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Artwork by @elenamidori

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Daydreamer

dive into the chaos…
@maimelody @steffenyoshiki @mynameisbulma

State of Mind

new track from @calumecs & myself. produced by @nocturnabeats
artwork by @elenamidori 

[calum]
I hear these voices calling 
warnings they start to crawl in
all this noise in my head still revolving
painstaking thoughts 
I’m fallin’
手から溶け手って
経緯どこまで？
or am I stuck here to sit tight
while I lose sight of everything
they keep on chasing me 
chasing me
all these voices breaking me

[steff] 
wash away the disarray
I’m choking on monoxide
diffuse my mind of mystery
I’ll wash the wounds with peroxide
stoplights are trailing
now they fading
why does moving forward always feel like breaking
no sight prevailing
system failing
no grip right now
I feel like I’m breaking yeah 

[calum]
ramping up the speed 
and I can’t slow down
I’m running past my problems
gotta hold out
no I don’t wanna see them
I don’t wanna see
心の声聞こえない振り
keeping up the speed
now I can’t slow up
I’m hoping from now on we gonna glow up
I don’t wanna be no I don’t wanna be
過去の悪を殺すべき

[steff] 
can I outrun this hell? 
how can I break out of my cell?
it's invisible
can I do this by myself? 
でもこのまま
生きてけるのかな？
この感情が
重すぎて溺れそうなんだ！

Outrun

Calum X, SteffenYoshiki - Outrun (prod. Nocturna)

haunting w/ @calumecs prod. @karefuluk 
artwork by @elenamidori 

(steffenyoshiki)
my past keeps haunting me
blank stares they follow me
my path keeps altering
the walls are closing in

(calum x)
I can’t pull the trigger I’m afraid
i’m too sad to even run away
all these shattered memories
look at me wow i’m such a misery
even when I laugh out loud
I never feel a thing at all
sometimes confide
with my inner parasite
I find every time I look for an escape
I sigh i’m a prisoner in my own cage

(steffenyoshiki, calum x - chorus)
my past keeps haunting me
blank stares they follow me
my path keeps altering
the walls are closing in
my past keeps haunting me
why does it follow me
can’t shield myself from hurt
it’s torture

(steffenyoshiki)
why’s reality declining? 
everything dividing from me
why I feel like I’m dying? 
the walls are disappearing
心が足りない
本当絶望
is this Armageddon or a reflection of my soul?

(calum x)
these wounds run deep inside
can’t seem to find the answer
these wounds run deep inside
need guidance
I’m scrying

SteffenYoshiki, Calum X - Haunting (prod. Kareful)

@calumecs, steffenyoshiki, @awasetsumona, @thctahiti - mirrors 
(prod. calum x & steffenyoshiki) 

[calum x] 
you never listen
don't ever question
don’t even think at all
caught in a fiction
diamonds that glisten
where’d your reflection go?
so far away
caught in a maze
you’ve lost your way 

[steffenyoshiki]
鏡の中は分身
現実には見えない
頭の中プディング
別次元曲がり入る
seep through glass rooms
kaleidoscoping mirrors
shadow realm
venture out with death dealers
unglued n feeling spun
step back from where I’ve gone
deep down is what I thought 
starlight so close 
fallin' up
カミの世界え
このまま体験
Open Up 第三の目
自分回復

[awasetsu mona]
目の前広がる白い部屋で
出口すらも見つからない
繋がってる無限ループ
螺旋階段は動いてる
体を彷徨うデビルnエンジェル
考えすぎて頭,窮屈
これから深閑に羽ばたいてく
抜け出すために食ったLの感覚

[TAHITI]
カミ食って頭回転寿司
pressing on the pedal no way i can lose 
u can spend a week inside my shoes
but there ain’t no way u can do what i do
オレの真似できね
cuz i’m on a whole new mf wave
宇宙人that’s my whole gang
i trip i drip i pave the way
i got that drip drip drip
鏡trip trip
鏡何も見えね
別次元の問題だけ
woke up in the 4th dimension
following the strong that my 先生
目が覚めてmax speed engine
us 4 新た one direction

[calum x]
I think I’m searching for a ghost
足いれる死後の世界
Scared you’ve gone one step in too far
I swear these crystal balls don’t work
溺れてる幻想の中
I guess I’ll pull you out this time

(you got me swimming with you to another place
it always ends like this and now we’ve fallen)
so far away
caught in a maze
you’ve lost your way

☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

Calum X, SteffenYoshiki, awasetsu mona, TAHITI - Mirrors

steffenyoshiki, @calumecs, @braxtonknight - waking up (prod. odece & octilary)
artwork by @elenamidori

