prod. asecoamy
mix master art: kissherguts  :*

(limits that i set aside
 maybe we just need to make up
 touching where the pain resides
 baby i dont wanna wake up
 sleeping in is crowding up my head space
 take another hit 
 hint of bad taste)
waking up is tough on the week days!

maybe im to blame
maybe im the waste
grab me by the waist
tell me its okay
a thousand different ways
i always contemplate
i think of awful things
i was jus blowing steam

tracking down the arguments
in which i find the hesitation
limits that i set aside
maybe we just need to make up
touching where the pain resides
baby i dont wanna wake up

crowding up my head space
take another hit 
hint of bad taste
waking up is tough on the week days!
maybe im to blame
maybe im the waste
grab me by the waist
tell me its okay
a thousand different ways
i always contemplate
i think of awful things

hesitations

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hesitations (asecoamy)

@prodbybrody
Telling lies baby thru teeth 
Yeah its so ugly :c

fashion (brody + taylor morgan)

✦hope u like it :) recorded the part on like my first days w covid xd but i was able to finish it b4 it striked me down lol if u ever have or need anything just text me! i appreciate everyone listening to this <3✦

lyrics
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cuz i know that shit's gonna hurt u 
when u see me up 
and i want that shit to happen 
cuz u did hurt me too 
and for myself im in a different spot now 
couldn't hide my pain that night,
she was LAUGHING ME OUT..

couldnt see the pain inside ur eyes, 
was it really all my fault?
now im asking myself what'd i do wrong
i know thats not what im supposed to do
cuz it wasnt my fault and u know that too

my vision's going blurry,
i cannot see anymore
which path should i choose,
the right or the left one?
i didnt do wrong 
yeah im feeling so dumb
fell down so often,
i cannot move on

all this pressure on me..
feeling like im dying!
im doing slowly,
but no one notice
not even my closest one's
"i just wanna closure"
i just wanna go far
where nobody finds me

cuz i know that shit's gonna hurt u
when u see me up
and i want that shit to happen
cuz u did hurt me too
and for myself im in a different spot now
couldn't hide my pain that night,
she was LAUGHING ME OUT..

DEMON AMV <3

LAUGHING ME OUT (altery)

★..i wont remember you..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/benjithemachine

[artwork]
https://twitter.com/vulpix4444

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/tartarus-w-bedhead-prod-benji-the-machine-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:

please sign ur name there
its a contract
dont worry
all it says it that you'll take full responsibility for ur actions

y'know the usual stuff

hook:
im anxious
feel it in my heartbeat
so just take my hand

with every word i said
i just dont know what to do
i know its all my fault
but i dont know what to do

yeah i wish i wasnt empty
so i could be just like you
after everything is done
i wont remember you

bridge:
i wont remember you
i wont remember you

verse: (bedhead)
i cannot remember what i said 
that made you so mad
every thought that’s in my head 
is always so bad

i thought you would know this 
baby you should know that
i been losing focus 
gotta keep me on track

off track switching lanes 
i’m a maniac
where’s the person that told me that 
they were gonna save me at

had to jump up off the building 
now i’m laying flat
make sure all your friends are filled 
in how yr playing that

make sure make sure 
play p p playing that
make sure all yr friends are filled 
in how yr playing that

savior complex real talk 
you can’t fake that
i done got my heart frozen 
you can’t break that

repeat hook:
im anxious
feel it in my heartbeat
so just take my hand

with every word i said
i just dont know what to do
i know its all my fault
but i dont know what to do

yeah i wish i wasnt empty
so i could be just like you
after everything is done
i wont remember you

ending:
no one can escape time
it all delivers us to the same end
you plug ur ears
and cover your eyes

★streaming★

★tartarus★ w/ bedhead (prod. benji the machine)

this was the most fun i done had recordin lol xD

###LYRICS###
{@silentcxbin}
(ooooh)
bitch I sport a milli
when I walk it like I talk it
pants to heavy 
now they hanging 
cause the pockets

{@jcastralife}
who is that yo bitch
we just pop it like a socket 
you know that I'm ridin' with my boys 
yeah mobbin'

{@silentcxbin}
throw us in the cell yeah
the way we be locked in
fuck up a bag!
but I triple up my profits

{@jcastralife}
I'm gon' raid the spot
laptops, keys & wallets
throw him in a pit
fuck throwin' him in a coffin

{@jcastralife}
cause todays another day
yeah you couldn't go away
so you're waiting for the sun
but all you found was shade

{@silentcxbin}
talk shit!
ima make it whip
just like a bobble head
walk it I be in the park
I got my dogs again

{@jcastralife}
hold up

that lil baby be heaven sent
why she have to take my 
fuckin' breath again

{@silentcxbin}
daisies in my grave 
yeah ok that's my flower bed
nicotine and weed
with the night is my medicine 

{@jcastralife}
I stay up late at night 
in my head

{@silentcxbin}
I don't wanna talk bout 
where you been

{@jcastralife}
yeah I told you yesterday
that you didn't get your way 
see you walked this path I paved
now you end up in your grave
cause todays another day
yeah you couldn't go away
see you walked this path I paved
now you end up in your grave

{@silentcxbin}
bitch I sport a milli
when I walk it like I talk it
pants to heavy 
now they hanging 
cause the pockets

