this real life the hardest beat ever made

tired of mainstream pushed artist , sell out already so shit like this can be radio smh..

i know everyword i walk around chinatown rapping ts

The Upload

they say what they want but i know it is a lie
i can get a bag and i fumble it tonight
lotta different people and they pass thru all the time
nobody be real but idc bout it now

so sick so sad went to the mall and spent racks
i keep on going so mad
girl did u notice come back

(ur a complicated guy)

i was just waiting for your call
was about to give in give all
if u wnna fall down lets fall

give in + capoxxo (taher)

wanna live in ur world
wanna live in ur day
this is my first i can take it away
u know my heart hurts the way it all change
i will take it back to you i know its okay

x2
im so insecure its crazy im actually manic
im so anxious its amazing thats why i love xanax
told u things that i promised to never speak about
when i say that i love you i wont leave it out

dirty tricks
up ur sleeve
hate the gossip
hate everything in between u and me
i know u will
 be with me
hate my life u make it bright
ur everything that i see

so many situation ive been picking apart
im off the excstacy im telling u straight from my heart
u walking next to me u make me feel like ima star
im fed up on me i hope that u love me its hard

x2
im so insecure its crazy im actually manic
im so anxious its amazing thats why i love xanax
told u things that i promised to never speak about
when i say that i love you i wont leave it out

i cant go without u there
its so hard for me to care
about the things that arent you
about the things that arent you


its too much for me to hear
if i leave im never there
swear this life is not for you
swear this life is not for you

i cant go without u there
its so hard for me to care
about the things that arent you
about the things that arent you


its too much for me to hear
if i leave im never there
swear this life is not for you
swear this life is not for you

dirty tricks [silver+methboiswag+filipmakesbeats+roxa}

walk into the party
put them on to oxy
walk out there its crowded
yea that shit will cross me
when she started talking
thats when she lost me
going to the mall
yea she love the shopping

can somebody tell me the words to say
everybody tells me to get a way
we were off the drugs
couldnt catch ur name
doing this for me but its way too late

walk into the party
put them on to oxy
walk out there its crowded
yea that shit will crost me
when she started talking
thats when she lost me
going to the mall
yea she love the shopping

i get tired
and i mean it
every week i try to give it up
cuz i dont need it
need it
every week i try to live it up
cuz finally im breathing
breathing
every week i try to live it up
cuz finally im breathing
breathing

can somebody tell me the words to say
everybody tells me to get away
we were off the drugs
couldnt catch ur name
doing this for me but its way too late

lets get em racks
i walk with bags
doing it my way
make the audi crash
i need to know
whats going on
ur the one im runnin from

can somebody tell me the words to say
everybody tells me to get a way
we were off the drugs
couldnt catch ur name
doing this for me but its way too late

catch ur name [silver+filip]

ONE LAST DANCE

The best Gay-Melodic-Rap Album of the 21st Century!
3 months in the making, I hope you all enjoy!!!
And thank you to all who inspired me, and helped me create this album and my future projects ❤

Plague My Body (Interlude)

~ baby life's unfair

prod @odece

Music Video out now:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uXWAuHlhXgo

Life's Unfair (odece)

closely i can feel your heart 
it’s a blessing 
i’m lonely 
issey miyake what i’m dressed in
hold me 
i see past the curtain for a second 
holy ground at my feet 
i’m connected 
tiptoe to another world think i got it 
light shields me
i’ll be safe if i’m honest 
new eyes look around the globe there’s a goddess 
baby i got bad news i been spotted 

i live in this moment 
hear the truth spoken 
play the cards right 
put it all in motion 
love is interwoven 
see it when awoken 
diamonds on my chest unbroken 

smoking tree late night
i kinda feel nice 
bad memories 
take it out my timeline 
i like u but i don’t care about ur star sign 
light blue sky 
i can’t see the stars shine

when i last saw the light
paid a fair price 
greet me at the gate with the chrome knights 
edens fruit in my hands 
i said a prayer twice 
i can’t listen cuz the people in this world lie 

i live in this moment 
hear the truth spoken 
play the cards right 
put it all in motion 
love is interwoven 
see it when awoken 
diamonds on my chest unbroken 

i live in this moment 
hear the truth spoken 
play the cards right 
put it all in motion 
love is interwoven 
see it when awoken 
diamonds on my chest unbroken

