The Upload

produced by hazenova x https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
featuring: https://soundcloud.com/00000001111111




Lyrics:

hazenova:
fucked up
ive been fucked up
ive been fucking up
you dont gotta tell me that im fucking up
caffeine in my veins
i cant get enough
i cant get enough
i cant get anough
im not normal
i dont like you
im a weirdo
up late
seeing ghosts in my window
you dont gotta hide it
you can show me
i know you dont like me
youre a phony
i dont even like you
you dont even know me
why you hatin on me
and why you do it lowkey

00000001111111:
she tries  to play with my mind and emotions
I wanna  find out what really is the motive
we were walking by the side of the ocean
I see the fight
you are my light
I need to know why
do you despise
everything i am?
I treat u right
we have the sight to be better
do you despise
everything i am?
i swear u hate me but im right here
i swear u hate me but im right here

caffeine in my veins (feat. 00000001111111)

Prod. @metlast

Lyrics:
I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair


Theres murder on her mind
But she wanna take her time 
Blue n black heart
Im frvr in line

For a meeting with death
From all the stress
I cant get
Why u obsessed
Why u obsessed
I cant get

Like a tattoo
Your on my skin like i had u
Im fucked up in the back room
Im a goth boy and im bad news

think im see through
Lose my life yeah thats cool
Leave behind your perfume
Fuck a job and fuck school


I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair

I REMEMBER WHEN YOU USED TO BE THERE (Prod. Metlast)

Drinking Game's (Prod Splashgvng)
Key E Minor
Bpm 82

No samples used - guitar by Splashgvng
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Drinking Games

☆your voice sounds like heaven, when u talk to me soft!☆

s/o yungjzaisdead ily <33

[original song]
https://soundcloud.com/yung-jza-shawty/soft

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/dead-gio

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/soft-yungjzaisdead-cover-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
hook:
i promise all this is over as soon as you walk through that door
and nothing feels better than when you're here in my arms
and I stay close to the phone, waiting for you to call
cause your voice sounds like heaven when you talk to me soft

verse:
talk to me like you used to
so soft, baby, so soft
i miss you, yeah, I still do
when you're gone, yeah, when you're gone, yeah

waiting for you 'til you show
getting close, I'll never know
i know you're never home
and it seems that life is going
almost feels like that's a past life

yeah

repeat hook:
i promise all this is over as soon as you walk through that door
and nothing feels better than when you're here in my arms
and I stay close to the phone, waiting for you to call
cause your voice sounds like heaven when you talk to me soft

★soft★ (yungjzaisdead cover)

U Were All I Really Needed

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/ZDJ12
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0QY1usesI4

Artist:
@thomasreidmusic

Producer:
@prodbyhypx

Lyrics:
haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

i know your lying here
whisperin' to me
but my mind's away
i'm reminiscing, please
hold me tighter till
i feel something spark
all the walls that i put up have left me in the dark
oh baby, it's my fault
i hope you understand
smile and play it cool but you know it's just a mask
that i'll wear all night
until the morning comes
oh god, i'm feelin numb

haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time
countin the days before you let me go
am i breathin'?
i don't think i know
countin the days before you let me go
oooohhhh

countin' the days before i cut and run
stayin' inside, haven't seen the sun 
countin' the days before i cut and run
ooooohhhhh

because i haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

Hypx & Thomas Reid - Haven't Felt Alive In A Long Time

Lyrics

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that somethings right, feel my nerves about to fly

Chest gets hot, I'm bouta fry
I can't stop, I'm bound to lie
Maybe I'm just a bad guy
I can't cry, don't ask me why

If I could figure it out, I would of never made a song
But maybe the way that I figure it out is breaking down and making songs

Stuck in a cycle, walk with my eyes closed
I cannot get out even if I do
This how my life go, die I just might do
You're not a good girl, fuck it I like you

I'ma regret what I said to you like I always have
Love is a thing that can turn to weapon too, I cannot fucking last

Please don't leave me, I'm really needy
Don't look up to me, you don't wanna be me
All that I do is just sit in a room
Thinking about all the shit I would do
If I wasn't sad & wasn't held back
By feelings that I should of left in the past
I know I need to do more with my life than just lay up all day being stuck on my ass

I don't know how to cope
Lost soul, don't know where to go
Getting old, growing cold
Life's hard so fuck it I'll fold