{@jcastralife}
who is that yo bitch
we just pop it like a socket 
you know that I'm ridin' with my boys 
yeah we mobbin'

{@silentcxbin}
throw us in the cell yeah
the way we be locked in
fuck up a bag!
but I triple up my profits

{@jcastralife}
I'm gon' raid the spot
laptops, keys & wallets
throw him in a pit
fuck throwin' him in a coffin

////////////////////////////////
!!other cool shit bout the song!!
mixed & master by: @silentcxbin
prod by: kibo
gear:  dbx 286s, shure sm7b, electro voice 410, scarlet 2i2
inspo: shinigami - vengeance ft: fats'e & 93feetofsmoke /// Savage Ga$p x Shinigami x convolk - i guess i'm over it

#5  w/ AstraLife (kibo)

★now im paralyzed with fear..★

[featuring]
@blackfridvy

[producers]
@sainttomorrow
@irby314

[artwork]
@junixo

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/paralyzed-w-fridvy-prod-saint-tomorrow-x-irby-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

intro:
i could write another song
or cry out to you
i could say how i feel
or just lie to you

but i mean when i say
that i am done
i try to face myself
but i'll just run

i promised that i'd
always be there for you
and i meant that

hook:
if i could face myself i would
but i cant look right in the mirror
something stands where i am stood
now im paralyzed with fear

i dont wanna another fight
if it all ends the same
where i never think im wrong
when im always whose to blame

i just look toward our picture
locked behind a single frame
its a snapshot of our time
where it'll never change

verse: (fridvy) [some of these could be wrong im going by ear lmao]
guess im not
strong enough to take the pain so
please just turn another page
it seems that ive been up for days

i see that its all i created

its all way too much
baby its just way too much
having trouble holding on
i think that ive had enough

i think about all the times
that i swear i kicked the drugs
remember all the times
i told myself that ur the one

repeat hook: (scoob + fridvy)
if i could face myself i would
but i cant look right in the mirror
something stands where i am stood
now im paralyzed with fear

i dont wanna another fight
if it all ends the same
where i never think im wrong
when im always whose to blame

i just look toward our picture
locked behind a single frame
its a snapshot of our time
where it'll never change

ending:
i wish i was better
so much better
but now im getting better
so much better

say that its forever
say that its forever

★paralyzed★ w/ fridvy (prod. saint tomorrow x irby)

★..i put this blade upon my skin..★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/bedhead2001

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/kkkarasu

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/pogchampswagepicfrfr/azathoth-w-bedhead-prod-karasu-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
maybe i should have
killed myself
i put this blade
upon my skin

i dont know what
i should do
forgive me father
i have sinned

i gave up everything
everything
so why
why.. why rumi

a reality where no one suffers

hook:
soft skin under moonlight
where does it go
after its gone
is what i wanna know

its all fun and games
until someone gets hurt
some more then others
one day we'll learn

been suffering silently
all cause of you
wish i could talk about it
favor is skewed 

forever toward you
what should i do

verse:
maybe i should have
killed myself
i put this blade
upon my skin

i dont know what
i should do
forgive me father
i have sinned

i wish i took my life
its all i had to give
instead i wander
aimlessly

forever and after

bridge:
i get it now
all thanks to you
come on
i said im done

please
let go of my hand

repeat hook:
soft skin under moonlight
where does it go
after its gone
is what i wanna know

its all fun and games
until someone gets hurt
some more then others
one day we'll learn

been suffering silently
all cause of you
wish i could talk about it
favor is skewed 

forever toward you
what should i do

verse 2:
cuts like a knife
its all that it do
ill take my life
and give it to you

its all in your hands
you know what to do
got no reason to try
and nothing left to prove

left hand
staying in my pocket
but the right side
ready for a fight

if you dont catch me 
at the right time
catch me in the middle of the street
when im outside

light so blinding
but i never close eyes

★azathoth★ w/ bedhead (prod. karasu)

prod by pablo worldwide + jolst
mix & master by @silentcxbin

###LYRICS###
life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

you a lame get up out my face 
Worried bout my payment 
I just hit the bank 
I leveled up like everyday since
hell rain down, pussy boy 
I’m already aimed in 
1v1 when I’m alone 
I’ll leave ya brain dead,

I fuck it up 
could come in clutch 
if you need me
I’m tryna fly down to LA 
for da weekend 
we know he soft 
he not hard 
he act like cement,

He DOA 
I leave his body 
on the pavement 

new AIM 
just to walk up 
an then spray it 
woke up with a vendetta
on my note list 
I hate going out in public 
cause they’ll notice 
why am I so fucking anxious 
can’t hold it

a thermal scope 
on a SIG
Ima hunt for gold
I catch you walking 
in the road
you getting domed
you all alone
bitch I treat that laser 
like my arm
you ain't making it home
you MIA all along

life goes on
no time to be sad 
bite my tongue 
fuck that
no time to be mad 
and you always have a issue 
I could see it in your face 
wtf you hating cabin for ?
cause you don’t feel the same ?
have you laid in the grass 
did the Trees feel safe 
do you have some where 
to call home ?
are you feeling grey? 
have you seen the sunshine 
do it even feel the same 
I just sit in a shame 
while my body rot decay

#5 w/ AstraLife (kibo)

cabby