🎤:@cameronhelsie
🎧:@cameronhelsie @mori
idk who prod


lyrics:

one kiss and it’s gone
i don’t wanna live anymore
yeah you can’t keep me happy anymore
just 2 more days til i’m gone
and you know i’m pouring up. the pain is healing.
you don’t even know me you don’t know this feeling
way too tired but i try
i don’t wanna live anymore

i’m convinced that it’s over
i’m convinced that my heart is getting colder
standing over me my pulse is getting slower
watch me fade away to dark as i disown 

switch sides that’s our zone
big time gotta go home
suffering you’d never know
…
yeah nobody can save me 
i’m convinced that nobody can save me
i been crying on the phone on the daily
not even the pills can take me away
…
and i don’t wanna go away
pissed off theres no way

انتحار المراهقين  - (cameronhelsie@)

Happy Easter🐰
@pyu @saig23

New UGG boots, on my feet
Feel like Aphmau, we on myStreet
Playing 2K, ball like me
She say I'm an asshole, damn I might be
We hit the mall
Me and Naki (@nakuyoo) run it up and then we ball
Aye it's crazy how she told you she the one
But when she got a problem, who she call?

They tryna ego me
Like bro you selling
I just came up off a pack
Flip it, and sell it
I'm in that AMG
With some known ass felons
If you wanna kick it with me
You best not be telling
Yea you can't smoke like me
Yea I get higher than Everest
I know she see where I be
And now she madder than ever
And bae come peep the scene
Have you ever been to Cali?
Cuz if you kick it with me
I get you righter than better

myStreet (@metapyu @saig23)

tell me what you wanna know; i can tell you all the facts. ain’t no secrets in my soul, every truth is in the cracks. you been hurt, i see the signs; you don’t even have to ask. you been hurt, and now you gone… but i see behind the glass.

i don’t play with broken hearts. i don’t move unless it lasts. we don’t got to move too fast; we can take it slow and build. you don’t have to wear a mask. i want every part that’s real. i’ve been through this stuff before; i know how that silence feels. but with you, i fill the pool… now the world just has to yield. i won’t ever dim your light; i want every shade you show. even when it’s black and white, i still see the undertone. tell me what’s beneath the skin. i could love what’s been unknown. i don’t need a perfect scene, just a place to call my home.

you’ve been carrying the weight, but you never let it drop. trying to keep the balance straight while the world just wants you stuck. i don’t want to see you break. tell me what you dream at night— what you fear and what you chase, even if it don’t sound right. i won’t ever look away.

you deserve a steady hand, not another runaway. i’m not trying to take control, just to help you find your way. i’m not trying to change your past; i just want the you today. you don’t have to move from me. i’ll adjust and meet your pace.

i don’t care about the noise. let the rest just fade away. you don’t have to hide your scars; i see you as inflamed. even when the light is dim, i still call you by your name. we’ve been walking through the dark, but i’m right here in the frame. every time the world pull back, i still steady be the same.

fuck… you don’t gotta stray from me. i can handle all the death. i’ve been in the water too. i’ve been drowning in regret. but i learned to swim with pain; now i cherish every breath. i ain’t trying to fix your soul, just remind you it’s still hope.

even when you lose your grip, shit, i can help you gain control. if you fall a thousand times, i’ll be there for every roll. love ain’t always picture perfect, but the real’s a different goal. i don’t want to force a thing. i just move the way you do.

if you speak in broken lines, i still read between the truth. i don’t see a damaged heart. i just see a point of view. even in your quiet storms, i can find a path in you.

i’ve been learning not to chase every thought that doesn’t stay. some regrets are just tattoos; i think my soul forgot to fade. i don’t ask for perfect peace, just a break from all the grey. if you lost inside yourself, i’ll be quiet while you stray.

i don’t need a map to know, but a route was built to bend. even clocks can lose their time when they’re waiting for the end. you’ve been speaking in disguise, but i read between the blend. every truth is in the glitch, not the message that you send.

oh my god… you’ve been scribbled in the margins, never sinned in the page. i see the hidden script that’s buried underneath the grave. i don’t need the final draft. shit, i can love you in that stage. even beauty breaks the rules when it’s been locked inside a cage…

my soul p.brayyy

2dawg  - 1 mo time @itotegrimoire

JUST4FUN

@cameronhelsie:

Oh will you stay the night?
You ain’t gotta go nowhere.
Jus for the night, yeah.
For the Night, yeah.
So what’s your thinking like?
Do you wanna come w me?
I could show you anything.
I could show you anything.
Man, you can see it in my face now.
Too complicated, where’s my place now?
You hypnotize me with your waist now.
200, spent it on the fakes now.

