✱ track 6

mastered by @dossyx
backing vocals by @t0rr, @daywaiter, & @can-of-bliss
shoutout renner for the audio clips & cooper for the voicemail at the end

~~lyrics~~
to a better half:
(are those the words we used?)
you want a better start
but you know i love to lose
through the bitterness
you know you always win
you want a better part
but it's just like you said -

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna dress like you
i wanna act like you do

i see you in my dreams now
but usually you're just hanging around
a couple of times i think we made out
but we've never been in this house

"if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good"
is a lesson i learned and then misunderstood
so if it feels good, it doesn't mean that it's good
i heard it, i heard it, i wanna be just like you

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like you
i wanna be just like you
i wanna trust like you
i wanna love like you do

i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like
i wanna be just like, just like, just like

everything✱

just like you

never before in my life has it felt exactly like this

featuring:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr
@itstooscar
@dylazy
@trndytrndy

produced by:
@can-of-bliss
@t0rr

stream / download

undermyskin

10 of 10

featuring, coproduced, & cowritten, & mixed by @can-of-bliss
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

if i work hard enough, i can get out of this town
while all of your parents are just flying you out
give my honest opinion, put your head in the ground
if you want explanation, i’ll be shutting my mouth
but i play games to make being broke feel fun
wondering how much money can i waste this month
spill my guts to the cashier while she’s ringing me up
i could go back to california anytime that i want

i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(can of bliss)
i wanna hurt you and make you feel bad
and then have a breakdown and show you that i'm sad
but i know i won't do that cause that's kinda dumb
make discussion, tell you where i'm from
i get so frustrated every day of the month
cause i'm not getting all the attention i want
doesn't help it's been so long since i made a new song
yeah it's been so long, yeah it's been so long

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

(sd)
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
don't take it serious
i've been doing so bad lately
i've been doing so bad lately

(sd + can of bliss)
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe
i am the target i’ve been trying to reach
but all of my verses feel shallow to me
the only words i believe in are too painful to speak
make my trauma a collar pulled so tight i can’t breathe

star★☆

collar

still watching? (feat. PSX)

pvrtraiT vf svlF hvtreD

lyrics:
(Check one
Uh uh
Lemme tell you how I feel, uh, uh
All the lovers in the club put your hands up
All the fuckers in the club put your hands up
Lemme show you how I feel
Bring your heart out
Put the love up
Turn the love up
Put your hands up)

What are we, 'cuz I don’t feel at home when I'm at home in your arms
What’s going on with us, will somebody have to ring the alarm?
Wait, sorry, you and me deserve to feel just like this every time but we don’t 'cuz I sweat and you choke and we’re both feeling stupid for loving each other
If I’m lying then honestly that scare me 'cuz i think that it’s real
You’re trying to cheer me up inside because that’s just how you feel
Who’s dying? me and you deserve to act like we’re at anything else then a funeral: don’t wanna play wanna joke wanna laugh wanna fuck and kiss after

And I’m a walking disaster
Changed my life for the better but that don’t make it better, yeah,
That don’t heal scabs quicker
Clean conscience, clear mind
I could deconstruct myself a million times but that won’t make blood thicker

So what about you makes you so special that you think you can take my love?
I don’t want something else to spring up and step between us
Color haired girl meets RGB boy I’ve seen it a million times so
What about you makes you so special that you think you can take my love?

Who’s trying? 'cuz I don’t see the effort in the room with us now
Deep sighing, does it take energy out of you to have me around?
Why bother?
Both of us deserve to find somebody who is like us but we’re in love with us and somebody like me could never be somebody like us

Like what?
I’m sad for what?
My bad for what?
You’re obsessed with ipad, for what?
Lay my cards out like what?
I’m so “what am I without you” you’re “so what?”
Write checks for what?
Have sex for what?
Love you for what?
Fuck me for what?
Lay our guns down like what?
We’ve been goin' at each others throats so

What about you makes you so special that you think you can take my love?
I don’t want something else to spring up and step between us
Crazy ass girl meets excellent boy I’ve seen it a million times so
What about you makes you so special, yeah, 'cuz you’re so special

What about me makes me so special that I think I deserve your love?
You don’t want someone else to spring up and step between us
Himbolike switch meets scary weird bitch you’ve been through it hundreds of times
What about me makes me so special that I think I deserve your love?

