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HIDEYOSHI - INSOMNIA

Happy birthday to me.

Produced by Living Puff

Lyrics

Told her she was all I needed and I meant it
She said, "Ken I mean it too" but she didn't
I don't wanna feel anymore feelings
Girl you great but what you see in me is not what it is

I'm a lost cause baby, it is not all
Greener on the other fucking side when I am the fault
I'm the reason that you can't get right
I got demons and they meeting with me every single night

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

She's a bitch but I know I'm no better, I'm an asshole
And it's been 3 years but she still the one I call though
I'm a fucked up sad little lost soul
I don't know how it got this bad when I fought so hard

Got so far from myself in my own mind
Tar on my breath, I do wrong when I know right
Where you are? I don't know
If I get in my car I'ma throw it off the road

Turned 21, wish I didn't
You sent me a sign, I didn't get it
Why am I'm alive? I need a minute
All this fucking time, I just been sinning (x2)

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

spotify.

XXI.

Lyrics:
You see it seems like no one
Has done what you've done
I mean you still mean so much    
To me but I think It's time to stop
Do not fall again for you
I know that it will not 
It won't be good for me

I tried yet to forget you
God damn why were you so special
You lied to me, I know that you 
Never loved me that was natural
Your number is no more 
In the contact list on my phone
You were something more than I thought

I hope that you will follow me
I know I'm not what you want me to be
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work
You broke my heart girl honestly
I'm not something that you can play with
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work

Although I can't leave my bed
Thoughts cannot leave my head
I'm not trynna get you back
But I'm trying to move on instead
Sad how you would play with me
Dead that's how you made me feel
Since you've been with someone else

I tried yet to forget you
God damn why were you so special
You lied to me, I know that you 
Never loved me that was natural
Your number is no more 
In the contact list on my phone
You were something more than I thought
 
I hope that you will follow me
I know I'm not what you want me to be
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work
You broke my heart girl honestly
I'm not something that you can play with
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work 
I hope that you will follow me
I know I'm not what you want me to be
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work
You broke my heart girl honestly
I'm not something that you can play with
But I'm trying so bad
To make it work

STREAM

Make It Work (prod. grayskies)

Donna Burke - Glassy Sky

This is one of my older songs. I'm trying to move all my music to my SC  for my non-BandLab users.

Lace It (prod. ilyJeffrey)

watch it all burn. (prod. vaegud)

SCUMBAG [PROD.HEARTJUNKIE]

Produced by smokerose

WHEN I'M ALL ALONE I FEEL LIKE IM DYING

Lyrics:

[Chorus]
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason

[Verse]
baby i need a reason, give it to me
spending time in the shadows, im just burning
you can close the gates cus im not going in
cus im not the same person that ive been
i miss the way i solved my problems
now i runaway and make them stronger
baby hold my hand and let me bleed
just give me your heart that's all i need

[Bridge]
just give me your heart thats all i need
i've been crying alone yeah can't you see
im fighting the voices in my head
nobody needs me, so im better off dead
i would cry but im not that guy
i'd rather close my eyes and stare at the sky
dark room with a demon on my left
baby im stressed somebody put me to rest

[Chorus]
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason
when im all alone, i feel like im dying
cus im falling apart, but im tired of trying
please give me a chance cus im falling to pieces
im crying to sleep and baby i need a reason

Spotify

tired of trying (prod. smokerose)

Stream this on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7BdlyzVvOqmwPH9dYtZfsx?si=LZrEShAqSpmw0Z2TehbxfQ

Play this on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n78Gg6_zEQg

Dead Eyes

Powfu & Promoting Sounds - dead eyes (ft. Ouse)

@lovejsan - I GOT YOU FLOWERS! (Prod. Banrisk)

thanks to @web_boy for featuring in this track
and to @prodnothingtodo for the awesome beat

Lyrics:
[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: gothurted]
Dreams of a man who lost all his feelings
Dying with nobody who's caring for me
Dreams of a girl that will never believe in
The love that I feel and I'll never regret
I'm trying to get closer 
But you keep taking the distance
Pulling the trigger
I think that I can't resist that
I'll tell you my last words
I just want you to know
That I'll love you forever
With all my soul  

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

[verse: Web Boy]
Bury me in the memories
Let my remains lie in the Ostankino
(Lie in the Ostankino x3)
Just forgive me
I didn’t want to end everything this way
But there was no choice
//
Похорони меня
В воспоминаниях
Мои останки пусть
Лежат в Останкино
(Лежат в Останкино х3)
Просто прости меня
Я не хотел чтоб так
Пришлось заканчивать
Но нету выбора

[hook: gothurted]
Look into my eyes not to the tears there are around them
Kill me with your words right after you said that you love me
Look up to the sky and tell me what star that you wanna be
And I'll let you shine forever inside  my dreams

Inside My Dreams ft. Web Boy [prod. nothingtodo]

ZENITSU SONG | "Awoken" | Divide Music | [Demon Slayer]

OUT NOW ON IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/AEaAIisJ3ek

Check Out The Producer:

Soundcloud: @lilghosty00
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCVj24MJaGwohHDmmbfQ6Frw

Lyrics
------------------------------------------------------
I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I don't even know who I think I am
I'm just somebody who I used to know
Leave me alone with a couple of cans
I think I'm better at the side of the road

Spending all my cash on a couple of grams
I'm only high when I ain't feeling low
Back from a show with a handful of bands
Babe do you love me? Don't say no

Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left just please don't go
Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left, please don't-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

Imma make it all the way, I'll be coming for my pay
Grab a slice and grab a plate, you can have what's left behind
See me: Louie on my waist, Gucci dripping in the rain
I ain't fucking with no fakes, but y'all can see me on the rise

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

Nothing Left to Hide

iTunes

Nothing Left To Hide [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

prod. Morin x Miracle

Lyrics:
[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

[verse]
Till the day you die
You will be alone
With the hug of the drugs
Making you feel loved
Making you feel something
But you know that's nothing
Cause those feelings have no meaning
Bottle up the screams in a heartache
Nobody helps they only care about their own sake
You're a prey in a world of vultures
Feeling hopeless and seeing no future

[hook]
Got a gun to my head
Keep my eyes close
Take a breath
Last time they will see me alive
People crying at your funeral but just because
Everybody care about you just the day you die 
x2

MUSIC VIDEO

Last Day [prod. Morin x Miracle]

https://soundcloud.com/gothurted
https://soundcloud.com/deadfishpoland

Feeling

gothurted - feeling (ft. deadfish)

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
I honestly tried to fit in
To the life you want to be living
But I could never be enough
And I’ll never be enough
You’d rather throw away your love
Into the heavens above
You tell me that I’m not alone
I got no doubt I’m on my own
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

My picture waits in your closet
As my colours fade, I can’t stop it
Got me blind in thе dark
While I’m searching for the stars
And I’m covеred in dust
Locked up and living with these scars
And if you ever change your mind
Don’t think I’ll ever call you mine
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

fall

⚜cairn⚜

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