✱ track 6

mastered by @dossyx
backing vocals by @t0rr, @daywaiter, & @can-of-bliss
shoutout renner for the audio clips & cooper for the voicemail at the end

~~lyrics~~
to a better half:
(are those the words we used?)
you want a better start
but you know i love to lose
through the bitterness
you know you always win
you want a better part
but it's just like you said -

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna dress like you
i wanna act like you do

i see you in my dreams now
but usually you're just hanging around
a couple of times i think we made out
but we've never been in this house

"if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good"
is a lesson i learned and then misunderstood
so if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good
i heard it, i heard it, i wanna be just like you

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like

everything✱

just like you

3/8

additional prod from @wishlane
mastered by @st1cksyea

Shut up, gate that lizard tongue behind your teeth
If you don't then keep it brief, yeah
What's that in the floor? It's crawling out from beneath
What the fuck's it want from me?
Retract my limbs inside my body and I just don't know what to do
What the fuck is coexisting if I can't be inside the same room as you?
(Huh?)

Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why your aura is so red n I don't like it
Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why I hate the shit you say because it don't make sense at all
You're walking 'round, with a crown
Everything is out of bounds
And my world is falling down (Down, down, down)
I wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
I wanna shout it aloud

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
First they're fucking sweet bitch
Then they're fucking sour bitch
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're a daisy if a flower bitch
Retract my limbs inside my body and I just don't know what to do
What the fuck is coexisting-
(No no no no ah fuck. Why does this always happen to me?)

Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why your aura is so red n I don't like it
Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why I hate the shit you say because it don't make sense at all
I get so bent inside
I wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
I wanna shout it aloud

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Fuck a conversation when it stagnate
I'm jus tryna go around, fuck, get my a- (Don't say that!)
I get so exhausted, people 'round me get me aggravated
I get so aggravated
Damn this bitch got moves and shit
Hustled out of 20 bucks and shit
Just trying to not give a shit (And then you tell me)
And then you tell me I'm wrong when I didn't even ask
And then I take it personally
(But why do you do that?)
(Haha, well)

I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
And I can't help that I get exhausted around the people I love
I think I jus need a little bit of space
But I could also be a little bit more patient
Because I owe that to everyone
Yeah!

(Oh yeah)

shout it ALOUD

another old song
started in september 2021, finished in october 2022
https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

Inner dialogue
Down on me all the time, but I don't cry a lot
I get my best ideas when I'm gone
Then I try to remember what the fuck is going on
In my head
It takes me all damn night to wanna go to bed
I keep thinking of everything I could've said
Why did I have to come off like I never meant?

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
Nothing got completed
It's time to waste time now

I keep burning out
Not always fully there, I'm drifting in and out
Do people even get the things I talk about?
I don't think so
Maybe my vibe is too bizarre
It's too much effort breaking me out with a crowbar
Maybe the answers to my problems are on Co-Star
I tell myself that I'm not wanted where my friends are
I tell myself that I'm not wanted at all

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

It's not that I don't wanna talk about it
I don't know how to fucking use my mouth
Then I forget what I was talking about

And then I feel defeated
Energy depleted
And I'm bringing myself back down
And then I feel defeated
I feel defeated
I feel defeated

And I try so hard
And nothing's coming out right
And I try so hard

bandcamp

defeated

Written by Daniel Bernas, CMTEN, and flatroom !!
Additional production done by ssoh

Blood sugar (feat. CMTEN and ssoh)

the struggles of learning to drive stick lead to a horrible foresight

with additional production from @zhookhouse

dash cam

stream

something isn't right

featuring:
@can-of-bliss
@saoirsedream
@wishlane

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@dossyx
@draf2k
@bhproducer

bleed / lipstick 405

lipstick 405

remix i made for honey creek's "Self Preservation (The Last Act)" :3

iQuit (saoirse dream Remix)

exit boy mv: https://youtu.be/kWbiEsghvJY?si=vFAwvfwl3nHF4e64

a strange fixation is manifested into reality

defeated

Can of Bliss