Intermittent explosive disorder, or episodic dyscontrol syndrome, is a mental disorder characterized by explosive outbursts of anger or violence, often to the point of rage, that are disproportionate to the situation.

i.e.d

Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/what-she-want-feat-devstacks-single/1690934542
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5k2iytbITHk0Vm9aiqG0JE?si=7797e05440f241b6

What she want? Ft. Devstacks* (Diameex + Oxycxde)

why am i loving you? ft. viyah (mxsui)

until the end ft kynlary & wokeups (wokeups x symels)

your love is just enough ft jkjmetasco (meta)

I love you my dear (dimpleb x 3ash)

i know she no good for me but i still can’t let her go…

let’s take it slow (violet)

remember my name + im2dull (dimpleb)

her style basic ft royal & jovan (symels x luvpurp)

forever lasting ft kynlary & yk (mag & izbavampira)

ova lyrics:
she say we forever heart been broke so severed.. i won’t leave you ever .. we’ll always be together 

girl i gave my all to you i done gave my soul away don’t kno why i tried with you already knew the love was fake girl i’m so sick of trying i feel so bad i’m crying you the one i needed baby y tf did u leave me baby don’t know what you do to me… don’t try and make a fool of me… my wife yea you soon to be she on the blog like tmz she wanna rock like pnb all the damage u done to me putting the past beneath us.. still don’t change what you done to me…

what you done to me ft jovan & royal (symels)

everyone hurts me  ft nicky (dimpleb)

quarterback ft xaviersobased kynlary & rage (xaviersobased)

Lyrics
Ova:
everyone asking me what’s wrong with you.
Ima tell it all yea in this song too.
you didn’t love me for real i feel so used.
got me reminiscing back when i was holding you.
it’s a lot of things that i haven’t told you.
we on bad terms how do i approach you?
played in my face that’s something you don’t do.
i’m scared to talk to you i wrote this letter for you.
i know, i know i can’t give up.
ain’t expect you to change what about our love?
my eyes  dripping tears dropping tears of blood.
tryna ease the pain away i fell in love with drugs.

Nicky: 
my whole team toting dracs bitch we shooting 3s
i’m too busy making plays bitch stop texting me
i don’t know what else to say go ahead and leave 
Got a choppa  with a k bitch i let it squeeze
all these rhymes that i be saying are u hearing me
like every night i’m always praying there’s no fear in me
i just want her to stay like baby please don’t leave
now she calling me back cause she see i’m unique 
(haaaaaa)
baby are you here, or baby are u scared?
promise i won’t dare, hate it when u tear 
like i know you don’t care i wonder if you he-

Osei: she dont love me she is lying..
rackies in the air yea bro this money it is flying.
got cuts on my wrist but nigga u kno ima hide them
hide them, hide them bitch im tired of fighting 
lets go to the islands lets go borabora.
nigga fuck this bitch yea cuz i gotta go yea 
glocky got a switch yea glocky it will humble you, 
im tired of this bitch yea told her ima fumble you.
i just wanna go, she was giving throat.
i jus got to go (i will go)
sipping on that lean the cup is up.

letter for you ft nicky & osei (xodi)

you not the first to hurt me (jannah)

heaven gates ft saga & kin (jannah & n1lssture)

lyrics
elani: she don’t fuck with me no more 
my heart, my heart
baby tell me why, why we break apart
why we break apart 
and she  treat me like a silver star
laying our eyes at the stars
maybe we could go far 
love it when you kiss me when it’s dark

rage: say you mad at me why you lying
call me when the night ends
i’m a monster bae do you really like me
call me when it’s sirens
call me  when the night ends 
call me when you’re frighten 
i’m terrified (yea yeah)

ova: i’m drowning babygirl  can you save me
im trapped behind these walls and they caving 
my heart is torn in piece girl it’s decaying 
im looking for your love im tired of waiting 
im suicidal i told you why
i was on my knees you ignored my cry
all in my dreams all in my mind 
stuck in my head i wanna die
i told the truth you told me lies
i say im fine but im not alright

tell me why ft elanidivine & rage (ikari)

