Intermittent explosive disorder, or episodic dyscontrol syndrome, is a mental disorder characterized by explosive outbursts of anger or violence, often to the point of rage, that are disproportionate to the situation.

i.e.d

Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/what-she-want-feat-devstacks-single/1690934542
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5k2iytbITHk0Vm9aiqG0JE?si=7797e05440f241b6

What she want? Ft. Devstacks* (Diameex + Oxycxde)

your love is just enough ft jkjmetasco (meta)

i know she no good for me but i still can’t let her go…

let’s take it slow (violet)

her style basic ft royal & jovan (symels x luvpurp)

forever lasting ft kynlary & yk (mag & izbavampira)

lyrics...
this a real nigga party hell na u can't get in 
 yuh i'm chilling with my slime 
yuh i’m chilling wit my twins 
sometimes i wanna die 
all this pain it never ends 
no matter how hard i try 
swear to god i never win 
gave everyone my all i don't got no more to lend  
shouldve let u go  baby girl we were better off as friends 
put yo pride to da side i was solid to da end
 i done fell in love with cash oh i love dem benjamins 
yuhh i love them blue hunnids 
i been getting new money 
you said u wouldn't gone change i believed u like a dummy  
i’m just tryna make a way get myself out montgomery
 i done gave people my last with no food up in my tummy   
i was down up  on my ass 
swear to god that shit wouldn't funny
 got no time for u hoes i'm just tryna get this money 
for me its always rainy days pray one day that shit get sunny
sometimes you got to take a risk 
risk it all it's all or nothin

im always getting my heart broke 
don't think i can take no more
people come and people go 
you cant make people stay 
i hope this pain goes away
im finna take a leap of faith...

im just trying to make a way 
grinding day and night 
making sure i get this right
having a better life
shoot for the stars im going high
girl i dont got time for you
 im trying to focus on healing me
heart so cold like 10 degrees 
in that mode i been a beast
girl you know what you said to me
you told me you'll never leave
and you still leaving my side
like you dont see a nigga trying
like girl why you'll lie 
i just wonder why..

leap of faith (violet x meta)

ova lyrics:
she say we forever heart been broke so severed.. i won’t leave you ever .. we’ll always be together 

girl i gave my all to you i done gave my soul away don’t kno why i tried with you already knew the love was fake girl i’m so sick of trying i feel so bad i’m crying you the one i needed baby y tf did u leave me baby don’t know what you do to me… don’t try and make a fool of me… my wife yea you soon to be she on the blog like tmz she wanna rock like pnb all the damage u done to me putting the past beneath us.. still don’t change what you done to me…

what you done to me ft jovan & royal (symels)

everyone hurts me  ft nicky (dimpleb)

quarterback ft xaviersobased kynlary & rage (xaviersobased)

Lyrics
Ova:
everyone asking me what’s wrong with you.
Ima tell it all yea in this song too.
you didn’t love me for real i feel so used.
got me reminiscing back when i was holding you.
it’s a lot of things that i haven’t told you.
we on bad terms how do i approach you?
played in my face that’s something you don’t do.
i’m scared to talk to you i wrote this letter for you.
i know, i know i can’t give up.
ain’t expect you to change what about our love?
my eyes  dripping tears dropping tears of blood.
tryna ease the pain away i fell in love with drugs.

Nicky: 
my whole team toting dracs bitch we shooting 3s
i’m too busy making plays bitch stop texting me
i don’t know what else to say go ahead and leave 
Got a choppa  with a k bitch i let it squeeze
all these rhymes that i be saying are u hearing me
like every night i’m always praying there’s no fear in me
i just want her to stay like baby please don’t leave
now she calling me back cause she see i’m unique 
(haaaaaa)
baby are you here, or baby are u scared?
promise i won’t dare, hate it when u tear 
like i know you don’t care i wonder if you he-

Osei: she dont love me she is lying..
rackies in the air yea bro this money it is flying.
got cuts on my wrist but nigga u kno ima hide them
hide them, hide them bitch im tired of fighting 
lets go to the islands lets go borabora.
nigga fuck this bitch yea cuz i gotta go yea 
glocky got a switch yea glocky it will humble you, 
im tired of this bitch yea told her ima fumble you.
i just wanna go, she was giving throat.
i jus got to go (i will go)
sipping on that lean the cup is up.

