lot of people used to tell me im the top dog
doesnt mean im used to getting fuckin walked on
i could sit and cry to you the whole damn song
if i die then whos gonna comfort my mom?

so i wont, im gonna do my best to prosper
everyday im gonna preach my motherfucking gospal
ill dust myself off and try to live with honor
doesnt mean i dont need to see a fuckin doctor

they say it gets better, well we have to find out
i cant live a life consumed by my doubt
i'll punch my fucking drywall as i shout
doing anything to get these shitty feelings out

i write my shitty poems till my hand cramps
9 millimeter like a decent implant
everythings hard but the shit i cant astand
is not knowing anyone who really needs cam

im cam by the way, hows your day going, can you please stay?
i feel like shit like a school lunch tray
i got a lot in common with the shit i say
it wont be long until i get thrown away
it always goes the same at the end of the day
no matter how much that i might pray
everyone i love will always go away
it always ends the same

how am i the top dog if you talk to me like im low?
im sorry that im too tired to put up the show
ill always ask myself why, but i guess ill never know
might never find the answer, but i really want to go

a devil on my shoulder, wheres my angel tonight
tobacco burns my throat, but the pain feels nice
ive been suicidal just without the balls to try
i think i need another dart, anyone have a light?

the end of the tunnel is where i wanna be
i feel like i was meant to be a part of history
cant tell you if its sad, or if it ends with glee
but i can tell you that nobody really needs me

i can try and try and try, i know that i will fail
all the effort i put in but still cant prevail
i feel like life is just a fuckin holding cell
until i fucking die and can go straight to hell

top dog (prod nono g beats)

musicians are better when they're at the lowest point in their lives
-unknown

top dog (prod nono g beats)

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