My Way Back Home (How Do They Even Know )

suicide demo

world wins // prod heavenly haze

i wanna take some pills to escape
from this life that i've made
these lies that i crave to pretend
that everything's okay
when you're not around

to hold my hand
as i get nervous
as i worry and disturb
the things that should be left in the past
i know things always move so fast
but i want to make this last

give me time you'll see
how good i'll be
all i wanna do is make you happy
give you what you deserve
show you what you're worth to me

while the stars as they shine
countless hanging in the sky
well nothings so divine
than to see your eyes in the moonlight

give me time you'll see, how good ill be . 


FIRST EP

divine

well what a cheap card for language to play
when there are no better words to portray my being a worthless welterweight, than they
she said her flight was morning Wednesday
and it's not economical for her to stay
and at this point there's no return, it’s a little too much to pay

she met again my descent for the accent
pulled me in and put me up to a liquored lament
and wrote me down, though I had hardly made a dent, or any sense
I'm living off wine, but to who's detriment?
I'm still written off by the would be sentiments
or perhaps I just cooked them
seems I'm a dead-end mistook for an ill, will-weakened friend
yeah we all tend to overlook the hems, when we're on the send

both he and I run demise for elation
so I'd have her know no less volition or dedication than his addiction
to non-prescription, sleeping and pain relieving, medication
when she comes to the bloody country, my guilty nation 

but I can't call it a win when I'm still stuck here, just waiting
I'm calling it in, me and him are being impatient
fuck, he's getting thin, doing heroin by my waist-end  
losing, but first place wasted
yeah, again, it looks like we’re racing
away from what we ain’t facing





lil bitch on big shred xxxx

de la

grey light (demo)

sloppy ba de de de de de

i feel like I'm always running late

don't say
you'll never see the light again
it doesn't matter where you've been

some times just passed me by
and I don't know where it's been
just trying to find some peace of mind
it's lost outside my head
it's not done easier than said

you know -
even if your heart's not made up
who you think of when you wake up?

some times it's passing and I don't know where it's been
spent some time to make things right
when I don't feel a thing

you go out tonight to feel some light
but I think i need I some time


i dont need some time 
i might need some time

easier said

safe on the couch
you know you gotta let me out
wake to a sound
and check it out
scraping the ground
look what I found

just don’t care anymore 
tear a hole through the screen door
it doesn’t matter if you love me or not
because I’m not gonna stop
you’ll have to chase me
won’t even give me what you’re tasting 
dragging my feet around 
you know you gotta put me down

My Way Back Home (How Do They Even Know )

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