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Bipolar Paradise Pt. I

I think i lost my mind a while ago
cos ive been seeing some ghosts
and id be lying if i told you im fine
but i lie
yeah, these thoughts i would never speak out loud
Ive seen you cry but ive never seen you shout
like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
sight blurred im walkin dazed, girl im fucking faded
or maybe wasted, i cant remember how it happened
oh i dont know my limits at all
im sinking down into my thoughts
oh my god

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down
girl you know im drownin
and i keep goin down
but ill swear that im not , im not, im not 

its friendly fire and sunlight 
the aftermath of one too many
words i said, when i should of said nothing at all
at all
i gotta stop overthinking
and missing
what could have been
you were never even really here
and still were are spinning
just liars and cheaters
right back where we started
but it dont get easier 
i am drowning
in liquor and apathy
will be the death of me

but so what if i drank too much
this aint love, its just a firefight
and even if its not enough
ill say it once i swear i never lied
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
but this is the last time
youll ever bring me down

The Eden Project - drowning.

Beat Produced By Kaelyn. Vocals By ℒund
VVV LYRICS VVV
my bones are cold. feel my body die
(feel my body die)
alls left is whats in my mind
(is whats in my mind)
the way you move girl your so divine
(girl your so divine)
i feel the chills running down my spine
(running down my spine)

she said I’m sorry that i lied i never loved you
(never loved you no i never loved you)
she was there when u werent so fuck you
(fuck u girl u were never there. never there)
she said I’m sorry that i lied i never loved you
(say bye now its time to say goodbye)
she was there when u werent so fuck you
(say bye now its time to say goodbye)

killin im drillin the beat again 
reminding these bitches I’m not their friend
i don’t pretend the coldest kid that you ever met
come fuck with me and u won’t forget, won’t regret
got you so high now you feel like a jet
smoking and laughing while we lay in bed
but you got me caught up in the words that you said


Cold Bones [Prod. Kaelyn]

Shiloh Dynasty x Crxsh - See You All The Time

Take Me to Church

remix of @billieeilish ocean eyes extra production by blackbear


billie eilish - ocean eyes (blackbear remix)

im sorry.

@shiloh-dynasty
original: https://vine.co/v/OvPJ6THwWmO

album artwork by namalas

theres still us EP

I'm sorry (feat. shiloh)

New tape out now via Neonpajamas:

https://soundcloud.com/neonpajamas/first-persons-1000

Sampled from a @shiloh-dynasty vine

forever unfinished

(CTRL + S is ur friend)

Who? (Ft. Shiloh Dynasty)

Spotify

Tell Me (Ft. Shiloh Dynasty)

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ORIGINAL SONG WRITTEN BY JUSTIN VERNON AND PERFORMED BY BON IVER.
REMIX BY FRANO JAY HUETT.
SOUND DESIGN, SYNTHESISERS AND PROGRAMMING BY FRANO JAY HUETT. VOCALS REMIXED AND ADDITIONAL VOCAL PRODUCTION BY FRANO JAY HUETT.
MIXED BY FRANO JAY HUETT.
MASTERED IN FREEMANS BAY, AKL, NZ.
2016

Bon Iver - Perth (Frano 2016 Version)

(remixed track: Message To Bears - At a Glance)

Didn't expect this track to blow up like this..

Download For Free

don't worry about me

Produced by (@rowenmakesmusic)
Cover art by Julia Jordan

I never know why~

Lost in you

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Lost in you (prod. not)

i was watching that romantic movie, then i made this.

Artwork by : twitter.com/matchavi

FREE DOWNLOAD : https://www.toneden.io/iamjsan/post/i-m-in-love-with-u-sorry

i'm in love with u, sorry

a nice lil song https://soundcloud.com/fuvkr and i worked on together for the new https://soundcloud.com/ztapes fall compilation 2017. Wear ur highwasted jeans for this one

fuvk seakid

The albums pretty siickk
check out the comp here:
https://ztapes.bandcamp.com/album/fall-2017


I have dreams about the wrong girl
giving me attention 
in these dreams
we are swimming in
we're singing
this dimension isn't real
but it feels like the
world i wanna live in
i have dreams about the wrong girl
(giving me attention x4)


I have dreams about the wrong girl
making a confession
pixelated 
we are floating in a digital suspenension
without form
just to glance and i think
i would give in
i have dreams about the wrong girl


(making a confession x4)

You feel so fake to me
you seem so hard to read
you're in a dream i can't believe

I have dreams about the wrong girl
making an expression
face contorted
furrowed eyebrows and a 
look of comprehension
without malice
saying all the things i know i shouldn't 
mention i have dreams about the wrong girl
making an expression


I have dreams about the wrong girl
giving me attention 
in these dreams
we are swimming in
we're singing
this dimension isn't real
but it feels like the
world i wanna live in
i have dreams about the wrong girl
giving me attention

fuvk x seakid - wrong girl

me and @pivot1 made this song together, and we hope you enjoy <3 
make sure to go check him out & have a brilliant day!