holy ground

@blackwinterwells
prod wstd
[wstdyth]
cold feet 
why u backing away from the trophy 
hopping out 
raf simons with the soul speed 
they be running their mouths but they don’t know me 
u know i won’t kick it with fakes 
that why i’m lonely 

rolling up that smoke all the time 
diamonds in the 9 
think that i just found a secret door feel like coraline 
get back into my life 
u shouldn’t even try 
dior sit on my wrist 
that gleaming hit my eyes 

every time i get lit 
these demons in disguise 
they be fucking hard with the kid 
but i dont socialize 
i don’t wanna look at my phone 
i’m seeing all these lies 
i can’t fall asleep in the night 
the sun is on the rise 

[wells]
and im flying under white light 
under hi speed cameras
baby hold tight and there wont be danger
try as i might, i know i cant change her
im a demon, not a savior
alchemy in a white room
wait and see how i transmogrify you
into red fumes, clock the speed of your soul
im so rapid you're like dough
and i dont need anyone who's never even opened a spellbook!

[wstd]
i been goin round and round a dark star 
and i’m tryna find my self that’s the hard part 
so i wrote what feel as fell far 
and i know that the end is always at the start

soul speed w/ blackwinterwells

Prod. @metlast

Lyrics:
I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair


Theres murder on her mind
But she wanna take her time 
Blue n black heart
Im frvr in line

For a meeting with death
From all the stress
I cant get
Why u obsessed
Why u obsessed
I cant get

Like a tattoo
Your on my skin like i had u
Im fucked up in the back room
Im a goth boy and im bad news

think im see through
Lose my life yeah thats cool
Leave behind your perfume
Fuck a job and fuck school


I remember when you used to be there
I remember when you used to not care
Pretty girl with an evil stare
I can feel the tension in the air

Its done and i know its not fair
Fuck love, it wont ever repair
Im gone when i said id be there
She got a gun im in the crosshair

I REMEMBER WHEN YOU USED TO BE THERE (Prod. Metlast)

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/ZDJ12
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e0QY1usesI4

Artist:
@thomasreidmusic

Producer:
@prodbyhypx

Lyrics:
haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

i know your lying here
whisperin' to me
but my mind's away
i'm reminiscing, please
hold me tighter till
i feel something spark
all the walls that i put up have left me in the dark
oh baby, it's my fault
i hope you understand
smile and play it cool but you know it's just a mask
that i'll wear all night
until the morning comes
oh god, i'm feelin numb

haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time
countin the days before you let me go
am i breathin'?
i don't think i know
countin the days before you let me go
oooohhhh

countin' the days before i cut and run
stayin' inside, haven't seen the sun 
countin' the days before i cut and run
ooooohhhhh

because i haven't felt alive in a long time
no, i haven't felt alive in a long time
palm trees blowing in the wind
too afraid to let you in
cause i haven't felt alive in a long time

Hypx & Thomas Reid - Haven't Felt Alive In A Long Time

Lyrics

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that somethings right, feel my nerves about to fly

Chest gets hot, I'm bouta fry
I can't stop, I'm bound to lie
Maybe I'm just a bad guy
I can't cry, don't ask me why

If I could figure it out, I would of never made a song
But maybe the way that I figure it out is breaking down and making songs

Stuck in a cycle, walk with my eyes closed
I cannot get out even if I do
This how my life go, die I just might do
You're not a good girl, fuck it I like you

I'ma regret what I said to you like I always have
Love is a thing that can turn to weapon too, I cannot fucking last

Please don't leave me, I'm really needy
Don't look up to me, you don't wanna be me
All that I do is just sit in a room
Thinking about all the shit I would do
If I wasn't sad & wasn't held back
By feelings that I should of left in the past
I know I need to do more with my life than just lay up all day being stuck on my ass

I don't know how to cope
Lost soul, don't know where to go
Getting old, growing cold
Life's hard so fuck it I'll fold

I'm a ghost in the light of the night sky
Try to cope when I try to write my
Songs, up all night long
I feel the weight but I try to be strong

I'm just a waste putting smoke in my lungs
Fuck everyday just be leaving me strung out
Hate on the tip of my tongue
You won't feel the same when my words start to come out
Friends of mine, used to have some
Life did it's thing and we don't get along now
Thoughts in my mind really wrong, so I try keeping myself always calm now

