Holy shit, this is like exactly the words I can’t find for my life

I just keep slamming that add to next button

✱ track 6

mastered by @dossyx
backing vocals by @t0rr, @daywaiter, & @can-of-bliss
shoutout renner for the audio clips & cooper for the voicemail at the end

~~lyrics~~
to a better half:
(are those the words we used?)
you want a better start
but you know i love to lose
through the bitterness
you know you always win
you want a better part
but it's just like you said -

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna dress like you
i wanna act like you do

i see you in my dreams now
but usually you're just hanging around
a couple of times i think we made out
but we've never been in this house

"if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good"
is a lesson i learned and then misunderstood
so if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good
i heard it, i heard it, i wanna be just like you

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like

everything✱

just like you

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@t0rr
@saoirsedream
@daywaiter
@bhproducer
@nebita
@wishlane

produced by:
@itstooscar
@wishlane
@atarax-music
@nebita
@daywaiter

peer2peer

stream / download

self-esteem

LITERALLY RIGHT NOW GO FOLLOW @sc2un-sh4re IT'S ONLY BANGERS OVER THERE

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leastfavorite/i-have-no-fun--feat-sc2un-sh4re

lyrics:

(yeah idunno, i-i guess? i mean, i'm just- if you guys could go without me, i'm not- i'm not super feeling it right now, um)

fuck me, i can never stop the self sabotage
npc in the middle of the entourage
dammit (fuck) i can never go where i want to
dodge that text when u say that i should come thru

i have no fun! watch me, see how i
close off, shut down, drink up, pass out
sprain my ankle, lock my door
my roommates say they never see me anymore

take off in a dead sprint toward the bitter end
peers still call me bro in my twitterthreads
bifurcate ur neck with a broadsword
damn now u got no head, break a skateboard

wake up about 4pm
check my mentions, lose my friends
i'm never gonna go home again
i can never go home again, fuck

tell me you love me
and i won't believe you
you don't really want me
but i think i need you
god u look so lovely
i wanna be you
tell me you love me
tell me you love me, you love me too

never can i ever go back there
i just need an 808 and a clang snare
(tell me you love me)
i just need a better face and some long hair
guess i never said bye but i dont care

i have no fun! watch me, see how i
close off, shut down, drink up, pass out
(you don't really want me)
sprain my ankle, lock my door
my roommates say they never see me anymore

(god u look so lovely
i wanna be you)
i have no fun! watch me, see how i
close off, shut down, drink up, pass out

(tell me you love me
tell me you love me, you love me too)
sprain my ankle, lock my door
it's sad that you're never gonna see me anymore

I HAVE NO FUN! (prod. sc2un sh4re)

9 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @cmten
mastered by Ryan Schwabe
art designed + edited by @daywaiter
original photo + concept by mars whitlock & me

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
Acting out of malice
Circle pain on the diagram
Keep it steady, cut precision from my shaky hands
I'm so caught up between what I want and who I am
You only reach out at your weakest

And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed
And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

I think I found what you were looking for
I won't give it back until you learn to use the magic word
If you're fucking with me then I just gotta be sure
And if it's really honesty then stop faking concern
Water down the drain until I'm clean
I create the image of myself I let you see
The things that make you pretty never look as good on me
Me my eyes and eyelids are all different shades of green

And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

And I do it right back
And I do it right back
Let it circle in my head (Let it circle in my, and it circles in my head)
Burn a hole into my bed (And it circles in my head head head head head yeah)

(cmten)
Downing the drink that you made for me
Carve a space in the walls so that I can see
I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe
When you’re not with me, when you’re not with me
Sometimes takes a little more to come apart
Waiting for you to come back in the dark now
Sometimes waiting all alone at the bus stop
I don’t really give a fuck about what you want now
Bout what you want now
Bout what you need now
Bout what we had, 2am and I’m homebound
Kissing your neck, I forget all the past
Til I stand up too fast and I do it right back

(sd)
And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed
And I do it right

star★☆

doitrightback

5/8

mastered by @prodmusa

You said
That everything is fine
But I'm not confident that anything is all right
And you said
That you think that I'm cool
But how do I know that's even true
I'm embarrassed of all the thoughts I have
It’s the rarest when I don't fucking care
I feel stupid all the fucking time
What am I doing here?

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah
No

You said
You care about our connection
And you don't want me to take anything the wrong way
And you said
You said that it'd be best
If we stopped acting
Because its distracting
And that's fine
The race can't always be mine
And maybe it's just my sweet tooth
(Yeah, ohh)
But I sense sugar in the recipe

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(I'm just jealous)
(Jealous, jealous)
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(Jealous, jealous, ohh)

And when the ceiling tiles fall down
What will replace?
I'm not the one enamored by
The hand that's stricken my face
And when I feel sick in bed
Will the fetal position save me?
All that I can do is hope for the best, I guess
And I don't wanna puke when I'm on stage
And you better not trap me in this cage
Distract me from the fear of open sky
Manhattan makes me feel
(Manhattan makes me feel)
(Like I'm)
Like I'm dying
Like I'm dying
Like I'm dying

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
When all is said and done
I hope we can still be friends
You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck

JEALOUS

Full Title: Ü aka Rank Instupendo, saoirse dream, Jane Remover and underscores in order of height for a chance to win a free copy of Ghz Lossy! (offer no longer stands) [IT DID NOT FIT]

Ripped from https://soundcloud.com/underscores/snny (Camp Boneyard Sets) The song is Pretty Sweett

The Story of S*nny

Ü aka Rank Instupendo, saoirse dream, Jane Remover and underscores in order of height...

art by @reksi420 : support ↓ ↓ <3
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[Verse 1]
and the pain right in my chest
while im waiting i cant rest
no
and i want u
here but ig nows the time 
to learn to be more patient huh?

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Bridge]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and i rly like u
please just kiss me all over 

[Verse 2]

Am I bad for my self
the thoughts that hurt my health 
I hold a bandage to my soul 

I cant just stop and stay
I need improvement 
to keep on moving
or I'll get led astray

do i runaway
or should i just leave u more
cus anymore and you're out of my life
gonna think while im away
is it needed being away
maybe I'll grow better in my own space

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Outro]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and I rly like u
please just kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over x2

twitter.com/dylazy1
instagram.com/dylazy

seanie

they love you, its all right

featuring:
@st1cksyea
@can-of-bliss
@saoirsedream

produced by:
@st1cksyea
@can-of-bliss
@atarax-music
@musicbyrift
@user-607541836

mystery song

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

bandcamp

defeated

grrrr x3

featuring:
@saoirsedream
@prodmusa
@can-of-bliss

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@musicbyrift

TENSIONNN

Insane

best musician u never heard of

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defeated

Can of Bliss

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