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A sharp remark, a stupid joke
I'm sick of you, but I'll laugh it off
What's the point of this masquarade
You know very well that I'd love to hate
You but that's not what I'm supposed to do
No, that's not what I'm supposed to do
I'm supposed to love you
You treat me worse than anyone else
But you are close, so no one ever cares
Love is meant to be unconditional
So shut your mouth now and let your own
Doubts consume you whole
While you're trying to stitch up this hole
But I have had enough of you
I've closed myself in my small room

And I'll never let you in
You'll just shit in every corner
And then pretend that it was all my fault
Stop telling me
That i could be a little warmer
I'm getting on much better when I'm cold


Knocking's getting louder
And now you're trying to break in
But till the moment i allow it
You're never getting in
Stop screaming all your lungs 
Off you cannot make me care
You'll never get to my heart
'Cause it isn't even there
I've put it in a lockbox
And got rid of the key
So no one gets to hurt it
Not even if it's me
And maybe I will die alone
And maybe after I am gone
Maybe you will understand
Maybe world is fair

But I'll never let you in
You'll just shit in every corner
And then pretend that it was all my fault
Stop telling me
That i could be a little warmer
I'm getting on much better when I'm cold

I'll never let you in
No, I won't ever let you in

This is the last goodbye
Cause I am out of time
Out of breath and out of things to care about
It's far too late to cry
Too late to ask me why
And to apologize

I'll never let you in
You'll just shit in every corner
And then pretend that it was all my fault
Stop telling me
That i could be a little warmer
I'm getting on much better when I'm

But I'll never let you in
You'll just shit in every corner
And then pretend that it was all my fault
Stop telling me
That i could be a little warmer
I'm getting on much better when I'm cold
Getting on much better when I'm cold

When I'm cold

At The Door

statues (feat. ohlucifer)

Dredged from the bottom of a dead man’s gullet
Carved into the ugliest down-and-out
You’ll live with the smell in the heart of winter
Pass me in the summer, and you’ll wanna leave town
 
Poked by the sticks of a children’s choir
Coughed up something awful: they’ll never sing again
Bathed in the river, got a rash that feels like fire
All the fish decide that they’re amphibians
 
I know when I’ve finally outstayed my welcome
Stocks in pitchforks go through the roof
Weathermen have started using my name
They’d rather have a hurricane than see my face
 
In this ugly world I feel like a model
I’ve been the worst me that I can be
I’d rather have a purpose than having sod all
Even if it’s turning stomachs in the streets
 
You’ve walked by me with your mind on salad spoons
Spice racks, and brand new bidets
My black eyes rained down a monsoon
Right upon your godforsaken gilded cage
 
You set fire to me, but my diseases
Will take to the air like a pestilent fog
Try and hold your breath, there’s no avoiding
I’ll leave you like a ragged, wretched, plague-bitten dog

(Image taken from Twin Peaks season 3)

Pond Scum

no samples
prod. 1080p dreams

lyrics:

doctors please don't discharge me
I don't wanna fucking leave
I've been here forever but I'm still not missing home
I eat for free
the staff treats me like I'm some royalty
feeding me drugs while I sit on a high throne 
all the patients here are awfully friendly
I like the way they always compliment me
no fear of judgment cause they're all fucked up like me
the outside world's too fucking scary 
real life burdens are too much to carry 
just keep me locked in here and throw away the key
I'm becoming the psych ward van wilder 
it's pathetic that I've been here for this long
I'm becoming the psych ward van wilder 
I'm still here but all my peers have long since moved on
nurses please sedate me
so I can have sweet dreams
like last night I dreamt that I had built a time machine
I traveled back to Y2K 
and saw blink 182 play
the mark, tom, and travis show
matt's just the coffee boy
all the drama here is so exciting
in the hallways a schizo is fighting with a security guard
it's so disorderly
all the noise forced me to get out of my bed
interaction helped me get out of my head
even if a lot of it was super weird
and there were times when I got sad
but after all the good times I had
I thought maybe life's not that bad
memories I won't forget soon
like that one night in the day room
cracking jokes and laughing so hard that we cried
I'm becoming the psych ward van wilder
it's pathetic that I've been here for this long
I'm becoming the psych ward van wilder
I'm still here but all my peers have long since moved on
yeah they've moved onto bigger and better things
I never wanna see the outside world again
I never wanna see the outside world again
I could not care less if I never saw it again

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psych ward van wilder

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Lyrics:

All I want is to feel a bit
We could fall in love
You could slit my wrist
I could tell you now that they both 'gon feel the same

I've been wide awake
I've been blacking out
I've been locked away
Could you let me out?
Cause I've grown so tired of existing in this cage

I remember when I used to feel
(It was beautiful)
But I guess that's something you can steal
(And I lost it all)
Now nothing seems to feel too real
(Unbelievable)
What have I been running from?
How did I become so numb?

I'm so numb
I give up
What have I been running from?
How did I become so numb?

All I want is a night of sleep
You could knock me out
I could rest in peace
I don't mind if I get to close my eyes

I've been day to day
I've been dying slow
If you find a way
Could you let me know?
My confusion no longer comes as a surprise

I remember when I used to feel
(It was beautiful)
But I guess that's something you can steal
(And I lost it all)
Now nothing seems to feel too real
(Unbelievable)
What have I been running from?
How did I become so numb?

I'm so numb
I give up
What have I been running from?
How did I become so numb?

All I want is to feel a bit
You could knock me out
You could slit my wrist

I'm so numb
I give up
What have I been running from?
How did I become so numb?