@smazzebeats:

Man i breathe this shit
Take it easy bitch
Fully loaded clip 
Make you do a flip
Man i breath this shit
Take it easy bitch
Fully loaded clip 
Make you do a flip
I could never do no less.
Man, fuck practice im the best.
Never studied for no test.
I put all the stakes at rest, uh huh.
Oh you gon use me like the rest, you the devil in a dress.
Man, jus count your money up, never ever ever flex.
I jus need my mula, i jus need my dope.
Bad bitch at the counter, ride up in the sto.
Come up, up in this whip.
Yeah whatchu waiting for?
Whatchu, watchu waiting for?

@cameronhelsie:

stay the night?
You ain’t gotta go nowhere.
Jus for the night, yeah.
For the Night, yeah.
So what’s your thinking like?
Do you wanna come w me?
I could show you anything.
I could show you anything.
Man, you can see it in my face now.
Too complicated, where’s my place now?
You hypnotize me with your waist now.
200, spent it on the fakes now.

Complicated w/Smazzebeats #THATSOKAY p.@smazzebeats

I can't love, and I can't see behind your eyes.
Now baby, look me in my eyes, okay?
Though I can see behind ur lies, cuz i’ve been hurt too many times
-love, and I can't see behind your eyes.
Now baby, look me in my eyes, okay?
Know i can see behind ur lies, cuz I've been hurt too many times I think.
Think that you could, something you could hide.
I knew that's something you would try, I did.
“No babe he wish I couldn’t love you back.”
I’m really wishing I could love you back.

2manytimes (p.@IToteGrimoire)

So do you wish now, that you’da stayed there?
I could amaze ya, yea come with me later.
“This and a razor”
I heard you were crying and you wanna make up.
Run em down, lace up.
Man this aint a crying match, bud it aint invited either.
And when i recall you, i remember how i was feeling.
The moment i called you, felt like my head hit the ceiling.
The way that you’re thinking now, I think that it’s menacing.
All that i’ve ever had, you took it away with this.
End her in one night, you expect me to stay with this.
Coke whores and prada bags, can’t touch but it’s pay to kiss.
So do you wish now, that you’da stayed there?
I could amaze ya, yea come with me later.
“This and a razor”
I heard you were crying and you wanna make up.
Run em down, lace up.
Man this aint a crying match, bud it aint invited either.
And when i recall you, i remember how i was feeling.
The moment i called you, felt like my head hit the ceiling.
The way that you’re thinking now, I think that it’s menacing.
All that i’ve ever had, you took it away with this.
End her in one night, you expect me to stay with this.
Coke whores and prada bags, can’t touch but it’s pay to kiss.

pay2kiss (p.@IToteGrimoire)

I could never love you, though I tried to.
I just hope you’re tryna move bricks, just like I do.
You forgot yourself, let me remind you.
Heard you got a brand new song just to cry to.
Calling overdose, i’m rolling back my eyes.
Think i love you, you don’t come here all the time.
I’d Imagine I would have you for my life.
Well okay, I guess I’m ready anytime.
You can never show your face around.
Sipping just try to find a place alone.
I don’t understand all the space in love.
I just want to try to find a place to long.
I could never love you, though I tried to.
I just hope you’re tryna move bricks, just like I do.
You forgot yourself, let me remind you.
Heard you got a brand new song just to cry to.
Calling overdose, i’m rolling back my eyes.
Think i love you, you don’t come here all the time.
I’d Imagine I would have you for my life.
Well okay, I guess I’m ready anytime.
You can never show your face around.
Sipping just try to find a place alone.
I don’t understand all the space in love.
I just want to try to find a place to long.

icouldnever (p.@smazzebeats)

I jus took a trip to Manola.
Bad bitch doing cola.
20racks on the sofa.
Throwing drugs up my nose.
Chemicals in my vein.
Man these girls wanna play me.
30 milligrams daily.
No, this hoe takes the same thing.
You can never hide from nobody else.
I could not relate, sitting on the shelf yea.
man, some day you'll realize you’re somebody else,
and it won’t be surprising to nobody else.
- to manola.
Bad bitch doing cola.
20racks on the sofa.
Throwing drugs up my nose.
Chemicals in my vein.
Man these girls wanna play me.
30 milligrams daily.
No, this hoe takes the same thing.

Complicated w/Smazzebeats #THATSOKAY p.@smazzebeats

CAMERONHELSIE