letter for you ft nicky & osei (xodi)

you not the first to hurt me (jannah)

i’m giving up ft cip (orihime & sentencc)

lyrics
elani: she don’t fuck with me no more 
my heart, my heart
baby tell me why, why we break apart
why we break apart 
and she  treat me like a silver star
laying our eyes at the stars
maybe we could go far 
love it when you kiss me when it’s dark

rage: say you mad at me why you lying
call me when the night ends
i’m a monster bae do you really like me
call me when it’s sirens
call me  when the night ends 
call me when you’re frighten 
i’m terrified (yea yeah)

ova: i’m drowning babygirl  can you save me
im trapped behind these walls and they caving 
my heart is torn in piece girl it’s decaying 
im looking for your love im tired of waiting 
im suicidal i told you why
i was on my knees you ignored my cry
all in my dreams all in my mind 
stuck in my head i wanna die
i told the truth you told me lies
i say im fine but im not alright

tell me why ft elanidivine & rage (ikari)

lyrics.
you said you wouldn’t gone leave
 why the fuck you lied?
you used to be my dog 
why you switching sides?
keep thinking about you girl 
you stuck inside my mind 
you really broke my heart 
that’s the reason i been crying 
you was never good for me 
but i ignored the signs 
i’m fighting for our love 
but you not even trying 
i tell you that you wrong 
but you just keep denying 
i’m looking for real love 
but i might never find it 

having dreams about me dead 
i don’t wanna end up dying 
it’s a new thing everyday 
the problems keep on piling 
i’m just trying to tell my story im tired of being silent 
the drugs my remedy
less friends than enemies
some niggas want me dead 
they think about killing me
i’m done taking these meds because it ain’t no fixing me
what was all of this for just a waste of energy?
the pain won’t go away 
she broke my heart in may
so much happening i couldn’t stay 
why would you do that?
i feel betrayed
i’m sad for real this not a phase

inner thoughts (revert x backxster)

lyrics:
in this world all alone
she don’t understand 
what’s right what’s wrong 
if you love me just dial my phone 
if you love me just call my phone 
i poured my heart inside this song 
been crying all night long 
you’ve been dying to see me gone
you say give up but you know i won’t 
been trying to spread my wings 
and move on to better things
babygirl you saved my life 
i got stabbed in my back 
i cant pull out the knife 
girl i told you once i wont tell you twice
i really thought that youll be my wife 
if you not here with me girl why even try?
if you not in love with me then why would u lie?
i’m tired of this…
my heart is hurting
like why you treat me like a burden 
i know that i don’t deserve this
know that nobody’s perfect 
but did you do me like that purpose 
you treat me like a clown at the circus 
i can’t look you in your eyes i’m too nervous 
you don’t believe in me 
girl i know you don’t 
you say stop cutting my wrist 
but you know i won’t 
i guess i got to deal with this on my own
so much pain in my life 
I guess that i’ll atone

atone (violet)

lyrics 
i’m losing faith in myself don’t think i can do it 
if you really love me girl tell  me why would u do this 
im stuck inside my head i think im finna lose it 
girl i really thought you was the one but girl i was foolish 
your love is draining why do you hate me 
my heart is racing girl my chest is caving 
girl im depressed as hell but can you blame me 
my life a living hell no you can’t save me 
i’m always taking L after L when the hell im gone win 
might pull up in the srt i dont really fuck with the benz
they like ova is you good nigga i don’t know really it depends 
nigga really changed on me when i used to treat him like my kin 
everything keep falling but im still evolving  
when i finally get some motion don’t try to call me
i see yall in my views like y yall stalking 
ain stressing bout no hoe ima leave her walking
she get nervous when she hear me talk
she get nervous when she see me walk 
she get nervous when she see my face 
2400 nigga we gone ball
got luh dev with me in da cut he gon jump out nigga like a frog 
you don’t fuck with my nigga shyne?
then nigga i don’t fuck with y’all 
you play wit jannah my niggas gone get ya
i really roll a opp in a swisher
i really had my dick in her mouth 
then that nigga fucked around and kissed her
i really rap the shit that i’m bout 
i don’t gotta cap to none of yall niggas
yall niggas going out sad bout these hoes
boy you a fool thinking you can fix her

you a fool (shyne + jannah)

