𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖘𝖈𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊(ᴀᴡᴡᴇɴ)

a demo about having no personality or no identity that is your own

no name (demo)

lyrics—;;
climb over me
pull me under
ingest what’s left
no choice
no choice 
no choice 
no choice

drowning
drowning

suffocating me
weighed down
nothing escapes
can’t help but feel lost again again again again again again

drowning (prod. caeneus)

i hate that i hate you
yet i love you and care for you
like i did when i first met you
but you’re bad for my soul 
and i feel it wilt when i’m near you
you can’t fix this if you wanted to
i’ve cried too much for you

you say loving you is a privilege 
i feel it’s a curse

i’m trying to get to the point where
it doesn’t hurt as much and
i can see your face and not breakdown
i can see you smile and not freak out

privilege (prod. caeneus)

[he/him]
currently wondering what to do with myself

drowning (prod. caeneus)

𝔠𝔞𝔢𝔫𝔢𝔲𝔰