cover my face as i grimace
runnin' in place
sick of this

dopamine to my brain
chest heavin'
i slipped again

afterglow
glistenin'
vasopressin'
a balm to the stressin'
a tethered ride
to my temporary bride

Father forgive me
for my idolatry
carnalities
its a bond of me
abomination
preservation
of the dog in me
return to my vomit
anxiety
i'm down to my knees

bang bang
to my faith
its keef
she said she love me
as my history delete
my love smile so sweet
cast the light, shed the doom
i don't know what that is
lock my door to the room

step into the shadows
we can talk addiction
bringin' sorrow to my spirit
oh repent?
don't wanna hear it
twisted vision
reminiscin'
picture neuroplastic prison

i'm in the cut
dry heavin' thru the fog
irritated
and i blame it
on the fact my wife been gone
that's me
i can't remember but i know its been too long
since a nigga
didn't idolize my prayers
cause i'm wrong
curse my life 
i'm ready to die like

"GRIMACE" [prod. GOTH HELMA]

God loves you ♥ Proverbs 3:5 Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding;

CALEB777 of FEARxWONDER is a prolific underground phenomenon, whose catalogue travels light years ahead of his peers.  Wielding a very gritty but eclectic production style inspired by the likes of Bon Iver, My Bloody Valentine, Spaceghostpurrp, and lyricism evocative of Kid Cudi and The Devil Wears Prada, abounding tastes are explored just to get a glimpse of what his consciousness represents.