Lyrics
sunlight sunrise know i’ll be fine.
she fell down to her knees and she start crying.
demons underneath in me don’t know why.
you not really feeling me babygirl don’t even lie.
i pour my heart to you see the pain all in my eyes.
you gave up on me you gave up why should i try?
you left me lonely.. lonely not by my side.
we started off so good babygirl can we rewind?

like why you do that shit to me.
why you wasted my time?
you know what you did to me.
that shit flawed know that’s not right.
that nigga not a twin of me you kidding me that nigga not slime.
even in the darkness i’m still gone shine.
all i wanted was love how i ended up with lust?
we was on top of the world nobody was fucking with us.
i try my best and you leave can you tell me what i done?
our love wasn’t always bad we started off having fun.
you want a telfar bag girl i’ll buy you one.
you was all i had but look now you gone.
my problems catching me no matter how fast i run.
you wanted me to leave you alone now you got what you want.

sunlight sunrise know i’ll be fine.
she fell down to her knees and she start crying.
demons underneath in me don’t know why.
you not really feeling me babygirl don’t even lie.
i pour my heart to you see the pain all in my eyes.
you gave up on me you gave up why should i try?
you left me lonely.. lonely not by my side.
we started off so good babygirl can we rewind?

can we rewind (stedry)

Lyrics
Cld:
I say it's not my fault
But I'm wishin I had the time for you
Wishing I could right my wrongs
I can't and I know it's not fine with you  
Can't change who I am
But i thought that's who you fell in love with?
Holding hands in public
Now you don't even look my way 
He give you the life you deserve, the one you wanted all along
But you can't say that I'm in the wrong for waiting for you to hit my phone
(H-H-How could I)
How could I not be the one that you want?
I'll do everything that I can to make you feel all of my love

Ova:
you don’t love me right now baby but you’ll miss me when i’m gone 
you don’t care about me but i still care about you 
cut my arms until i fucking bleed can’t you tell that i been bruised
all the shit that you did to me i’ll never ever do to you
all these tears in my eye babygirl i hate my life 
you say you’ll change for me but you never make things right
everyone abandoned me and i don’t even know why
can you tell me the reason baby why am i still alive
i just want to end it baby i just want to end it all….
they praying on me to fail they praying on my downfall
these painkillers ain’t working im done using tylenol 
my back was against the wall and i had no one to call

Marluxiam:
had my back against the wall u burning bridges bae
i don’t wanna talk about it there ain’t much to say 
hittin me on the night lettin u decide
if u wanna see me again tonight
if u could stay for a while 
u make me feel like a child 
u make me feel like i should be better than this
better than this
and when i pull up with the stick i got my fire baby
pull up with the stick i got the right one baby
oh yeah u knew who i was messing with 
from the start

is it my fault ft cld & marluxiam (revert)

lyrics:
they treated me the worst way
i used to cry on thursday
looking for some real love why the hell am i searching 
i know that life ain’t perfect  don’t want it to be perfect 
i had to put the pills because they wasn’t working
i knew this shit wouldnt worth it 
i’m focused on my health 
i had to leave that girl alone and focus on myself
only person stopping me is my own fucking self
i was doing bad at first but now im feeling well
it’s a whole new day, yeah..
they like ova are you doing straight, yeah..
you really think we cool babe, nahh
try to love me now it’s too late, yeah
had to pick up the dam pen
i really feel that i can win
i took them Ls all alone now it’s about time i lock 
in
it’s about time i pop my shit
gon speak up like im  jay critch 
yall niggas out here staying broke while im out here getting rich
im with my slimes yeah im with my woes
im on the south side with my bros
he claiming he slime im wiping his nose 
done so much shit that nobody knows
if you gone leave then baby just go
2400 really rock the show
counting this money yea i need some mo
ova turned 21 he finna ball out
they done let a real nigga ball now
they see a nigga getting paper now they wanna answer when i call now
arp with a drum attached aint ever scared for to walk down
i could pull any bitch i want i don’t ever gotta talk down
can’t change what i done 
go through pain gotta run 
im really the chosen one 
red cup finna pour me one
ima shine bright like the sun
all these mental battles i done won
ima ball like 2 4 finna ball like im kobe son

chosen one (ikari)