[steffenyoshiki]
絶望な気持ちもう全部いらないわ
前から苦しみ(を)切り裂きたいさ
don’t play wit me (un)less you wanna feel the rage
only trynna glow up never ever feel retrained
pain been holding me back and it’s been too long
breakin the barriers and I won’t slow down
takin no L’s from you n I’m finna blast off
watch me I’m blowin up now yeaaahhh

[calum x]
sometimes when i’m waking up
it still feels like a dream
I wonder if I had it all
would I still feel the same
would I be trading it off? would I regret it all?
releasing toxins inside of me
should I be worried at all?
should I be ready for war?
i’ll never know if I never leave

[braxton knight]
all along
you never had no love for me
oh well life goes on
ima see you in my dreams 

look how we turn into strangers 
it’s in our nature
shed all the layers 
our souls might crumble like glaciers 
let’s make a wager
your’e not my savior

it’s a void inside my heart what I’m missing 
please keep your distance
why the persistence 
just like Yuno ye her mind is so twisted
why you so vicious 
end my existence 

the only time i feel alright 
is when I’m alone at night
i’m looking up at the night sky
where my fate slowly aligns

SteffenYoshiki, Calum X, Braxton Knight - Waking Up (prod. odece & octilary)

@benxni, steffenyoshiki, @calumecs - clouds (prod. @karefuluk & harakitty)

[benxni]
一体なんでなんだろう
悲しむ理由はないのにな
疲れちゃったもう
何もやりたくない今日は

[steffenyoshiki]
my soul, it leaves me no longer burdened
I journey… so deep to seek, what is my purpose? 
I fade away (jus passed the sky) 
there’s no more pain (cosmos nearby)
no more delays 
new knowledge gained
unchain the weight
it wont hold me back

[benxni]
一体なんでなんだろう
悲しむ理由はないのにな
疲れちゃったもう
何もやりたくない今日は
ベッドの中夢を見る俺は自由 空中浮遊
黙ってくれよ俺の事をもうこれ以上壊さないでよ

[calum x]
dive deep into a fantasy
it’s here I feel alive (inside of me) 
leaving this reality
leave it all behind (I’m out here) 
if life was as nice as the heights that I see
I would be willing to try
stepping on clouds like they're rocks up a stream
finally I see my way on up

BENXNI, SteffenYoshiki, Calum X - Clouds (prod. Kareful & harakitty)

Off with their heads
Face down submit
Off with their debt
Your life’s irrelevant

Peasants often wish they could be kings
I confess sometimes I feel the same
Because this life is unfair
Got dealt the wrong hand 
Their laughing at me
I can’t take the pressure
It’s worse the more I try 
Pick between evils, it’s part of the game
Spite without reason, we’re dead anyway
Feeling’s are fleeting when everything falls away

Off with their heads
Face down submit
Off with their debt
Your life’s irrelevant

Off With Their Heads

driving with no destination to put your mind at ease…
art by nyamofe

Drive-Thru

Artwork by Elena Midori

Lyrics:
________
VERSE 1
Time slipped, 
I lost my focus, 
where am I going?
they got me again…

soaked in oil, 
my clothes ripped
legs feel broken
when will this end?

I’m locked in, chained in this box 
here everything’s dark
will this be my grave?

My spine clicks 
back in alignment
barely alive
but better than dead

CHORUS
Rusted nails in my hands
they kick me down in the sand 
and now they bury me in

They treat me like a monster
I’m high in demand, the bounty’s large on my head
they think I’m already dead
that’s a mistake 

let
me
out

VERSE 2
I claw out of this coffin 
scrape through the soil
arise from my grave

slowly I crawl on the floor
till the feeling to walk 
comes back to my legs

I got a feeling that I’m cursed
I got a need to quench my thirst
I caught a scent now it’s their turn
now run run run

CHORUS X2
Rusted nails in my hands
they kick me down in the sand 
and now they bury me in

They treat me like a monster
I’m high in demand, the bounty’s large on my head
they think I’m already dead
that’s a mistake 

let
me
out

Monster

Second single from my upcoming debut album, "Daydreamer"

Artwork by Elena Midori

Lyrics:
________
[Chorus 1] 
welcome to the circus show, please step in line
we’ll take you to another world, something sublime
the puppets lined up down the hall, will be your guides
the only price we ask of you, open your mind

[Verse 1] 
cue the marionette parade
the apparitions coagulate 
the sound of marching bands escalate 
take my hand and let’s join the games

so come and side with the mysterious
here nothing’s serious
just another place in your dreams 
the only thing that is regrettable 
is if you let us go
and head back to your regular days 

[Chorus 2]
welcome to the circus show, please step in line
we’ll take you to another world, something sublime
the puppets lined up down the hall, will be your guides
the only price we ask of you, open your mind