I'm a ghost in the light of the night sky
Try to cope when I try to write my
Songs, up all night long
I feel the weight but I try to be strong

I'm just a waste putting smoke in my lungs
Fuck everyday just be leaving me strung out
Hate on the tip of my tongue
You won't feel the same when my words start to come out
Friends of mine, used to have some
Life did it's thing and we don't get along now
Thoughts in my mind really wrong, so I try keeping myself always calm now

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that something's right, feel my nerves about to fly

spotify.

dark skies. | Produced by røse

White Tee

White Tee (Lil Peep Cover)

i don't have to explain myself for my actions , i got my closure that night. that's all i needed . i'm sorry in advance for the fall .

STA!N (prod. discent, vist)

vocals - deep october
produced, mixed, mastered by jackson sadinsky
love u zac

@fatherfuneral

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4lJhOYxupX3NfqlIVz6Gr2

apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/endorphin-feat-deep-october-remix/1548754098

All Platforms

Deep October - Endorphin (Jackson Sadinsky remix) <3

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whywewishღ!
instagram: www.instagram.com/whywewish/
sc: @whywewish

mascio!
instagram: www.instagram.com/mascio707/
sc: @mascio707

~lyrics~

hook (wish):
told me that she want me back but ion want u bitch
always makin up excuses, gettin sick of this
i could see it in ur eyes everytime we kissed 
you were always eyeing up the diamonds on my wrists
bitch its demon time!
i been on my grind!
i cant fuck wit no bitch if she wont be by my side!
see cuz im a ride or die, metal on my side!
guess that means that this is just one last final goodbye!

verse 1 (wish):
sick of all the lies, this aint hurtin u 
babygirl dont lie, i already know the truth
aint no better u, perfect in my eyes 
now i see the real u, guess i ripped off that disguise
everytime i open up i get my heart broke 
id be better off if i jus got my heart froze
cryo! genic! im standin strong not bending 
they hate me, 'less im spendin
theyll love me when im transcending 
ion want u back, ion need that
tryna tell me that u love me, ion see that 
and baby honestly, ur not  the one for me 
and thats clear to see 

hook (wish):
told me that she want me back but ion want u bitch
always makin up excuses, gettin sick of this
i could see it in ur eyes everytime we kissed 
you were always eyeing up the diamonds on my wrists
bitch its demon time!
i been on my grind!
i cant fuck wit no bitch if she wont be by my side!
see cuz im a ride or die, metal on my side!
guess that means that this is just one last final goodbye!

verse 2 (mascio):
uh, aint no talker uh,
forget my number dont hit up, dont call up
bout my dollars, uh 
talk my shit i pop my collar, uh
bout my honour, yea
superman, panther, no tachala, yea
said my heart on ice my heart real froze
Im a real pill popper, yea

you aint even know it, been through so much and i aint even show it 
none of that shit even matter,  i hop on a beat and i get me to flowin
missed her one chance, you aint never comin back in my life and i hope that she hurt and she know it
all through the ocean, yeah all through the water, I numb wit the patek I gotta keep rowin

ye, couple niggas that was wit me from the acura to the hellcat
niggas thought i couldnt do it by myself, askin me where my help at
take a look around, only a couple left dont ask where everyone else at
loyalty over everything, if u show it i got u from hell back

hook (wish):
told me that she want me back but ion want u bitch
always makin up excuses, gettin sick of this
i could see it in ur eyes everytime we kissed 
you were always eyeing up the diamonds on my wrists
bitch its demon time!
i been on my grind!
i cant fuck wit no bitch if she wont be by my side!
see cuz im a ride or die, metal on my side!
guess that means that this is just one last final goodbye!

ion want u w/  mascio (p. ouhboy)

Imprint

https://open.spotify.com/track/1qj0UgftgV05jJO53BzUDV?si=UK3lzbqcQnSdqYwgsAWJbA

I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been so cold
Ooh

It's probably nothing
But I cant stop thinking
I know that you love me
But I do not think so
And I've been so cold

I've been trapped inside my own head
I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head

Yeah
Let me talk about the demons like in every song
The demons arent demons they are just my thoughts
And I've been thinking too much 'bout the future
I found you and lost you
And I cant stop thinking