AMV by @80smbs: 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGNC2noWvsY&t=63s

artwork by: http://tofuvi.tumblr.com

Allure w/ park bird

Little Me (ft. @Karnaboy) — Independent Release
Artwork by Yona // https://twitter.com/unluckyyona

Karnaboy and I wrote this song together, it's a song about childhood memories and the feeling of having lost our innocence.
We really hope you enjoy it.

Lyrics: https://genius.com/duumu-little-me-lyrics

Little Me - Single

dl/stream 🎂

Little Me (feat. Karnaboy)

heres my track from the latest dream easy tape!

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/6goEbxwvXExwS2KWF0P7Ck

chords by the amazing https://soundcloud.com/hanzbeats/

make sure to go show some love on the beattape <3

link: https://soundcloud.com/dreameasycollective/autumnsend

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/d233f4'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

i dont love you (from dreamy easy autumns end tape)

Spotify : https://open.spotify.com/track/7vnc7DxhLYx5pXjoTllXEe

I've been feeling like I can't reach the surface these days with all of the paths life has shown, It's been hard for me to find my purpose, so I've written this song channeling the emotions of drowning. Glad I was able to express my feelings in this tune.

twitter : twitter.com/Sofasound
instagram : www.instagram.com/officialsofasound/

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Drowning

*lyrics + chords are below chunk of text

this was written for a creative project assigned in my race and mixed-race literature english seminar. the premise of the song has to do with the struggle that mixed-race people undergo in their lives, specifically wondering if they'll ever truly find a place for themselves in the world and in doing so learn to "fly" or become comfortable with their identity. the song is based off the book "caucasia" by danzy senna which is an excellent read, i highly recommend it, and written from the protagonist's (birdie) perspective. i hope you enjoy! it's a lil different than past songs.

Chords: 
Am, C, F, F for Chorus/Verses *There's a Dm instead of the second F chord for the starred portion.
Am, C, D, D for the Bridge

[Chorus/Intro]
My name is Birdie
But I barely know how to fly
I am lost in a place
I don’t know how to describe

[Verses]
It’s like I live between two worlds
There’s nothing in the middle for me
I keep trying to side with one
But it’s so hard to just try and be

Nobody sees me the way that i want them to
My inner perception changes 
And i can’t seem to break through

I can’t seem to exist without
Another validating who I am
My face is jumbled 
Reflections crumble
Until i feel a damn sham

[Chorus]
My name is Birdie
And I’m trying to learn how to fly
I am here in a place
I don’t know how to describe

[Verse]
I’ve been so many things
And too little of others
I live between planes
Exist between mother and father

[Bridge]
But there’s Cole
She’s my rock
Speaking Elemeno tones
Without a clock

I felt free with her
Like I could be with her
But our time was cut so short

Now I wanna be with her
Yeah, I wanna go see her
I’ve got eyes on me though it’d be the last resort 

[Chorus]
My name is Birdie
I need to know myself before I fly
I live in a place
Other’s wouldn’t be able to describe

But I know I’m not alone
I know there’s more than one place to call home
Whether it’s people
Or a place it’s all equal… to me

[Interlude]
When you don’t have a home
Or a place to call your own
When you don’t have a home
Or a place to call your own

[Chorus/Outro]
My name is Birdie
I’m barely learning to fly
I live in a place
Some other’s might be able to describe

I know i’m not alone
I know there’s more than one place to call home
Whether it’s people
Or a place it’s all equal

To me

buy!

birdie

[Emotionally held.]

radio silence
where are you hiding from me
why can't we fix this
why can't we fix this

said something wrong, no
no you didn't think of her
you left her at home
you left her alone

without you
what should i do
i broke you up inside
how could i be so blind

without you
what i should do, huh
can we make up in time
you told me you were fine

where did i go
where was your mind
was I alone
you coming back
you left alone
hurt in between
i lost my place 
i lost my 

home

radio silence
why am i hiding from you
all my hairs are catching thorn
and all my sins are confessed

but without you
i coudln't do
i was so broke inside
i couldn't see my lie

but without you
now i'm through
i swear i've changed my mind
i don't think that i am fine

s i l e n c e

Silousa