[Verse 2] 
close your eyes and wait as we prepare the midnight surprise
on my call the 
curtains open, fire scorches,
blazing up the night sky
in the air confetti rains
tranquilly 
as phantoms fill the sky
step up to the masquerade 
waltz away 
indulge in this delight

[Chorus 3]
welcome to the circus show, please step in line
we’ll take you to another world, something sublime
the puppets lined up down the hall, will be your guides
the only price we ask of you, open your mind

House of Puppets

nicotine w/ @maimelody2k
prod by @lileffort

✧
you’re like nicotine, ecstasy, filling my brain
just like a guillotine over me bracing my neck
thought we could fall in love but you keep pushing my heart away 
ahh 
this life would be so easy 君そばに居て
don’t needa find a reason ここからどこへ　
i’ll put my heart in the open just let me resolve this and say sorry

oh if this love keeps slowing
fading from me 
why do I still feel so sure we’ll be alright?

ぼくら、知らないうちに傷つけ合ってる
思うように、奪いたい愛って
痛むけど、決めたんだ

今更遅いなんて言わせない
まだ好きすぎて
きみ、待つだけなんてできないよ

oh if this love keeps slowing
fading from me 
why do I still feel so sure we’ll be alright?

all these lessons learned
but making new mistakes 
I wake up and then you’re gone again
the more I try to fight it takes me higher
higher

you’re like nicotine, ecstasy, filling my brain
just like a guillotine over me bracing my neck
thought we could fall in love but you keep pushing my heart away 
ahh 
this life would be so easy 君そばに居て
don’t needa find a reason ここからどこへ　
i’ll put my heart in the open just let me resolve this and say sorry

Nicotine (feat. Mai Melody) [prod. lileffort]

prod. by Calum X & HVNS

LYRICS

[calum x]
why's my mind so hazy
hypnotized so faded
dancing till the dawn
it's like a dream I'm in the zone
time flies by times changing
crystallize this feeling 
dance until the dawn
climb up the scene I'll be reborn

[braxton knight]
they all wanna know
all the places that we go
different city different time zone
we gon take over each throne
i know you know we're meant to flow
we'll take over the globe
i feel it in my soul
eye's reflected on the bright moonlight
it's us to the end we're gon be alright
party every week we won't miss a night
tell me where to meet I'll be there on time

[calum x]
why's my mind so hazy
hypnotized so faded
dancing till the dawn
it's like a dream I'm in the zone
time flies by times changing
crystallize this feeling 
dance until the dawn
climb up the scene I'll be reborn

REBORN ft. Braxton Knight

Awakening

Labyrinth

Drain the Poison That Seeps Through Me

Esper

State of Mind (VIP Mix)

@maimelody @steffenyoshiki @mynameisbulma

fade away
吸い込まれて
その先にfind a way 

近い
炎
別
次元
逆
様
不思議な世界

近い
炎
別
次元
逆
様
この先にfind a way

Erase your state of mind
Release the chains that bind you
It’s time to take a ride
Just come and chase the highs
Let’s feel alive
Numbing all the pain inside

苦しみ切り裂く
every time the bass hit 
melodies they cutting hard 
wonder where they take me 
goin deep into a trance 
promise Im not brain dead 
what happened to my heart 
Think I jus misplaced it

So damn fried I’m finna eject
Leave my body, am I live or dead 
counting up guap to distract the dread 
glitch in through the simulation till it all ends 
sinking all the way down the river of Styx 
enter the void get lost in abyss 
time a measure it don’t exist 
You can’t press pause cause that’s all that there is

暗闇から生み出す
吸い込まれて
意味を乗り越えて
その先にfind a way 

近い
炎
別
次元
逆
様
不思議な世界

近い
炎
別
次元
逆
様
この先にfind a way

Erase your state of mind (吸い込まれて)
Release the chains that bind you (不思議な世界)
It’s time to take a ride (その先にfind a way)
((Things will never be the same))
((Sink in deeper disengage))
Just come and chase the highs
Let’s feel alive
Numbing all the pain inside

It takes me in 
Psychosis
Face the pain before I fall
(Stay with me)

Hard to define what’s real in this moment 
Stare deep in the black spellbound in hypnosis 
leave it behind let go and de focus 
Consumed by the void it spreads like virosis

There’s no way out
You gotta break free yourself
It’s time to let go

Sacrifice (feat. Emma Aibara)

MIX for PLUG (24 HOURS) at Red Bull Studios Tokyo

Calum X - MIX for PLUG (24 HOURS) at Red Bull Studios Tokyo

My first solo vocal release 🙂! 初めてソロで歌ってみた！

Artwork by Steffen (@steffenyoshiki) & Jamie (@gripking)
Song mastered by Aron (@mythmusicldn)

http://instagram.com/calumecs

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