https://youtu.be/6E29IIMFnLQ?si=m4ap3mEyneYj1Czi

lyrics

done a lot im afraid to say 
who would’ve knew things would end this way 
say im fine but im not ok 
shouldve knew that love was fake 
why this happen to me 
you the only girl i need 
you no longer by my side so i cry myself to sleep 
without you by my side i’m incomplete 
im not the one you want but im what you need 
got slits all down my arm i cut till i bleed 
girl when you broke my heart i swear i couldn’t eat 
swear i couldn’t breathe i accept defeat 
focused on myself that hoe for the streets 
fucking up my health this shit make me weak 
i might be this way forever till my health deplete 
focused on money and dollar signs 
fuck what you say the world is mine 
searching for love it’s so hard to find 
i’m giving up i’m tired of trying 
heart and soul is so divine what im posed to do 
girl i need you by my side man im missing you 
i miss you so much and its annoying 
all i wanted was love but u fed me just lust 
inlove with your vibe inlove with your touch 
lets take it slow baby we do not gotta rush 
niggas failing in life they don’t know they identity 
even after all the shit you did i still got my dignity
 babygirl im scarred for life babygirl it’s no fixing me 
i just want to know why? 
why you do this to me?
all this pain and misery, do i deserve it? 
i was looking for your love it left me hurting 
i’m trying to ease the pain this shit not working 
you doing better without me am i a burden?

am i the problem? (1sadboii) <mv in desc>

lyrics
Ova:
they b like ova how you feel have you been ok 
im doing better now sometimes i need a break
all these problems in my life i wish i could escape 
i’m waiting on my time but i dont wanna wait 
does life have a meaning or this all just a waste
for your life girl im feening can i have just a tad? 
we tried before, i was stuck in my ways
i was gone a while but im okay
we tried we tried i cried i cried
you said you’ll stay you lied, you lied
try to run from pain can’t hide can i?
i needed help you ignored my cries.
girl i feel bad for you
you lost a good ass dude 
you’ll soon appreciate me and realize im the truth
and then you’ll realize those dudes don’t care about you 
and then you’ll realize who really there for you
i been through this before my heart is sore
got too attached now i’m hurting more
not coming back im done li whore 
i’m going through hell behind these doors

rage: 
they like rage hey how you been i haven’t been okay
i haven’t felt this way i saw you  since i saw your face
why why you feed me these lies 
you made me cry 
why you tell these lies
swear that ima ride
yea you broke my heart but i know i’ll be fine
lying to my face gotta XD feel like jace
im misleaded can’t fight my demons

i’m hurting behind closed doors ft rage (violet)

start of a new quest ft osei (backxster + ikari)

https://youtu.be/_C4TBS7pLaw?si=PCYbzLGdW-lXMGbq
lyrics:
me switching on my clique that’s some i’ll never do.
i’m tryna chase these racks you chase a bitch that’s some i’ll never do.
don’t try and love me girl cause i might just end up failing you.
so much shit in this world that i wish i just never knew. 
niggas backdoor niggas be slimey. 
on the south side niggas be dying. 
vvs diamonds them bitches be shining. 
i’m on the crest side posted with ryan. 
ice on my neck it’s changing the climate. 
you say you got me but i don’t got nobody. 
say you’ll ride bitch why is you lying.  
why in the hell did i give you a chance. 
these hating ass niggas be fans. 
Switch on my glock man i’m making it trans. 
how you balling and don’t got no bands. 
nigga got popped need to pick up yo mans. ksubi you can tell by the pants. 
he seen the blackout and that nigga ran. 
why they hate i don’t understand.. 
im just trying the best that i can. 
I was trying the best that i could. 
even though im still stuck in the hood. 
I say im fine but a nigga not good. 
Micro drac that bih came with the wood. counting hundreds man i love when they blue. 
I been hurt man this shit isn’t new… 
was a li nigga but look how i grew. 
she off the drugs now she feeling like rue.
 im off the drugs man i feel like a zombie. Spanish bitch and she calling me papi. 
question god cuz i know that he got me. 
cobra kai man im feeling like robby. 
i’m punching my pockets thats why they look knotty. 
stuck in my head my vision is foggy. 
i’m texting your phone  even though that you blocked me. 
I said I’ll never do it again. 
so why the hell i keep doing it then? 
say i’m done with drugs but i do em again 
say im done with love but i do it again. 
i say im done with music but i do it again. 
can’t tell you why i keep doing this shit. 
real soon everything go make sense. 
still wishing that i didn’t exist. 
all i got is me and myself.  
do you like me or my wealth? 
people hating they hope i fail. 
they say kill myself i might aswell. 
but i’m not doing that fuck the odds i will prevail. i feel like natsu because my life a fairytail….

