Johnny P's Caddy

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Produced by Jake Weinberg
Written by Thorne Baker

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Nerves

vocals and lyrics by shteppi and thorne baker
production by mac kay

(shteppi // verse 1:)
waking up to 3pm sunlight
head is hurting n my stomach feelin sick
somethings keepin me up way past midnight
i can’t afford to give a fuck bout what it is
my medication aint workin like it’s supposed to
i’m so anxious, feel like bugs under my skin
i got my homies hittin me up “is u alright?”
i just tell em “yeah it is what it is”

(shteppi // chorus:)
let me know wassup i might come thru
thats if i can get outta bed that day
so scared what my heart n my lungs do
i aint new to this shit boy i been afraid

(thorne // verse 2:)
livin in my head a bit too much, gets uncomfortable
not sure if i love you, at most i think you're tolerable
yea yea
oh no
oh god that's terrible
yea yea oh no
(oh god that's terrible)
i know that youre sound asleep
ill be up alone again,
wish you could wake up and see how im doin
(oh god that's terrible)
wish you could wake up and see how im doin
call my friends but they dont hear a word i say
trapped inside an echo chamber baby its ok, i'll go away

(shteppi / thorne // chorus:)
let me know wassup i might come thru
thats if i can get outta bed that day
so scared what my heart n my lungs do
i aint new to this shit boy i been afraid

shteppi - degen. (ft. teenage disaster)

sometimes i cry myself awake

prod.idlyblare

lyrics :
realize 
can’t turn back time
tonight
well alright 
I’ll show you something
I’ll show you what it’s really like 

To be in my shoes 
It was me that always has to lose 
What was it I could do 
I was fighting for you 
Is there more I could prove 
now I think that I’ll move on 
But I couldn’t stop from loving you

It was over gotta move on
It was over gotta move on 
It was over gotta move on
It was over gotta move on

realize 
can’t turn back time
tonight
well alright 
I’ll show you something
I’ll show you what it’s really like 

To be in my shoes 
It was me that always has to lose 
What was it I could do 
I was fighting for you 
Is there more I could prove 
now I think that I’ll move on 
But I couldn’t stop from loving you

It was over gotta move on
It was over gotta move on 
It was over gotta move on
It was over gotta move on

FRIGHT NIGHT (PROD. NK MUSIC)

Winter (prod. misery)

Vampire Drip! (prod. SLNDRMANN)

(ALARM BEEPING)

MY HEADS NOT SCREWED ON STRAIGHT
AND THATS OKAY
ILL BE GONE BEFORE THE MORNING COMES

I HOPE THAT YOU ARE OKAY
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
(WAKE UP IN A BAD FUCKING MOOD AGAIN)

DEPRESSION!
FUCK THAT SHIT
I GOT NOT CASH SO I CANT SPEND IT
MY LIFES MOVING FAST BUT IM STUCK IN SLOW MOTION
SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I DIDNT FEEL EMOTIONS DAMN
AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS, BUT SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I COULD LOVE MYSELF
KISS ME ONCE AND I'LL FALL IN LOVE CAUSE
I GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO

IM CRAZY CANT YOU SEE?
AT LEAST THATS WHAT SHE TOLD ME, AND LEAST THATS WHAT SHE
IM SICK, IM TIRED, IM BURNT THE FUCK OUT
AND IM SO SICK OF MY SITUATION
SO PLEASE LET ME BE
LET ME REST FOR AWHILE

HAPPINESS NADA
THE TEST CAME BACK LOOKS LIKE YOURE THE FATHER
YOUR CAR BROKE DOWN AND YOUR BOSS IS A BITCH
H.E DOUBLE HOCKEY STICKS IS WHERE YOURE HEADED
THATS OKAY THOUGH
WERE ALL DYING ANYWAY
SO FUCK THAT SHIT
JUST LIVE A LITTLE
BE A SCREWBALL BITCH
BE JUST LIKE ME

MY HEADS NOT SCREWED ON STRAIGHT
AND THATS OKAY
ILL BE GONE BEFORE THE MORNING COMES

I HOPE THAT YOU ARE OKAY
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
CAUSE IM SURE NOT
(WAKE UP IN A BAD FUCKING MOOD AGAIN)*

sometimes i cry myself awake

CaliphK