Everything is shrinking
And my mind is waking
I'm running in circles
I'm trapped in my own head
I need to stop thinking 
Get out of this wrong place
I'll give everything
For a clear mind

Ooh
Ooh

It's probably nothing
But I cant stop thinking
I know that you love me
But I do not think so
And I've been so cold

I've been trapped inside my own head
I'm so cold
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been trapped inside my own head
I've been trapped inside my own head
Ooh

It's Probably Nothing (Prod. Micco.) (Now on Spotify)

s/o https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for beat sauce

lyrics:

me:
you're the only one who stayed here, but i can't feel you when you lay here
i know you're jus layin next to me, but in my mind im living a tragedy.

i think im gonna go ghost, but it only lasts for a couple hours
she said that i do the most, um, she don't know me at all
i fall to the ground so easily
i lay in bed just to keep the peace
you fell in love with me that was the problem we're fucked in the head and we know that we probably 
can't go much longer we're stuck in somber 
it's almost the end of october, and we still can't keep fighting.
im fighting for you i hope you're telling the truth cause i been stuck in this mindset and i been holdin onto you.
all of my trust is abandoned, i lay in bed and i count my bands then 
wake up and put on my pants and
slip and fall on all my chances.

skele: 
me n kais in the back 
got racks on me 
2 gs on a coat 
n we still eat 
don’t get why u sad when u see me 
but ion say shit 
i jus wanna keep the peace 
i feel like ghandi i keep me a piece 
i’m skipping class man fuck a degree 
i’m tryna get rich while i’m chasing a dream
im tryna tour like over the seas
no way
you make a month what i make in a day 
he like to talk but got nothing to say 
i keep a band just in case that it rains 
why u so mad when u talking to me 
i swear i love u don’t gotta be mean
i swear that i love when u laying w me 
but u push me away by the end of the week

axstn:
i just wanna know what she's playin ain't got shit to say cus i know that she fakin
love is a drug that i'm cravin 
bitchin on the phone bout me likw we're datin
they say don't love no more
bitchin bout they're life while they closin the door
said i can't ever trust no more cus im sick of this shit i've done this before
i don't know what's next
is there something left
i don't have a choice
so imma call it quits x2

stay here

spotify

stay here w/skele & yung axstn (prod. cay2o)

Push me down, tell me things that I like.
You sub-side, don't you lie, coz all I do now is cry.
It's not enough, so I resort to the drugs.
You made me happy just once. I had a few friends, a bunch.
Until I turned them to dust. (x2)

Until I turned them to dust

I’m feeling burnt feeling stuck

And all my friends made it up

So I put drink in my cup 

You ain’t ever love me

You won’t be alone you just gotta trust me

Smoking og 

Visions hazy

I know it’s fault but it’s hard to blame me

And I wake up in the morning but it’s hard to face me

Don’t give a fuck bout the pain but it starts to phase me

Okay, okay 

No pain, no pain 

(I was mad about a bag but it’s okay, she was making me sad but it’s alright” (in the Adlibs)

Dust (ft. romeo!)

if u produced this hmu i couldn’t find u again i think ur name was OkTylr or something

falling 4 strangers

( prod wstd )
https://youtu.be/w0xCmtvhazQ

baddy but she’s superficial
stressin out if its official 
heard him talkin down on the gang 
had to run up on him with a pistol 
left some feelings in the past
goin up i’m smilin but it’s wistful 
now i’m running up the bands
only tryna talk 2 u if it’s fiscal💸

gold caps eat a fistful
got white caps on the wrist bro🌊
playin words like i’m playin bitches 
banshee out in San Francisco 👻
trouble following the 8fold :/☸️
got silver on me nah this ain’t gold
don’t even care ab the recognition
if u fw me i’m thankful 

crossin bridges but they take tolls
i’m a big cat like a bengal 
buying clothes in japan with a VPN
sell em for the bankroll 
hang with lizards like it’s tangled 
n i don’t miss her but it’s painful 
she been hearing bout me lowkey 
so she lookin at me from an angle 

1 shot that’s a dolo 
cuz my verses gettin in his dome bro
shop foreign clothes shoutout coco 
talking on my name we spillin rojo
race foreign cars like it’s tokyo 
im a ghoul 
kicks got the velcro 
i’m saruman i’m not romeo 
XL tee 2 my elbows

The Upload

Calamity