fairy tail (sentencc) <mv in desc>

going thru all this pain but i keep on rolling 
i try to hide my anger  but i can’t control it 
niggas change up everyday, i can’t believe you  folded 
depression hurting me so deep these drugs kill me slowly 
girl you meant so much to me i really hope you know this
 i was begging for some help i thought that  you’ll notice 
they say i’m too emotional that’s probably why they don’t like me 
tryna say im stealing sounds but no one sounding like me
im tryna show my fam the world japan im tryna sight see 
girl leave me the hell alone don’t even try to write me
you’ll think this shit a mmo how bitches kite me 
baby let me go, can i love you nooo
anti depressant use em when im feeling low
self esteem shit main reason i don’t post 
done with this lame shit this pain done took a toll
manipulating myself saying this jus how life goes
all my friends gone they turned into my  foes
i been scarred before man i thought you knew that 
you really hurt my heart why the fuck you do that 
my trauma hawked me down  like a panzer soldat 
why everything good always fucking go bad…
i can’t trust no one i can’t trust a soulll
yall say this who flow? tell him take some notes
without 0 retune yall can’t hold a note 
im talking about my real life none of this a joke.
ima pop it on my own i dont gotta brag or boast 
this just my lifestyle no this shit not new
girl if you lived my life you’ll wanna die too 
i almost killed myself man i really tried to 
i make that real shit that niggas sit and cry to
these niggas not really care about you 
i know the feeling well when nobody likes you 
all these evil thoughts i pray that they go away 
i say im good dawg knowing dam well that i ain’t
and when i go up they gone try to eat up off my plate 
but i don’t care, all that matters is my people straight

negativity > positivity (shyne)

ova 
what the fuck do you want from me?
speak up stop mumbling 
i gave that girl all i had that’s why my heart crumbling
she was the best thing i ever had
but now she done with me
i took my L like a boss babygirl you know im a G
if i was bad as you say 
why did you say nothing 
the problem could’ve been solved only if you said something 
why you had to go away
why did you run away 
this real life baby i ain’t got no time to play 
some niggas won’t be satisfied till they see me in a grave
i tell people that im fine but im not okay 
too stuck up in my ways don’t think ill ever change 
i promise when im gone i wont even leave a trace
you can see the pain in my face 
got a lot of shit on my plate 
was all this for a reason or all this just a waste?

say something ft osei (backxster)

it be the niggas you trust the most 
that end up being the fakest 
i really got backdoored how my own nigga gone snake me 
i really been sad as hell 
ain been myself lately
is this shit all for none or is it time i’m wasting 
why do niggas not rock with us 
this diary shit not what it was
i really stay out the mix 
why do niggas hate my guts
niggas hating just because 
like what did i do to them 
they not fucking with li ova 
they always be rude to him 

my heart is broke it’s torn
i wish i wasn’t born 
i wish they would’ve left my side before these feelings formed
been cutting on my wrist again got cuts all down my arm
why they did me bad when i didn’t mean no harm
walking through the storm 
why did you do that
tried my best man that’s a fact
i need yo help man where you at
on the block bitch like im shaq
you switched up aint feeling that 
had to cut some niggas off when i found out they’ll rat 
they did me all typa ways 
never thought my dog would change 
they trying to take a nigga swag you can’t ride this tidal wave 
it’s like my life a endless maze 
opposition steady in the way 
everybody left my side girl 
i don’t care if you leave or stay

it be the niggas you trust the most 
that end up being the fakest 
i really got backdoored how my own nigga gone snake me 
i really been sad as hell 
ain been myself lately
is this shit all for none or is it time i’m wasting 
why do niggas not rock with us 
this diary shit not what it was
i really stay out the mix 
why do niggas hate my guts
niggas hating just because 
like what did i do to them 
they not fucking with li ova 
they always be rude to him