Lyrics
Cld:
I say it's not my fault
But I'm wishin I had the time for you
Wishing I could right my wrongs
I can't and I know it's not fine with you  
Can't change who I am
But i thought that's who you fell in love with?
Holding hands in public
Now you don't even look my way 
He give you the life you deserve, the one you wanted all along
But you can't say that I'm in the wrong for waiting for you to hit my phone
(H-H-How could I)
How could I not be the one that you want?
I'll do everything that I can to make you feel all of my love

Ova:
you don’t love me right now baby but you’ll miss me when i’m gone 
you don’t care about me but i still care about you 
cut my arms until i fucking bleed can’t you tell that i been bruised
all the shit that you did to me i’ll never ever do to you
all these tears in my eye babygirl i hate my life 
you say you’ll change for me but you never make things right
everyone abandoned me and i don’t even know why
can you tell me the reason baby why am i still alive
i just want to end it baby i just want to end it all….
they praying on me to fail they praying on my downfall
these painkillers ain’t working im done using tylenol 
my back was against the wall and i had no one to call

Marluxiam:
had my back against the wall u burning bridges bae
i don’t wanna talk about it there ain’t much to say 
hittin me on the night lettin u decide
if u wanna see me again tonight
if u could stay for a while 
u make me feel like a child 
u make me feel like i should be better than this
better than this
and when i pull up with the stick i got my fire baby
pull up with the stick i got the right one baby
oh yeah u knew who i was messing with 
from the start

is it my fault ft cld & marluxiam (revert)

lyrics:
they treated me the worst way
i used to cry on thursday
looking for some real love why the hell am i searching 
i know that life ain’t perfect  don’t want it to be perfect 
i had to put the pills because they wasn’t working
i knew this shit wouldnt worth it 
i’m focused on my health 
i had to leave that girl alone and focus on myself
only person stopping me is my own fucking self
i was doing bad at first but now im feeling well
it’s a whole new day, yeah..
they like ova are you doing straight, yeah..
you really think we cool babe, nahh
try to love me now it’s too late, yeah
had to pick up the dam pen
i really feel that i can win
i took them Ls all alone now it’s about time i lock 
in
it’s about time i pop my shit
gon speak up like im  jay critch 
yall niggas out here staying broke while im out here getting rich
im with my slimes yeah im with my woes
im on the south side with my bros
he claiming he slime im wiping his nose 
done so much shit that nobody knows
if you gone leave then baby just go
2400 really rock the show
counting this money yea i need some mo
ova turned 21 he finna ball out
they done let a real nigga ball now
they see a nigga getting paper now they wanna answer when i call now
arp with a drum attached aint ever scared for to walk down
i could pull any bitch i want i don’t ever gotta talk down
can’t change what i done 
go through pain gotta run 
im really the chosen one 
red cup finna pour me one
ima shine bright like the sun
all these mental battles i done won
ima ball like 2 4 finna ball like im kobe son

chosen one (ikari)

lyrics

done a lot im afraid to say 
who would’ve knew things would end this way 
say im fine but im not ok 
shouldve knew that love was fake 
why this happen to me 
you the only girl i need 
you no longer by my side so i cry myself to sleep 
without you by my side i’m incomplete 
im not the one you want but im what you need 
got slits all down my arm i cut till i bleed 
girl when you broke my heart i swear i couldn’t eat 
swear i couldn’t breathe i accept defeat 
focused on myself that hoe for the streets 
fucking up my health this shit make me weak 
i might be this way forever till my health deplete 
focused on money and dollar signs 
fuck what you say the world is mine 
searching for love it’s so hard to find 
i’m giving up i’m tired of trying 
heart and soul is so divine what im posed to do 
girl i need you by my side man im missing you 
i miss you so much and its annoying 
all i wanted was love but u fed me just lust 
inlove with your vibe inlove with your touch 
lets take it slow baby we do not gotta rush 
niggas failing in life they don’t know they identity 
even after all the shit you did i still got my dignity
 babygirl im scarred for life babygirl it’s no fixing me 
i just want to know why? 
why you do this to me?
all this pain and misery, do i deserve it? 
i was looking for your love it left me hurting 
i’m trying to ease the pain this shit not working 
you doing better without me am i a burden?

