Forget about me when im gone

coldwntr suxs

has anybody mapped out your veins
traced every echo of pain
counted scars like lullabies
soft hymns of your demise

silence girl
want a taste of violence girl
quiet girl
time to pay for your defiance girl

has anybody tasted your skin
bite through your surface of sin
broken lights in your eyes
razorburn on your thighs

has anybody held you so dear
and told you your ending is near
pre-ordered the afterlife
your going home tonight

silence girl
want a taste of violence girl
quiet girl
time to pay for your defiance girl

pregnant woman runner overer

GMF (in the style of John Grant)

eat some turkey eat some lamb, or else you're not a man
spend some time, be with friends, for who knows when will be the next
as i make this song my my mom is setting the plates
i sing this song in hopes that you'll have a great thanksgiving 

INf3stxtion - happy thanksgiving (HOLIDAY DEMO)

Bad Vibes

composed by dprh8
instrumental made by me, smellytacos

[lyrics]

(dprh8)
breaking down and built
right back up again

I don't know if I will ever see
the end

Tracing paths that don't sit right
and I'm not sure if I'm doing alright

(SmellyTacos)
losing from all sides
never had any goals
everyones hating
but i dont know what i ever did

everything is so dark
its only getting worse
cant stop worrying 
about everything



Pathless Anxiety (ft. dprh8)

too many people in the scene make music for women

I tend to feel real down 
It’s just apart of me 
I’m sick deep inside my soul 
Need a lobotomy 

You say I need to relax 
Defense inside of me 
Watch as my life collapse 
Now It don’t mean a thing 

Say that you love me 
Even if you’re lying 
Say that we’re fine but
We both know we’re dying 

Sitting in the parking lot
Smoking cigarettes 
Crush my hope let it fade in smoke 
Put it out on my neck 

And it just gets so hard 
For me to play it cool 
Tortured by my own mistakes 
From back in middle school 

Desk mates for life and beyond 
Stare at you like a freak 
She won’t give me a hug 
And you won’t look at me 

Say that you love me 
Even if you’re lying 
Say that we’re fine but
We both know we’re dying 

Seven letters to the spell the name
You haunt me everyday 
Let’s add seven more to that 
I’ll be dead by the 8th

Say that you love me 
Even if you’re lying 
Say that we’re fine but
We both know we’re dying 

A waste of all these years “a life”
And for a shitty end 
Toss my corpse show no remorse 
Unmarked grave for my death

white lie

intro is from office space btw

(SmellyTacos)
give me a break
its not new to me
its all fucking slop
watching your TikTok

why cant we go back to
the good days
back when everything was normal

(Stupid Child)
my life is meaningless nowdays
everything is shitty all the time
i miss the past so much
i just wanna go back everyday

The Good Days (ft. stupid child)

lyrics⤵︎

focused on the wrong 
things I'm so tired of it
talk to me when your honest     
you love throwing a fit   

no need to lie to me you know
that i know what you did
after everything i still can't 
believe what you said 

I'm calling you repeatedly
your not answering
i gave you my all 
you know i did what i can

could you talk to me slowly      
I'm getting upset
i want you to console me
i hate it when your like this

I'm running out of options 
your all that i wanted 
could treat my heart with caution 
it feels so broken 

i thought you were like me 
i guess that were not the same 
i hate myself and my thoughts 
so ill take the blame

focused on the wrong 
things I'm so tired of it
talk to me when your honest 
you love throwing a fit

no need to lie to me you know
that i know what you did
after everything i still can't 
believe what you said

prod.kash

Bad Vibes

!!D00MER4evrX