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lucille - hat trick (snippet)

amnesia

no where to go (intro)

so gone

FATHER

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it’s too late to go back
wasted all my time on you and i can’t make it back
i’m losing myself for you my bad

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody's there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

i hum through the quiet like it answers me back
and i've been sleeping through heartache pretending you'll ask
your name's in my throat but it don't wanna leave
i carry it softly, like something to grieve
now i stare at the ceiling like its talking in codes
i see the lights flicker once and then forget how to glow
i wanted a reason, you wanted escape
now im stuck in a loop you dont want me to break

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody’s there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

trace

i love my family and friends <3


i hear them talk
alot
it kinda hurts
but nothings gon change
its not
lookin good for me
i took a shot
of scotch
to drown the memorys
of all i said
and got
but nothings ever perfect
and i desrevre it
all the hurtin
i really do it my self
ima servent

i try protecting those i love
and in the process i get bit right on the tounge
i speak for everyone but not myself enough
and everybodys gon know when its getting rough

and when i die i hope they tell you
that i loved you
im really sorry that i lost myself
i didnt mean to go repel you
or expel you
i try to help but it cost myself
tell me does it still imepel you
all i tell you
i keep it in but it cost my health
tell cry il meet him at the venue
then tell my nephew
that his uncle really loves him much

then tell my mother that i lover her
then tell my brothers
that their sibling tried to make it work
man someone go and tell my father
that it falterd
but that it never really even hurt
then someone go and tell my sister
that ill miss her
and that her brother leaves her all of his worth

to all the friends i met this year
dont you go and cry a tear
losin yall i fear
i love you all to death
but i couldnt find the words for it

to birthday stella man
i swear that yall fuckin earned this
to viv n cry man
i swear that yall the earnest
to zura cal and mist 
thank you for your service
yall help me tons
and im prayin that you learn this
to wntr justice man yall are fuckin perfect
i swear you all deserve the world man

oh you do

to those in my life - love may

prod aumay
ive been havin trouble sleepin
and im barely even eating
when i pass il go to eden
gettin mad i have to see them
i dont like to stay inside
but its better stayin put
all my friends got pushed aside
cause i never understood
and i know you get it
when we  talk about it 
both our friend groups suck
but we'll just
laugh about it

think im fallin way to fast
for this girl i met in class
just because i got to knew her
il be fallin on my ass
she thinks everybodys trash
she likes listening to bands
maybe if i play a insturment
shell like me like the clash

see me
when im out bleedin
il pour my heart out on the pavment baby
tell me if u need me
in my head just like a maze
and i hate to see your face
when im scrollin on my fyp
it always haunts my days
i could pull up to your house
screamin bout the past and now
get so angry pop a vessel baby
i might pass out
and i know you get it
when we  talk about it 
both our friend groups suck
but we'll just
laugh about it

think im fallin way to fast
for this girl i met in class
just because i got to knew her
il be fallin on my ass
she thinks everybodys trash
she likes listening to bands
maybe if i play a insturment
shell like me like the clash


this girl i met in class (prod me)

lucille & bunii - whatever it takes (og) (leak)

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I needa get off the internet
The cycle's spinning — FUCK
Way too insiderate
I'll burn my ashes

Hearing and feeling it
I hit the car — I didn’t
Stain my carpet
With all your blood

A wasted life when you’re saving her
A carcass on the leaves — godly
Bedient, nobody listens
Wait till you see her

Blood from your wrist out
I’m such a loser, so pathetic
Parts of your gun
Decapitate your legs — now you're running for fun

no where to go (intro)

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