am i the problem? (1sadboii)

start of a new quest ft osei (backxster + ikari)

lyrics:
me switching on my clique that’s some i’ll never do.
i’m tryna chase these racks you chase a bitch that’s some i’ll never do.
don’t try and love me girl cause i might just end up failing you.
so much shit in this world that i wish i just never knew. 
niggas backdoor niggas be slimey. 
on the south side niggas be dying. 
vvs diamonds them bitches be shining. 
i’m on the crest side posted with ryan. 
ice on my neck it’s changing the climate. 
you say you got me but i don’t got nobody. 
say you’ll ride bitch why is you lying.  
why in the hell did i give you a chance. 
these hating ass niggas be fans. 
Switch on my glock man i’m making it trans. 
how you balling and don’t got no bands. 
nigga got popped need to pick up yo mans. ksubi you can tell by the pants. 
he seen the blackout and that nigga ran. 
why they hate i don’t understand.. 
im just trying the best that i can. 
I was trying the best that i could. 
even though im still stuck in the hood. 
I say im fine but a nigga not good. 
Micro drac that bih came with the wood. counting hundreds man i love when they blue. 
I been hurt man this shit isn’t new… 
was a li nigga but look how i grew. 
she off the drugs now she feeling like rue.
 im off the drugs man i feel like a zombie. Spanish bitch and she calling me papi. 
question god cuz i know that he got me. 
cobra kai man im feeling like robby. 
i’m punching my pockets thats why they look knotty. 
stuck in my head my vision is foggy. 
i’m texting your phone  even though that you blocked me. 
I said I’ll never do it again. 
so why the hell i keep doing it then? 
say i’m done with drugs but i do em again 
say im done with love but i do it again. 
i say im done with music but i do it again. 
can’t tell you why i keep doing this shit. 
real soon everything go make sense. 
still wishing that i didn’t exist. 
all i got is me and myself.  
do you like me or my wealth? 
people hating they hope i fail. 
they say kill myself i might aswell. 
but i’m not doing that fuck the odds i will prevail. i feel like natsu because my life a fairytail….

fairy tail (sentencc)

going thru all this pain but i keep on rolling 
i try to hide my anger  but i can’t control it 
niggas change up everyday, i can’t believe you  folded 
depression hurting me so deep these drugs kill me slowly 
girl you meant so much to me i really hope you know this
 i was begging for some help i thought that  you’ll notice 
they say i’m too emotional that’s probably why they don’t like me 
tryna say im stealing sounds but no one sounding like me
im tryna show my fam the world japan im tryna sight see 
girl leave me the hell alone don’t even try to write me
you’ll think this shit a mmo how bitches kite me 
baby let me go, can i love you nooo
anti depressant use em when im feeling low
self esteem shit main reason i don’t post 
done with this lame shit this pain done took a toll
manipulating myself saying this jus how life goes
all my friends gone they turned into my  foes
i been scarred before man i thought you knew that 
you really hurt my heart why the fuck you do that 
my trauma hawked me down  like a panzer soldat 
why everything good always fucking go bad…
i can’t trust no one i can’t trust a soulll
yall say this who flow? tell him take some notes
without 0 retune yall can’t hold a note 
im talking about my real life none of this a joke.
ima pop it on my own i dont gotta brag or boast 
this just my lifestyle no this shit not new
girl if you lived my life you’ll wanna die too 
i almost killed myself man i really tried to 
i make that real shit that niggas sit and cry to
these niggas not really care about you 
i know the feeling well when nobody likes you 
all these evil thoughts i pray that they go away 
i say im good dawg knowing dam well that i ain’t
and when i go up they gone try to eat up off my plate 
but i don’t care, all that matters is my people straight

negativity > positivity (shyne)

ova 
what the fuck do you want from me?
speak up stop mumbling 
i gave that girl all i had that’s why my heart crumbling
she was the best thing i ever had
but now she done with me
i took my L like a boss babygirl you know im a G
if i was bad as you say 
why did you say nothing 
the problem could’ve been solved only if you said something 
why you had to go away
why did you run away 
this real life baby i ain’t got no time to play 
some niggas won’t be satisfied till they see me in a grave
i tell people that im fine but im not okay 
too stuck up in my ways don’t think ill ever change 
i promise when im gone i wont even leave a trace
you can see the pain in my face 
got a lot of shit on my plate 
was all this for a reason or all this just a waste?

