New EP w/ @SteffenYoshiki
Artwork by @elenamidori

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esc w/ @SteffenYoshiki

new track from @calumecs & myself. produced by @nocturnabeats
artwork by @elenamidori 

[calum]
I hear these voices calling 
warnings they start to crawl in
all this noise in my head still revolving
painstaking thoughts 
I’m fallin’
手から溶け手って
経緯どこまで？
or am I stuck here to sit tight
while I lose sight of everything
they keep on chasing me 
chasing me
all these voices breaking me

[steff] 
wash away the disarray
I’m choking on monoxide
diffuse my mind of mystery
I’ll wash the wounds with peroxide
stoplights are trailing
now they fading
why does moving forward always feel like breaking
no sight prevailing
system failing
no grip right now
I feel like I’m breaking yeah 

[calum]
ramping up the speed 
and I can’t slow down
I’m running past my problems
gotta hold out
no I don’t wanna see them
I don’t wanna see
心の声聞こえない振り
keeping up the speed
now I can’t slow up
I’m hoping from now on we gonna glow up
I don’t wanna be no I don’t wanna be
過去の悪を殺すべき

[steff] 
can I outrun this hell? 
how can I break out of my cell?
it's invisible
can I do this by myself? 
でもこのまま
生きてけるのかな？
この感情が
重すぎて溺れそうなんだ！

Outrun

Calum X, SteffenYoshiki - Outrun (prod. Nocturna)

haunting w/ @calumecs prod. @karefuluk 
artwork by @elenamidori 

(steffenyoshiki)
my past keeps haunting me
blank stares they follow me
my path keeps altering
the walls are closing in

(calum x)
I can’t pull the trigger I’m afraid
i’m too sad to even run away
all these shattered memories
look at me wow i’m such a misery
even when I laugh out loud
I never feel a thing at all
sometimes confide
with my inner parasite
I find every time I look for an escape
I sigh i’m a prisoner in my own cage

(steffenyoshiki, calum x - chorus)
my past keeps haunting me
blank stares they follow me
my path keeps altering
the walls are closing in
my past keeps haunting me
why does it follow me
can’t shield myself from hurt
it’s torture

(steffenyoshiki)
why’s reality declining? 
everything dividing from me
why I feel like I’m dying? 
the walls are disappearing
心が足りない
本当絶望
is this Armageddon or a reflection of my soul?

(calum x)
these wounds run deep inside
can’t seem to find the answer
these wounds run deep inside
need guidance
I’m scrying

SteffenYoshiki, Calum X - Haunting (prod. Kareful)

@calumecs, steffenyoshiki, @awasetsumona, @thctahiti - mirrors 
(prod. calum x & steffenyoshiki) 

[calum x] 
you never listen
don't ever question
don’t even think at all
caught in a fiction
diamonds that glisten
where’d your reflection go?
so far away
caught in a maze
you’ve lost your way 

[steffenyoshiki]
鏡の中は分身
現実には見えない
頭の中プディング
別次元曲がり入る
seep through glass rooms
kaleidoscoping mirrors
shadow realm
venture out with death dealers
unglued n feeling spun
step back from where I’ve gone
deep down is what I thought 
starlight so close 
fallin' up
カミの世界え
このまま体験
Open Up 第三の目
自分回復

[awasetsu mona]
目の前広がる白い部屋で
出口すらも見つからない
繋がってる無限ループ
螺旋階段は動いてる
体を彷徨うデビルnエンジェル
考えすぎて頭,窮屈
これから深閑に羽ばたいてく
抜け出すために食ったLの感覚

[TAHITI]
カミ食って頭回転寿司
pressing on the pedal no way i can lose 
u can spend a week inside my shoes
but there ain’t no way u can do what i do
オレの真似できね
cuz i’m on a whole new mf wave
宇宙人that’s my whole gang
i trip i drip i pave the way
i got that drip drip drip
鏡trip trip
鏡何も見えね
別次元の問題だけ
woke up in the 4th dimension
following the strong that my 先生
目が覚めてmax speed engine
us 4 新た one direction

[calum x]
I think I’m searching for a ghost
足いれる死後の世界
Scared you’ve gone one step in too far
I swear these crystal balls don’t work
溺れてる幻想の中
I guess I’ll pull you out this time

