it's hard to believe that I'd actually find fun in music again, let alone posting my music at all but here we are.

This is the last track I worked on before my upcoming surgery-- I knew I had to bring everything creative out of me for a final push before I will have to spend the coming months in recovery, (possibly) away from music again. Even though the song doesn't feel "finished" to me, I knew I had to put this one out.

i'm incredibly sorry for being super awkward/distant these days. I wasn't mentally at my best and along with some health problems I couldn't be as active as I wanted to be. 

at the end of the day I just really wanted music to be fun, even if I I don't really fit in or anywhere near good enough compared to most everyone else

...

thank you for listening, if you do. 
hopefully I'll be better by 2022.

love,
keyseeker

traveler's water orb

vertigo tunnel

note for riddance:
no approach for a solve. when at the verge, 2K0SYXX.
and if its too much now, then its the last time.

prod. me

syxx anthem .*☆ (it can't be helped) ##2K0SYXX

im in the limelight, cant get my head right 
i wanna break free but im getting denied 
i wwent wrong so many times i wanna rewind
is this rly me or not? i cannot decide 

i feel like such a letdown, im walking with my head down
cant even help myself, how im supposed to care for someone else?
falling like a feather,i think its for the better
if i just keep my distance, i know they dont like me anyway

i know what i want and i want it bad, i just cant hold it back 
you know what i want and i want it bad, want you to say my name

bad timing, im stuck im still hiding
dont mind me stop trying
you like me? i told you, stop lying 
im dying inside, im still fighting

what i want「tenoji」

inspired by poison gf,, i <3 noriko 
prod. me

true perspective ☆.* ##b4sisters

A Bright New Day

FIRST ROUND PICK (BESIDE ME)

lucy bedroque - kick ass (martial arts)

prod ku + nyli


Yuh yuh
Bitch i get my bag
I’m posted in melrose i’m with keegan
Bitch i keep my swag
This bitch wanna know i’m undefeated 
I gotta watch my back
I got what they want i swear they leachin
Pop this x with me
Ecstasy swear i’m in love with geekin
Turnt up every weekend
That boy want a free feature he tweakin
Up this bitch i’m beamin
Live like roddy ball out every season
Got too many reasons
You gave me your heart but i can’t keep it
Got the truth inside me so i’m fuckin speakin

I’m like one last time ima run this shit
One last time ima run this shit back
Hop in that buick with carna you drivin that beamer i think you on crack or sum
We just been doin it right they been bums
They ain’t been doin enough
I just been stressin myself out
My friends said that i’m doin too-
My friends said that i’m doin too much
Plug me in think i ran outta trust
With my 8 yeah you know that it’s us
Walk in the club you know you can’t touch
Tenkay rollin double dutch
Might fly to paris to go have a brunch
Treatin this shit just like fashion week
Put the seo on my clutch
Brodie sayin i’m his clutch ima always be there for my bro
Fly to another city “when you think i’ll see you” i don’t know
Told me that you wanna be me why would you be me i don’t know
Look in the mirror can’t see me what do i see i really can’t tell
I know i made a promise i can’t keep
I know i made a promise made you weak
I know these blood ties runnin deep when i’m lookin at you it’s like lookin at me 
when i’m lookin at you it’s like lookin at me 
Lil' bitch, I tweak out, bring out the monster
Yasuyuki, I'm a stomper
I lean out the window, I'm awesome
You gotta fix your posture
I whip up chicken alfredo in the kitchen
Bring me the cheese to the pasta
Yeah, I jump out the house like, yeah
You stuck in the house everyday
Make shit shake, break the sound every way
(make shit, break shit, nobody safe)
Chop this up, you wouldve thought I did K
New coupe, glistening white, it ain't mayo
So white, you wouldve thought I sniffed yayo, oh yeah
Maria, maria, got body, got body, uh
Move 'til your body hot, my Maria, Maria
Know how to get down, don't be sorry-a, sorry-a
Move to the rhythm, my Maria, Maria

save;file-9 ft carna 007 & lucy bedroque

simple and lean

hi i'm ceiling fish, i'm a fish on a ceiling providing cool air and uncomfortable dead stares to anyone in the vicinity