ngl this sounds a little like the intro to Homeswitcher, i love it

4 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @t0rr
coproduced & mixed by @soupandreas
additional vocals & production by @daywaiter
mastered by Ryan Schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
if it isn't all bad
but i still don't like it, ya
what do u call that?
what do u call that?
if it isn't all bad
but i still don't like it, ya
what do u call that?
what do u call that?
i don't know if i'm prepared for
anything more than this
oh what am i scared for
everything more than this
i don't know if i'm prepared for
anything more than this
oh what am i scared for
everything more than this

when i speak with my voice
at a regular tone
yeah u like that don't u
started telling myself
that i sound like this
cause i love being lied to
it came pouring out of me
And i don't know how
i've been so good lately, honestly
been too busy portaling
and i wont stop now
getting so close lately
i'm scared of me

(torr)
what do u call that
what do u call that
letting you trade away your pulpit for a ballgag
im been living apathetic to the betterment
go ahead and burn a cigarette into my letterman
i could be passed out dead in the doldrums
letting my cup runneth over til its all gone
how long did u expect yourself to keep on rising now
what goes up must come down you know
thats not surprising now

(sd)
if it isn't all bad
but i still don't like it, ya
what do u call that?
what do u call that?
if it isn't all bad
but i still don't like it, ya
what do u call that?
what do u call that?
i don't know if i'm prepared for
anything more than this
oh what am i scared for
everything more than this
i don't know if i'm prepared for
anything more than this
oh what am i scared for
everything more than this

(daywaiter)
never taking days off, yeah
end up with the shades on
now we never taking days off yea
(yea yea yea)
bouncing on the lip cause i was riding too slow
chomping at the bit its inevitable
(oooooo ooooo)
look what they gave us (if i took a little bit i’m rolling)
takin a day off (just another little hit i’m calling)
keeping the shades on (keep it coming till you hit that bottom)
kicking the chains off (just another little hit i’m wanting)
look how it paid off (if i took a little bit i’m rolling)
never a day off (just another little hit i’m calling)
keeping the shades on (have another and you’ll hit that bottom)
but we just can’t stop there

star★☆

wdyct w/ torr (soupandreas + sd)

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[Verse 1]
and the pain right in my chest
while im waiting i cant rest
no
and i want u
here but ig nows the time 
to learn to be more patient huh?

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Bridge]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and i rly like u
please just kiss me all over 

[Verse 2]

Am I bad for my self
the thoughts that hurt my health 
I hold a bandage to my soul 

I cant just stop and stay
I need improvement 
to keep on moving
or I'll get led astray

do i runaway
or should i just leave u more
cus anymore and you're out of my life
gonna think while im away
is it needed being away
maybe I'll grow better in my own space

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Outro]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and I rly like u
please just kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over x2

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seanie

Happy Holidays & Happy Anniversary to the legendary track getting on the top of the dubstep playlist with my lovely face on it: https://soundcloud.com/syzymusic/syzy2-is-goin-ham-into-2022-now-on-main-check-desc. 
This one has been in the vault since way earlier in the year hope you guys enjoy <3
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@syzymusic
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Syzy - Medium Rare Milk (Elxnce Remix)

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stream

facelift, i know everyone in the room

daft punk tribute i love those french people

discovery

>>>\\\LYRICS BELOW

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

the final trophy song

____

made in 24 hours for @artbyform 's All Nighter Vol. 7

In this song, clearlew's vocal performance embodies my two-year debate of being transgender. It's Canal Pride in Amsterdam as we're making this, and I'm sitting home writing a song with my best friend about being beautiful in my own way. However, given as to how clearlew sings my story and he doesn't represent the lyrics personally, we decided to write a song that can also be interpreted as a love song, about a girl named >>>"lola" - the name I would have given myself, if I would have decided to become a woman.

____

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____

Lyrics

I've gotta think twice
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

I've gotta think twice,
Because lola she's so beautiful
And I
I know it's gotta come from inside (yeah)
Girl this is ineffable
Girl I'm so irrational

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
But I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
to see your face because I 
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right
You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes, 'till the time is right

White heels, white skirt
I know I've never met her
but I can tell you that I know her more than anyone (oh yeah)
I'm such a perfectionist
But I dont know what perfection is
I'll tell you who I am
But girl I don't know who I am

Do you know how to do it like her?
Materialism, I think I'm falling for it all over again

I can't open my eyes
To see your face because I
Just can't take another lie
(Give it time)

You always hide behind your actions like you know what's right
I'll keep hiding behind my eyes 'till the time is right

I've gotta think twice
I've gotta think twice
(Yeah!)

____

goodbye, Trophy! (45-53)

clearlew + TROPHYTROPHY - lola (51)

they love you, its all right

featuring:
@st1cksyea
@can-of-bliss
@saoirsedream

produced by:
@st1cksyea
@can-of-bliss
@atarax-music
@musicbyrift
@user-607541836

mystery song

source

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

bandcamp

defeated

overused snatch the cat back acapella IM SORRY

downloads r on so play this in your subculture set or something idk
@jedwill1999
@camouflybeats

Jedwill1999 keeps ignoring me on twitter (εїз ☆ DJ BINEY ☆ εїз)

The part that made you alive was the part that hurt ⟦ her ⟧. Do you plan on hurting again?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal contributions and guitar provided by @saoirsedream.
Mixed and mastered by @prodmusa.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

Cover my face in melted plastic
It never portrayed the way I felt
You can pretend that we'll move past it
But I think I need some time to myself now

I never wanted to learn how to fly
You should've known that it would leave me suspended from the rafters
Baby, that's just what you're after

And you can kindle the feeling inside
Don't really know why you tried to suspend your disbelief
I hope that you get some relief after all

⟦ @saoirsedream ⟧

I clung to a concept of a constant for three years
Convinced that I could let you down or else I’d disappear
I pore through the footnotes of a love I thought I knew
'Cause the trust I’d put in asking someone kills the follow-through

Honest, it's OK
We can let it change
No such thing as better 
If we both need different things
Promise, it's OK
I can let it change
I’d rather be your friend than let three years go to waste

Let it change, let it change, let it change
Let it change, let it change, let it change
What doesn't kill you doesn't make you any stronger 
Let it bleed, it's OK, it's OK

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I never wanted to learn how to fly
You should've known that it would leave me suspended from the rafters
Baby, that's just what you're after

And you can kindle the feeling inside
Don't really know why you tried to suspend your disbelief
I hope that you get some relief after all

✧ ✦ ✧

You were the one, you were the one
You broke the glass beneath my feet
You were the one, you were the one
I caught a glimpse, it wasn't me
You were the one, you were the one
You put the wax wings onto me
You were the one, you were the one
You did it all to make me bleed

suspend, featuring saoirse dream.

cannabis

@webcage
1/9 of @dsgbanned
1/2 of @serpentinepadband

defeated

Can of Bliss

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