(you got me swimming with you to another place
it always ends like this and now we’ve fallen)
so far away
caught in a maze
you’ve lost your way

☆ ☆ ☆ ☆

Calum X, SteffenYoshiki, awasetsu mona, TAHITI - Mirrors

steffenyoshiki, @calumecs, @braxtonknight - waking up (prod. odece & octilary)
artwork by @elenamidori

[steffenyoshiki]
絶望な気持ちもう全部いらないわ
前から苦しみ(を)切り裂きたいさ
don’t play wit me (un)less you wanna feel the rage
only trynna glow up never ever feel retrained
pain been holding me back and it’s been too long
breakin the barriers and I won’t slow down
takin no L’s from you n I’m finna blast off
watch me I’m blowin up now yeaaahhh

[calum x]
sometimes when i’m waking up
it still feels like a dream
I wonder if I had it all
would I still feel the same
would I be trading it off? would I regret it all?
releasing toxins inside of me
should I be worried at all?
should I be ready for war?
i’ll never know if I never leave

[braxton knight]
all along
you never had no love for me
oh well life goes on
ima see you in my dreams 

look how we turn into strangers 
it’s in our nature
shed all the layers 
our souls might crumble like glaciers 
let’s make a wager
your’e not my savior

it’s a void inside my heart what I’m missing 
please keep your distance
why the persistence 
just like Yuno ye her mind is so twisted
why you so vicious 
end my existence 

the only time i feel alright 
is when I’m alone at night
i’m looking up at the night sky
where my fate slowly aligns

SteffenYoshiki, Calum X, Braxton Knight - Waking Up (prod. odece & octilary)

@benxni, steffenyoshiki, @calumecs - clouds (prod. @karefuluk & harakitty)

[benxni]
一体なんでなんだろう
悲しむ理由はないのにな
疲れちゃったもう
何もやりたくない今日は

[steffenyoshiki]
my soul, it leaves me no longer burdened
I journey… so deep to seek, what is my purpose? 
I fade away (jus passed the sky) 
there’s no more pain (cosmos nearby)
no more delays 
new knowledge gained
unchain the weight
it wont hold me back

[benxni]
一体なんでなんだろう
悲しむ理由はないのにな
疲れちゃったもう
何もやりたくない今日は
ベッドの中夢を見る俺は自由 空中浮遊
黙ってくれよ俺の事をもうこれ以上壊さないでよ

[calum x]
dive deep into a fantasy
it’s here I feel alive (inside of me) 
leaving this reality
leave it all behind (I’m out here) 
if life was as nice as the heights that I see
I would be willing to try
stepping on clouds like they're rocks up a stream
finally I see my way on up

BENXNI, SteffenYoshiki, Calum X - Clouds (prod. Kareful & harakitty)

@calumecs, @skolor, SteffenYoshiki - lessons learned (prod. @lileffort)

[sklr]
some troubles on my mind
but i can not explain you why
I’m strugglin 毎日
今もTime is tickin’
足を止めない
空を見上げる
俺はたどりつきたい
もう戻れない
We came long long way
もう行くしかないさそこをどけ
人混みから抜け出す
1人だけのLONELY NIGHT
信じてるこれがすぎたら
きっとあったかい未来
上げてくスピードはLight beam
心配しないで good night bae

[steffenyoshiki]
when I break free I’ll slay
imma jus like rake in all day 
I am not sorry 
i’m playin’
ain’t wasting my time on these bad habits
cuz up and up I run the top I’m chasing
help me bridge the gap that I am faking
can’t be misdirected by my thinking
best not to give into it
ここから 逃げ出す 
早く行くぜ
幻とけて
夢を掴め
think I’m bugging out
think I’m glitching now
will I make it out this maze?

[calum x]
life takes twists all of a sudden
can’t keep up like this
fill the pool with psilocybin
let’s go for a swim
i’m getting outta here

I feel like 
all my lessons learned
come when the
walls around me fall and I can’t feel a thing

all of my life falling
I won’t let it hold me 
now is the time that I leave
fill in the void I’ll be
fine on my own, I’ll leave
everything here and escape 
so long