(Oh, your love
Oh, I deserve your love
Your love
Oh, oh)

What about you makes you so special?
What about me makes me so special?
_____________________________________
released September 11, 2024
vocals by Fraxiom Music
production by Spencer Hawk
Mastered by Ryan Schwabe
Recorded in Leeds, UK and Chicago, IL in 2024

special

Lyrics:

He thinks that he can change me
But he doesn’t know that

(Getting to the point where it says you're gonna ask for their social. Instead of saying, "I need your social security number;" I like to preface it with a little bit of... "I'm ready for that number now." And every single time, they immediately give me that number.) 

92 degrees,
It’s hot outside like Chicken Little's dad
Short shorts, candy nails like the Skittles yeah
I might invent a genre I might invent a gender yeah yeah
Asshole pink like my hair asshole pink donut like Blender yeah
69 degrees
It’s cold inside 'cuz of the AC
I have been to ANE and Megaplex, not AC
Call me over to the wall he’s tryna catch me gayly
In that shirt that’s way too small, he thinks that he can change me
But he doesn’t know that
I can tell if the tummy soft 'fore I even touch it
Perk my ears up, bunny hop, then proceed to fuck it
'magine what we do in private if this how I talk in public
'cuz he looks like how Bayboy draws Sam the dog
With the beard I can sink my lips into like mwah
We can take these gummies and then run around the con
With the beer, I can drink my sips in two secs flat
Wanna frot, have that nasty kinda dude sex yeah
Body hair I can sink my lips into like mwah
Body soft I can press my tits into like mwah
See that thing and I get it get it wet no hawk tuah

And he don’t even know that
After I drop this shit I can put stamps on his passport
Yeah I mean fly around, because that is what that’s for
I am so deep in this shit like it’s assvore

Happy like the wheels on the flash game
Always like my bass loud, always been a brash gay
‘nother iPod shuffle just to use it as a ashtray
I’ve been making music as long as it’s been my last name

Take you to kutna hora
We can spend hours, heures, horas
He thinks that he can change me
But he don’t even know that

Industry plant me on Earth just to have a good time
I don't do good shit, all I drink or do is whine
I don't fuck around with catty don't you waste my time
The only cat they see me being is one in a blindfold,
Purring, do whatever I'm told
A masochistic little asshole
Fall in love with me then I'm cold

Party like it's 2024, hear a knocking at my door
It's the police let them in, bust a 9mil through their skin
Become enemy of state, this summer's gonna be great
Gooey drip in my mouth, call me total jerkface

Happy like the wheels on the flash game
Always like my bass loud, always been a brash gay
‘nother iPod shuffle just to use it as a ashtray
I’ve been making music as long as it’s been my last name
_________________________________________________________________
released November 8, 2024
vocals by Fraxiom Music
production by Spencer Hawk
Mastered by Ryan Schwabe
Recorded in Chicago, IL and Philadelphia, PA in 2024

kutna hora

whatsdat

HOLYRAIN - FAN CLUB (+tsubasa, Firemane, Maru48k)

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stream everywhere else n shit https://lnkfi.re/EuZYmg

https://twitter.com/canofblissmusic

stems: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Ukchzov-maoX4LWsT2JZB4XKgDcSed7k/view?usp=sharing

New pipe, yeah I’m boutta put some weed in it
All the shit that you smoke got hella seeds in it
Dry mouth, eyes red, I can’t do this shit
Everyone gonna give me praise for going through this shit
Hydrated, I’m a dog eating a watermelon
Don’t forget to take a piss, yeah that’s what I tell them
Imma jump off of the cliff into lava
I just lost my stone sword, call me sokka

I know I’m shit at lyrics
But Imma just rap with a closed mouth so you can’t hear it
Tell me what the fuck is up and Imma just ignore and ignore and ignore and ignore and ignore
And six months go by, you’re still hitting me up
Bitch you tired yourself out, get some water in your cup
Say what you wanna say, yeah this song is a fuck
But Imma keep on rapping this shit even if it sucks
Bitches be like what the fuck is agender?
Be like fuck out our shit with your queer agenda
Imma shave my head, become an air bender
I said bender, but I hardly fucking know her

Dog Eating a Watermelon

best musician u never heard of

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Dog Eating a Watermelon

Can of Bliss