feel right

https://www.instagram.com/52_jd/

fighters

prod rab


mainline
you called me at the same time i’m reaching for my phone
I wont pick up we’re on the same time
like like
no one knows but they all get it
its all said without a mention
somethings wrong here
you can feel it in my songs, hear

the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

she calls it off, shes like “ive had it, you’re a monster wreaking havoc, they were right. i’m not sure why I thought they lied..
like yeah we both fuck up but you got issues, I can’t be the one you misuse any longer
you can’t get any wronger”

and now you’re staring at your feet
because you gave it all you got
making lefts at every turn
doing shit you just should not
and every shot you get shot down
no emotion but a frown these days
you’re going down but hey

the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

doing just fine

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

@heavenindaclouds

@littleduders

just know that I mean everything
when I say you’re everything
u’re perfect and I mean it
morse code clicking you talk to me 
like you could bury me 
from freezing on this stage like i’m anemic

dimensions switching fast now days
things that used to hurt bad barely ever leave scratch 
es 
and moms still mad but I gotta go out then i’ll go ask dad

got caught kissing lips with a poster
hands up head down I didnt know her
knee back on my back i’m the ground
I hate the way this feeling comes around

play along if you hear me
curtain call play is done loud in the semi
dance infront of everyone
and just know i mean everything when i say you're my everything

heavn: dont come my way
dont come my way
dont want to stay
dont want to stay
just go back home 
just go back home

suicide tuesday w/ heavn

midsommar lovebear, you got it

deathsentence ft aeter

https://open.spotify.com/track/5vZDsXWz6vD5b7Zd4QxS5s?si=39f12dc51d994eec

aeter - weird cover (mandy)

yuke - i think i love the blood

shes hard to find 
her pretty eyes 
i waste my time 
shes is such an ass 
go kill yourself 
and die alone 
shes not hard to find  
okay i lied 
just this time 
i cannot go home 
ill die alone 
its all her fault

i hope things end so very awfully terrible for you

@aeter song
dm @aetervault on ig for removal

lyrics:
i can tell you a thing or two
like how im fucking sick of you
you can tell me a thing or three
like how you wish id die and bleed
you can tell me a thing or four
like how you walked right out the door
i can tell you a thing or five
i cut myself hoping youll realize
but you dont and thats fine i dont care
but thats cool ok fine im still staring at you
somethings killing me i wont talk about it
i wont fucking doubt that
youre dead

spotify

aeter - realize

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=42rwD_qkycY

i hope things end so very awfully terrible for you

los