✱ track 6

mastered by @dossyx
backing vocals by @t0rr, @daywaiter, & @can-of-bliss
shoutout renner for the audio clips & cooper for the voicemail at the end

~~lyrics~~
to a better half:
(are those the words we used?)
you want a better start
but you know i love to lose
through the bitterness
you know you always win
you want a better part
but it's just like you said -

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna dress like you
i wanna act like you do

i see you in my dreams now
but usually you're just hanging around
a couple of times i think we made out
but we've never been in this house

"if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good"
is a lesson i learned and then misunderstood
so if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good
i heard it, i heard it, i wanna be just like you

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like

everything✱

just like you

9 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @cmten
mastered by Ryan Schwabe
art designed + edited by @daywaiter
original photo + concept by mars whitlock & me

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
Acting out of malice
Circle pain on the diagram
Keep it steady, cut precision from my shaky hands
I'm so caught up between what I want and who I am
You only reach out at your weakest

And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed
And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

I think I found what you were looking for
I won't give it back until you learn to use the magic word
If you're fucking with me then I just gotta be sure
And if it's really honesty then stop faking concern
Water down the drain until I'm clean
I create the image of myself I let you see
The things that make you pretty never look as good on me
Me my eyes and eyelids are all different shades of green

And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed

And I do it right back
And I do it right back
Let it circle in my head (Let it circle in my, and it circles in my head)
Burn a hole into my bed (And it circles in my head head head head head yeah)

(cmten)
Downing the drink that you made for me
Carve a space in the walls so that I can see
I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe
When you’re not with me, when you’re not with me
Sometimes takes a little more to come apart
Waiting for you to come back in the dark now
Sometimes waiting all alone at the bus stop
I don’t really give a fuck about what you want now
Bout what you want now
Bout what you need now
Bout what we had, 2am and I’m homebound
Kissing your neck, I forget all the past
Til I stand up too fast and I do it right back

(sd)
And I do it right back back back back back
And I do it right back back back back back
Let it circle in my head head head head head
Burn a hole into my bed bed bed bed bed
And I do it right

star★☆

doitrightback

Full Title: Ü aka Rank Instupendo, saoirse dream, Jane Remover and underscores in order of height for a chance to win a free copy of Ghz Lossy! (offer no longer stands) [IT DID NOT FIT]

Ripped from https://soundcloud.com/underscores/snny (Camp Boneyard Sets) The song is Pretty Sweett

The Story of S*nny

Ü aka Rank Instupendo, saoirse dream, Jane Remover and underscores in order of height...

2 of 10

cowritten, coproduced, & featuring @wishlane
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
i can taste the menthol in your spit
i'd probably complain if i was really tryna quit
tried to do the math on what it means when you commit
cause i'm only ever underneath, you love how i submit
i don't get much more direct than this
if you wanted to know me, you should've known me when we were kids
naming everyone i walked all over in the stupid emo songs i wrote
why does forever feel like just a couple years ago

less than enough, less than enough, less than enough for ya
less than enough, less than enough, less than enough for ya
less than enough, less than enough, less than enough

(wishlane)
do you mind if i want it
do you mind if i want it

do you mind if i talk in half measures to fill up the space in between
(the lie and the truth)
is it really the sorrow and the pity thats keeping you wrapped in the sheets
(like every night)
cos sundown gets your stomach in knots
do you excuse yourself just to get what you want
like every time you get hurt, its someone elses fault
and i dont think you even know what it costs

so make me think im less-than
just to kill some time
you can use it as a weapon
any time you like
keep me wrapped between your fingers
just to keep your lie intact
you dont know the half
but you do it right back
cos now im falling so carelessly just to please you
you turn your shoulder so callously, did you mean to
let me in on your secret, i see the real you
oh, was it all so one-sided, or was it me too