is this all for none? (backxster sowhat)

how did things get so bad 
didn’t expect it to end like this
i’m starting to cut again got blood all on my wrist
you really broke my heart hell nah it can’t be fixed
you blame me for your pain but we all been through shit
i was so downbad yeah i was at my lowest
i was begging for help from you 
yeah i thought you’ll notice
you used to cry to me 
i used to cry to you 
you used to lie to me 
but i never lied to you 
yeah i suffer from ied so i sabotage myself
i try to express myself but things never always go well
if you didn’t love me for real girl why you didn’t tell me
thought that girl was my world but now everything’s failing 
i thought things would work but dam im finna give up
i’m finna give up 
dam 
im finna give up
i’m on the southside posted with my niggas
who would’ve known that emotions could kill us
creative mode niggas can’t out build us
they switching on me but they know i’m the realest
ah dam know im the trillest
you here to hate then get the fuck on 
pop 2 percs now look now i’m gone
even my therapist fuck wit my songs
love is no good i wish i was warned
she look good but a demon with horns
she hurt me so bad girl my heart is torn
tell me how do i get through this storm

walking time bomb (backxster)

all i got is just me 
all i got is myself 
crying yourself to sleep
girl i know how i feel 
why this happened to me
this shit don’t feel real 
i tried the best that i could but somehow i still fail 
like what the hell suicide i might aswell
just got myself i don’t have no one else 
say baby why you leaving me 
i’m the one who treat you well 
my heart hurt when it bleeds i was so sad you wasn’t there 
but you don’t care bitch you not even trying 
you obsessed with fucking lying 
in the vc with labyrion 
where’s true love i can’t find it 
life going bad niggas dying 
im not doing good on my end 
i’m depressed can’t you see im crying 
this shit happens again again again 
i’m thinking bout giving up i hate my life i don’t deserve this shit 
so much pressure building up i don’t think ill ever fucking win 
they tell me pray to god but best believe i already did 
yea i pray every night and nothing change ain’t nothing happening 
just look me in my eyes and you’ll see the pain that’s deep within 
i hope my prayers work because i just want this pain for to end
everyone giving up why they gave up on me at my worst
she put me in last but i’m the one who had to put her first 
shit hurt me so bad ima still move on even though it hurts 
even when life bad ima still hop on beats and somehow surf
play with my twin im going berserk 
she played with my heart but i know my worth 
you want you a bag i buy you some kurt 
im not what you want but im what you deserve
im not losing focus girl im on alert 
i cry to myself hope things don’t get worst 
why do you treat me like im a jerk
try to hide my scars but shit doesn’t work

can't hide my scars (backxster dimpleb)

i know it’s my fault baby that things changed
it hurts me girl that we went separate ways
didn’t want you to go girl can you please stay
i’m trying to move on but i’m afraid..
of this world without you 
i don’t know girl if i could live without you 
i’m all alone i got no friends
i die right now i won’t be missed
like why do i even exist 
my life just filled with misery
i just wanna quit 
am i meant for this?
i don’t think i am
i’m fighting this illness
and things getting worst
man this hurts
i wanna die take me off this earth 
all this pain i might deserve 
i try to heal but nothing works

nothing works (yungdni jkj dimple)

i did what i could
i think it’s time to quit
im focused on my grind 
girl i’m tryna go get rich 
didn’t expect you for to change
didn’t expect you girl to switch 
girl tell me what you want best believe i’ll grant your wish
i’m tired of this pain it ain’t no end of this
a hole in my heart i can’t get rid of it
my heart is broken it ain’t no fixing it
girl all i know is pain and misery

you say it’s ok but it’s not
i gave you all i had when ain’t have a lot 
you want me dead you hope i rot
you better than this that’s what i thought
sadly i was wrong i dont regret shit baby 
you’ll miss when i’m gone
i’m trapped inside my room 
been crying all night long
i thought i told you baby im not safe all alone
i’m trying to stay strong
i know what’s real what’s fake
i know that you a snake
just trying to tell my story and somehow they still hate
like why they hate on ova 
because they know ill be great
as long as the wind blowing I’m gone keep going
wanna know why i’m this it’s a sad story 
i’m done trying with you girl our love horrid
i rather go m i a then deal with torment

Ova!

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