prod me

now that the party is over, you're in the wrong
cant forgive nor forget what you did since you're gone
now my world is revolving and its all your fault
or was it me? 
the one let you stray so far.

empty responses from you, and now you're washed out
you've got nothing to do
but maybe there's hope, beyond that rope
but for now, you are just something i used to know
i'm not a coward, ill bear all your weight on my back
was it me being selfish? no, it couldn't be that
there's nothing left for me to spare
cause i'm here and you're there
miss your smile, and your hair
i'm all alone in despair

so i'll say your goodbye's, and ill tell you goodnight
ill take what is wrong with me, cut off my eye
i deserve it, im so worthless
i'm so sorry for ruining you
you were perfect, fucking perfect

now that the party is over, you're in the wrong
cant forgive nor forget what you did since you're gone
now my world is revolving and its all your fault
or was it me? the one that let you stray so-

me fui pal infierno, y volvi pa buscarte
porque queria dejarte
confia en mi, lo que hago es pa ti
no te aleje de mi, cause i'll be the one
who will set you free

afterparty

[prod 1sickboi] 
song w @jjxxli
lyrics; 
You left me all alone, so ima just collapse.
(FUCK THAT!)
(ima just gonna commit suicide.)
You're just a punching bag,
You're gonna beat me till I die.

I never cut up any picutures, never once.
I'm tired of all the noncince—lose the tounge.
I'm not like them, so don't put me in the bunch.
You'd beat me till I'm bruised, I won't take the punch.

Yeah, I won't fight back; I lost this once.
Yeah, I take the gun right from out your pocket, cock it back.
Oh, did I scare you? I'm sorry—don't be so sad.
You put a razer and a knife inside my back.

And to this day,
I'm wandering, why'd you do that?

I never wanna go back.
I liked you, and you knew that.
I really wanted you bad.

You broke me; I was so sad, sad, sad.
I never wanted someone that damn bad.
You tossed me out like a piece trash,
Like a piece of trash,
Like a piece of trash.

fenix - punching bag w/ sese

hold on
oh
oh-oh
la-la-la, ooh-woah-oh
girl you know
oh you know
girl you know, you know, you know
where did we go, girl?
is it over?
cause ive been missing you
oh, your bones hurt
and my own heart too
and its all your fault
if i never met you then i would be fine
but im not
so ill rot to dust
leave me lost
you were playing with my head
and you got what you wanted
i say i wouldnt take you back but i would
and id do anything that i could
to have you in my arms, girl
you testin patience
you left me waitin
for so damn long
and i wouldnt be
the same person you see
when you look me in my eyes
so i hope
that you know
what is wrong and what is right
oh-oh
oh
hope you know

in my arms

a 5 song ep about my birth month 
my failed relationships in that month 
and reflecting on my past
fully produced by me
love from april to may

san francisco

AWFUL - bastard

shitty year

Zombie

lucille - defiled, rev (diss) 2

grey lyrics:

you wouldnt want it any other way 
judging by the look up on your face 
my tears just pour down the rain
and the colours i loved are fading to grey 
fading to grey

im always feeling so stuck up on you 
but im always so trapped in my room
cause everydays the same nothing ever changes 
i’ll spend my life by your doorstep waiting 
hating myself till i just fall apart

now that all the feelings passed through 
theres not a song that i can dance to 
no matter what i try to prove 
i see your face in every hue 
in every hue

im always feeling so stuck up on you 
but im always so trapped in my room
cause everydays the same nothing ever changes 
i’ll spend my life by your doorstep waiting 
hating myself till i just fall apart

grey

(fuckfenix)

blacked out truck i'ma hop in that bitch
and the tint so dark, you ain't see that shit
been here all along, ive been losing my grip
and i run from the pain but it follows me quick
I'M A CREEP! 
(fuck you, you creep!)

WHAT?
play with my heart lil bitch i'ma lose it
huh, in the club in the back going stupid
think its a game but its not only music
got that pistol, you know ima shoot it
"fenix is up" yea i already knew it

(let's go)
(fuck you, you creep!)

just a kid and i got more chedder
why yo bitch out here sending letters?
carve my name in yo skin is her header
and if you want, let me know i'll text her
bad bitch, i know i coulda kept her
she a savage, i fold under perssure

just a kid and i got more chedder
why yo bitch out here sending letters?
carve my name in yo skin is her header
and if you want, let me know i'll text her
bad bitch, i know i coulda kept her
she a savage, i fold under perssure
she a addict, yea i know she want better
carve my name in yo skin is her header

@wlymarceline

(dont! you wreak everything)

i should've never had your back nigga
you won't see me in last nigga 
i got competition on my ass nigga
niggas hatin cause my racks bigger
fuck his hoe and then that boy got back with her
you would think we runnin track
shooters circle blocks, no we ain't runnin laps nigga

yeah that nigga do all that tuff typin
but when we in person he never do shit
i know your feelings gon change like the seasons
get hurt everytime i someone my bitch
i told fenix come hop in this ride
he a demon, got no discipline with that switch
callin bluffs tryna see if he bitch
get off my dick and go get u a niche

(rott forever)

told my niggas, don't care if we up now
no time for rest we gon grind till sun down
couple niggas tried comin back after we popped
its a shame that im losin my trust now
i used to be goin insane for these hoes
but lately i don't give a fuck now
(DONT!)

@fuckfenix


just a kid and i got more chedder
why yo bitch out here sending letters?
carve my name in yo skin is her header
and if you want, let me know i'll text her
bad bitch, i know i coulda kept her
she a savage, i fold under perssure

just a kid and i got more chedder
why yo bitch out here sending letters?
carve my name in yo skin is her header
and if you want, let me know i'll text her
bad bitch, i know i coulda kept her
she a savage, i fold under perssure
she a addict, yea i know she want better
carve my name in yo skin is her header

shitty year

Prodii