clove

log 4;
I've been active online lately! I have been on discord and a couple of people were confused about my living space. I live under a small makeshift tent. I have a solar bank that I use to charge a laptop but I do not have wifi or any other utilities. I found an abandoned upright piano and set up my base around that. I post whenever I go into town, which is more or less whenever I get hungry or need to mail something. Lately, there have been more industrial projects venturing into the natural beauty of the woods so I've been sending more letters than usual. Also from discord, some of you seem to think I've been displaced. While I appreciate the concern, this is how I choose to live my life and I do not intend to move into a more modern way of living at any point. I love reading your questions though! Please feel free to contact me at woodlands#1302. It gets lonely out here!
Vox by Underscores and 8485

this could go two ways

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[Verse 1]
and the pain right in my chest
while im waiting i cant rest
no
and i want u
here but ig nows the time 
to learn to be more patient huh?

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Bridge]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and i rly like u
please just kiss me all over 

[Verse 2]

Am I bad for my self
the thoughts that hurt my health 
I hold a bandage to my soul 

I cant just stop and stay
I need improvement 
to keep on moving
or I'll get led astray

do i runaway
or should i just leave u more
cus anymore and you're out of my life
gonna think while im away
is it needed being away
maybe I'll grow better in my own space

[Chorus]
the feeling left on my heart
takes a second to absorb
give me more x2

[Outro]
i want u so bad 
but i gotta wait till
time moves
and i shouldnt
rush the pace that 
we have
and I rly like u
please just kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over
please kiss me all over x2

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seanie

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

bandcamp

defeated

Do you honestly think you're capable of doing any better than this ⟦next time⟧?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal contributions provided by @jauntsen and @polar333.
Guitars provided by @jauntsen.
Mixed and mastered by @jauntsen.

⟦ @jauntsen ⟧

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind
I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

And we can let the days roll over
And we can let the flowers grow
I'll put money on my four leaf clover
We'll go to places that we'll never know

⟦ @polar333 ⟧

It’s a long road back
And I always thought you’re all that I had 
In fact, you’re all that I had
I’m fractured
Your eyes glowing like lanterns
I’m blind always looking for patterns
Somethings wrong with us
Don’t need to bring it up

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

It was never meant to last this long, and I
Never wanted to attach so strong, and I
Never understood what I did wrong, and I'm
Trying to figure out where I belong

And it's a long ride home
But you'll be better off when you finally go
And if I kick the dust on your treads
I'll forget to bleed when you leave me alone
It seems like the rain is coming
They'll crush our castles down into dust
At least it wasn't all for nothing
We can find a better way to keep me out of the rust

It was never meant to last this long, and I
Never wanted to attach so strong, and I
Didn't think that I could patch this
Oh, you're just a test subject
Leave me behind or just leave me to die

⟦ @jauntsen ⟧

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind
I know you're still here but don't feel alive
I would rather die before I leave you behind

I've been trying to tell you something
Words may bleed
Cause you're a test subject, please change your mind

subject.

subject, featuring jauntsen and polar.

MV : https://youtu.be/Ci95_p2eYzc

[lyrics]
cough, sweaty arms
I've been in terrible shape
it's a fever that's been coming back to me once and again
let it out, fauxx
it's not really real like it's your name 
I hope, it's blindfolded like the moment I was late
I was told to resist,
I've been acting like I'm deaf
it's a fever that's been trying hard enough to take away
plan it out, fauxx
it's not really weird that it's your face
I know it's not really gone til I catch up the pace

It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real
It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real
	 
I'd say about nothing would have been any better 
if I could take along the way, sure I would have been less sadder
but that's not what I want nor I what I am
putting on music as I'm taking off my lamp
(let's take it real)

It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real
It's so fucked up that your asking me to relive
I don't know
I would rather want to be someone's dream
It's a tough stuff 
I am not what's under my skin
that's the one
that's the person you don't want to say it's real

enby

album artwork by Dweebra
chorus drums by @ssoh
synth solo by Shifting Perspectives

KILL YOUR COMPETITOR

HOLD DET NEDE FOR MIG

best musician u never heard of

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defeated

Can of Bliss