Nina would have been proud, wow the emotion brings me to tears 😢😢

Camille this is a very haunting tune but I loved it! Your vocal was perfect for it!👍😎✌🏼

stole song of you ,. its in my record machine

thank you negative head phone. I'm sorry I am getting to you belatedly but I fell a bit behind on my messaging. so happy you enjoyed the music.

inspired by NIna Simone/ 'you don't know what love is...'



Wine is TRUTH

after 3 AM I hear your voice
tortured as I remember 
recognize your pain
glowing flames of fiery ember
haunting memory of wanting
you despite the cost
tip the golden chalice
till all inhibitions lost
leave nothing but skin
over your bones while
whispering in softest
under tone

always loved you baby
I hang on every word
 amplified and allowed
every distant darkened cloud
in your mind of paranoia
blue and defined
See myself inside 
your harsh lines
if I hadn't fucked it up
could I have made you mine
if I hadn't fucked it up
could I have made you 
mine

doesn't seem like I can
hold a man
set myself up to be damned
by those who should
cherish me the most
yet treat me like I'm toast
attract me just to boast
they took me down
and watched me fall into
a wretched fog of wasted time
scold myself for acting in a haste
when the truth is
I was just afraid
 you'd take me out as well
you'd take me down, as well

couldn't get the words out
couldn't bare to trust
anyone new again...
yet here I  am weeks
 on down the line
syncing with your mind
like you'd give me time 
of day if I reached 
out to you again

yes, you....yes you....


Wine Is TRUTH








Hello people who listen to my music. I owe you the world....... Because of you, I feel more complete and at peace with my life than ever. I write with purpose and with an urgency now knowing that someone is waiting to hear the next one and knowing that I am being heard is priceless to me because doing my own music has been a dream of mine for a long time...long before I could strum a guitar or ukelele or write good songs. I have been on this path my whole life but just showing up now because well...detours and an unexpected major life events sprinkled throughout. My songs reflect these times when I was struggling, whether in life or love. I am an introverted and quiet person at times.. and I keep everything bottled up. I have no sounding board... except the songs. The songs hear everything..

"it's so easy to laugh
so easy to hate
it takes strength
 to be gentle and kind"
     
        Morissey


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Negative Headphone

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