inthenext*

read.



moralities of my mindless brain



I don’t understand the infections



dreadful youth and your love stains



driving in the rain as I question the pain



cry alone reflecting and venting with no one to hear



my fears pierce into pieces of tears



you peer into my heart and disappear



overfill me physically but overkill me mentally



finally my thoughts are angry but also empty



baby it is so scary to think “am I even worthy?”



you make me dizzy, I give you roses, you give me stitches



I try to dismiss your voice of curses, but it burns me to ashes



kissing your lips causes an abyss with bruises



but it also sends me into trips of bliss that I want to harness



I love you even if you are lost

inthenext*

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