Black

Numb

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Some of my favorite Post Punk Affiliated music from recent years. Volume 65

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Crystal Soda Cream - Boring Rain
Hawaiian Gremlins - Away
Savages - Shut Up
Project:Komakino - Syndrome
Motorama - Ghost
Mode Moderne - Undiscovered Country
Beach Fossils - Vacation
The Soft Moon - Zeros
Double Echo - Darkroom
Blood Orange - Bad Girls
White Hex - Only A Game
DIIV - Yr Not Far
Ortrotasce - Lost Concept
Future Islands - Balance
Miserylab - Children Of The Poor
Mac DeMarco - On The Level

Post Punk Affiliated

Post Punk Affiliated - Volume 65

What's UR AGE Again?
The Mixtape - Mixed by Haute Toddy
San Francisco's New Pop Punk / Alternative Dance Party
RETURNS MARCH 30, 2019
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Tracklist:
Jimmy Eat World - Sweetness
Bastille - Good Grief (Don Diablo Instrumental Remix)
Nine Days - Absolutely (Story Of A Girl)
Snake Hips - Don't Leave (Throttle Remix) (Instrumental)
Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
Rye Rye Ft. Robyn - Never Will Be Mine (Kat Krazy Remix) (Instrumental)
The All-American Rejects - Move Along (Corrupt Remix)
Lit - My Own Worst Enemy
Bruno Mars - Treasure (Audien Dub Mix)
Sum 41 - In Too Deep (Sava&Razz Remix)
Mashd N Kutcher - My Sunshine
Fountains Of Wayne - Stacy’s Mom (Shades Remix)
Weezer - Beverly Hills Cheerleader (MixMstrStel Mashup)
Puddle Of Mudd - She Hates Me
Zedd - Starving (Instrumental)
Avril Lavigne - Complicated
Sam Smith - Too Good At Goodbyes (Galantis Instrumental)
Yellowcard - Ocean Avenue
Dillon Francis and Kygo ft James Hersey - Coming Over (Instrumental)
Blink 182 - Feeling This (TwoDB Remix) (Haute Toddy Vocal Edit)
Owl City - Fireflies
Martin Garrix & Troye Sivan - There For You (Instrumental)
The Used - Taste of Ink
Kanye West - Touch The Sky (Two Friends Remix) (Instrumental)
Third Eye Blind - Semi Charmed Life (Kasum Remix)
Evanescence - Bring Me To Life
Diplo and Sleepy Tom - Be Right There (Instrumental)
No Doubt - It’s My Life
Kelly Clarkson - Love So Soft (Cash Cash Instrumental Remix)
Good Charlotte - Boys And Girls
DJ Envy ft. Fetty Wap & DJ Sliink - Text Ur Number (Instrumental)
Charli XCX - Boys
Green Day - Basket Case (DJ Scene Number One Bootleg)
Metro Station - Shake It
Dillon Francis - Look At That Butt (Instrumental)
Fall Out Boy - Sugar We’re Goin Down
Taylor Swift - Shake It Off (Instrumental)
Panic! At The Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies
Two Friends - Out Of Love (Instrumental)
Third Eye Blind - Jumper
Kyle - iSpy (Two Friends Remix) (Instrumental)
My Chemical Romance - I’m Not Okay (I Promise) (Captain Cuts Remix)

What's UR AGE Again? The Mixtape Vol. 1

11 21 '16
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L Y R I C S:
First it started with Summer.
Kinda warm, but I'm missing you
So I'm cold, cold, cold.
I said I'm cold, cold, cold.

You kept me cool
I wish I kept you
So strong
So independent
You know I meant it

She grabbed me
She took my hand
She held me
Made me understand

Thoughts in her mind move so quickly
Subjects changing subsequently
After her dad left.

I miss last winter
When we were in my room
We were messing around
We got nothing to do
And you said "I love you"

She grabbed me
She took my hand
She held me
Made me understand what it feels like to be a man.

Mentally - you won it all.
Forgot the hurt, forgot it all

So I try to write
Another god damn song
Cos I know it's right for my mind
Yeah, I know it's right for my mind.

First it started with Summer.
Kinda warm, but I'm missing you
So I'm cold.

Last Winter

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produced by https://soundcloud.com/deadspyro

at the riverside ft. m relix (prod. dead spyro)

too cold for a blanket to save me
so i froze to death while i waited
i feel the ice grow inside of me
on my tongue i can actually taste it

i know that nobody can save me
so don’t try, your time would be wasted
i feel my memories fading
hate my life, and sometimes i wanna take it
don’t know if i’ll make it to twenty
not alive, and i can’t find my placement
take drugs in such large quantities
for this pain, but i still can’t erase it

i think i’ll drown in the memories
i hate my life and i’m fine with it ending
broken inside and there’s no way to mend me
i’m a lost cause. there’s no point in pretending

i fell in love with a sadist
she left me with scars and i fucking hate it
her name is the drugs and she’s just like an angel
but her wings fell off and she ain’t got no halo 

i wake up everyday
and i wish that i didn’t
those visions were vivid
i wish i could stay asleep
cuz you were in my dreams

i do not know what to say
you made me feel different
like actually living 
but now that you’ve gone away
you’re only in my dreams

i know that nobody can save me
so don’t try, your time would be wasted
i feel my memories fading
hate my life, and sometimes i wanna take it
don’t know if i’ll make it to twenty
not alive, and i can’t find my placement
take drugs in such large quantities
for this pain, but i still can’t erase it

at the riverside ft. m relix (prod. dead spyro)

cabiner