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https://twitter.com/saliclaire/status/1666295249726242816

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https://youtu.be/lEP7c1Jp55A

vid; https://twitter.com/saliclaire/status/1680819995851526144

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https://open.spotify.com/track/6iCY5DmO5krYP3gspXbYbZ?si=SfvXu2ueQw2BUIs4B5Afww

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scratch. playinf rune factory frontier lots

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Sanctuary I – Gentle Rain
A gentle curtain of crystalline rain falls softly in a wide-open soundscape, washing over the senses like a cleansing breeze. Beneath the hushed rainfall, waves of warm analog synth pads and subtle harmonic textures bloom and dissolve in ebbing swells, each transition guided by the Golden Ratio’s naturally soothing cadence. There’s no beat—only a vast, immersive field of rounded frequencies, delicate overtones, and the faintest shimmer of wind chimes. The spatial mix feels infinite, inviting stillness and introspection as the rain envelops the listener in a cocoon of sonic tranquility.

Sanctuary II – Flowing River
Evoking a sacred river’s slow journey through ancient woods, this piece begins with the pure sound of running water—a gentle current that trickles and eddies from left to right. Silky pads and shimmering harmonics drift in, tracing organic patterns inspired by nature’s geometry. Each swell and fade unfolds at a pace that feels both endless and familiar, helping dissolve boundaries between self and surrounding. River ripples and distant waterbirds weave in and out, while the 3D sound field creates a sense of floating, your consciousness gliding downstream in harmony with the flow.

Sanctuary III – Chimes in the Breeze
Awash in the luminous atmosphere of dawn, faint wind chimes dance lazily in a soft, timeless breeze, suspended above a bed of slowly billowing pads and gentle texture layers. No rhythms intrude; instead, sound events occur with the intuitive timing of sighs and exhalations, shaped by the Golden Ratio to maintain balance without structure. Every chime, overtone, and subtle swell is rendered with microscopic detail for an almost tactile presence—an environment designed to quiet the mind and open space for light and peace.

Sanctuary IV – Rain & Ripples
This track captures the interplay between gentle rainfall and water’s surface, focusing on watery, textural movement. Drops fall in soft patterns, echoing and blending with undulating waves and deep ambient harmonies below. Enveloping pads create a lush warmth, with movement and tonal modulation always slow, always organic. The piece unfolds in waves—sometimes rising into shimmering radiance, then subsiding into deepest warmth—each transition smooth and harmoniously proportioned. It’s a restorative soundbath, perfect for letting tension melt away.

Sanctuary V – Distant Skies
A vast, open sound world: faint rumbles of very distant thunder blend with ethereal wind chimes and cumulonimbus-sized pads that pulse and recede like clouds in slow motion. Textures rise and fade on long, fractal-shaped arcs, the entire space saturated in natural warmth and subtle spatial echoes. There’s no sharpness, only the boundless calm of a sky after rain, inviting both awe and deep rest. This closing track is designed to leave you feeling weightless, cradled by space and sound

Warm Oasis

Harp Serenity is a minimal kawaii chill instrumental featuring soft harp plucks, warm ambient pads, and delicate music box melodies. Sweet and dreamy, it creates a cozy pastel anime aesthetic perfect for studying, bedtime relaxation, or whimsical TikTok edits.

Harp Serenity

These tracks are lush, immersive blends of romantic ambient music and soft jazz, set against natural coastal soundscapes. Each piece weaves gentle sea waves, breezy atmospheres, and delicate wind chimes beneath mellow electric piano, brushed jazz drums, warm upright bass, and soulful guitar — all unfolding at a slow, sensual tempo. The harmonies are rich and dreamy, with extended jazz chords and spacious reverb, evoking a nostalgic, affectionate mood that feels like a quiet evening by the ocean with someone you love. Perfect for sunset relaxation, beach meditation, or soulful reflection.

Eternal Embrace

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refer to q&a below 

what's going on?
- this project is no longer active, and there are no plans to add onto it in the future. current songs will be kept on here for anyone who still wants to listen.
it's been really difficult to try and maintain the alias, while also trying to focus on myself, and problems that i have within my life. i am really sorry to bear the news, but thank you for being a supporter. it really means a lot.

older questions

why do you delete tracks?
- mostly out of impulse, dissatisfaction, both, and more. a lot of these uploads are rarely serious and more in the moment, but if there's a track i like then it stays up

where is this track that you posted?
- gone. it may or may not come back

do you do collabs/production?
- at the moment, no. it's not really something that i'm comfortable doing. although, there may be times but that's likely very rare

can i upload your stuff to youtube for promo, etc?
- sure! as long as you credit this account, even with stuff that's deleted and long gone

ships that die faster than they're started

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