I'm not what I thought I 
Was before I could see the dark skies
Through the clouds even with the help of sunlight
I don't think that something's right, feel my nerves about to fly

spotify.

dark skies. | Produced by røse

White Tee

White Tee (Lil Peep Cover)

s/o https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for beat sauce

lyrics:

me:
you're the only one who stayed here, but i can't feel you when you lay here
i know you're jus layin next to me, but in my mind im living a tragedy.

i think im gonna go ghost, but it only lasts for a couple hours
she said that i do the most, um, she don't know me at all
i fall to the ground so easily
i lay in bed just to keep the peace
you fell in love with me that was the problem we're fucked in the head and we know that we probably 
can't go much longer we're stuck in somber 
it's almost the end of october, and we still can't keep fighting.
im fighting for you i hope you're telling the truth cause i been stuck in this mindset and i been holdin onto you.
all of my trust is abandoned, i lay in bed and i count my bands then 
wake up and put on my pants and
slip and fall on all my chances.

skele: 
me n kais in the back 
got racks on me 
2 gs on a coat 
n we still eat 
don’t get why u sad when u see me 
but ion say shit 
i jus wanna keep the peace 
i feel like ghandi i keep me a piece 
i’m skipping class man fuck a degree 
i’m tryna get rich while i’m chasing a dream
im tryna tour like over the seas
no way
you make a month what i make in a day 
he like to talk but got nothing to say 
i keep a band just in case that it rains 
why u so mad when u talking to me 
i swear i love u don’t gotta be mean
i swear that i love when u laying w me 
but u push me away by the end of the week

axstn:
i just wanna know what she's playin ain't got shit to say cus i know that she fakin
love is a drug that i'm cravin 
bitchin on the phone bout me likw we're datin
they say don't love no more
bitchin bout they're life while they closin the door
said i can't ever trust no more cus im sick of this shit i've done this before
i don't know what's next
is there something left
i don't have a choice
so imma call it quits x2

stay here

spotify

stay here w/skele & yung axstn (prod. cay2o)

( prod wstd )
https://youtu.be/w0xCmtvhazQ

baddy but she’s superficial
stressin out if its official 
heard him talkin down on the gang 
had to run up on him with a pistol 
left some feelings in the past
goin up i’m smilin but it’s wistful 
now i’m running up the bands
only tryna talk 2 u if it’s fiscal💸

gold caps eat a fistful
got white caps on the wrist bro🌊
playin words like i’m playin bitches 
banshee out in San Francisco 👻
trouble following the 8fold :/☸️
got silver on me nah this ain’t gold
don’t even care ab the recognition
if u fw me i’m thankful 

crossin bridges but they take tolls
i’m a big cat like a bengal 
buying clothes in japan with a VPN
sell em for the bankroll 
hang with lizards like it’s tangled 
n i don’t miss her but it’s painful 
she been hearing bout me lowkey 
so she lookin at me from an angle 

1 shot that’s a dolo 
cuz my verses gettin in his dome bro
shop foreign clothes shoutout coco 
talking on my name we spillin rojo
race foreign cars like it’s tokyo 
im a ghoul 
kicks got the velcro 
i’m saruman i’m not romeo 
XL tee 2 my elbows

Music Vid

3D -_-  @wstdyth @ripskele @cherryrizla @joshuasageart @sendflowrs (jvsper + niteclub20xx)

sober girls around me n they actin like they drunk
got an oz of the kush n i keep it that the trunk 
she don’t like that i’m closed off, but i make her blush
number (n)ine, undercover, shit that cost a couple bucks 
she wan take my clothes off but i can’t let u touch
feelin like i don’t belong in this vessel full of blood 
whatever i’m kickin back, green tea in my cup 
i might mix it with the robitussin im gettin fucked up 

jiggle jiggle pop, pop a tab, let it rock ok! 
i’m staring at the shapes in the void thru a windowpane
jiggle jiggle pop, poppin tags when i’m in the bay 
full yellow moon, shoot it like it’s doom 

dunder mifflin, makin paper, stackin up the blues 
i’m like how u got the time to hate if u doin u
i can’t let her know the real me but i’m dropping clues 
i’m on mercury, feel like orpheus, enchanting my tunes 

cast a spell in a dream
dhritarashtra uvacha
rollin up the green, i’m rolling up the matcha 
made a deal with the sky witch maja 
smokin on the sticky pack, big cat like i’m rajah

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