say something ft osei (backxster)

it be the niggas you trust the most 
that end up being the fakest 
i really got backdoored how my own nigga gone snake me 
i really been sad as hell 
ain been myself lately
is this shit all for none or is it time i’m wasting 
why do niggas not rock with us 
this diary shit not what it was
i really stay out the mix 
why do niggas hate my guts
niggas hating just because 
like what did i do to them 
they not fucking with li ova 
they always be rude to him 

my heart is broke it’s torn
i wish i wasn’t born 
i wish they would’ve left my side before these feelings formed
been cutting on my wrist again got cuts all down my arm
why they did me bad when i didn’t mean no harm
walking through the storm 
why did you do that
tried my best man that’s a fact
i need yo help man where you at
on the block bitch like im shaq
you switched up aint feeling that 
had to cut some niggas off when i found out they’ll rat 
they did me all typa ways 
never thought my dog would change 
they trying to take a nigga swag you can’t ride this tidal wave 
it’s like my life a endless maze 
opposition steady in the way 
everybody left my side girl 
i don’t care if you leave or stay

it be the niggas you trust the most 
that end up being the fakest 
i really got backdoored how my own nigga gone snake me 
i really been sad as hell 
ain been myself lately
is this shit all for none or is it time i’m wasting 
why do niggas not rock with us 
this diary shit not what it was
i really stay out the mix 
why do niggas hate my guts
niggas hating just because 
like what did i do to them 
they not fucking with li ova 
they always be rude to him

is this all for none? (backxster sowhat)

how did things get so bad 
didn’t expect it to end like this
i’m starting to cut again got blood all on my wrist
you really broke my heart hell nah it can’t be fixed
you blame me for your pain but we all been through shit
i was so downbad yeah i was at my lowest
i was begging for help from you 
yeah i thought you’ll notice
you used to cry to me 
i used to cry to you 
you used to lie to me 
but i never lied to you 
yeah i suffer from ied so i sabotage myself
i try to express myself but things never always go well
if you didn’t love me for real girl why you didn’t tell me
thought that girl was my world but now everything’s failing 
i thought things would work but dam im finna give up
i’m finna give up 
dam 
im finna give up
i’m on the southside posted with my niggas
who would’ve known that emotions could kill us
creative mode niggas can’t out build us
they switching on me but they know i’m the realest
ah dam know im the trillest
you here to hate then get the fuck on 
pop 2 percs now look now i’m gone
even my therapist fuck wit my songs
love is no good i wish i was warned
she look good but a demon with horns
she hurt me so bad girl my heart is torn
tell me how do i get through this storm

walking time bomb (backxster)

all i got is just me 
all i got is myself 
crying yourself to sleep
girl i know how i feel 
why this happened to me
this shit don’t feel real 
i tried the best that i could but somehow i still fail 
like what the hell suicide i might aswell
just got myself i don’t have no one else 
say baby why you leaving me 
i’m the one who treat you well 
my heart hurt when it bleeds i was so sad you wasn’t there 
but you don’t care bitch you not even trying 
you obsessed with fucking lying 
in the vc with labyrion 
where’s true love i can’t find it 
life going bad niggas dying 
im not doing good on my end 
i’m depressed can’t you see im crying 
this shit happens again again again 
i’m thinking bout giving up i hate my life i don’t deserve this shit 
so much pressure building up i don’t think ill ever fucking win 
they tell me pray to god but best believe i already did 
yea i pray every night and nothing change ain’t nothing happening 
just look me in my eyes and you’ll see the pain that’s deep within 
i hope my prayers work because i just want this pain for to end
everyone giving up why they gave up on me at my worst
she put me in last but i’m the one who had to put her first 
shit hurt me so bad ima still move on even though it hurts 
even when life bad ima still hop on beats and somehow surf
play with my twin im going berserk 
she played with my heart but i know my worth 
you want you a bag i buy you some kurt 
im not what you want but im what you deserve
im not losing focus girl im on alert 
i cry to myself hope things don’t get worst 
why do you treat me like im a jerk
try to hide my scars but shit doesn’t work

can't hide my scars (backxster dimpleb)

i know it’s my fault baby that things changed
it hurts me girl that we went separate ways
didn’t want you to go girl can you please stay
i’m trying to move on but i’m afraid..
of this world without you 
i don’t know girl if i could live without you 
i’m all alone i got no friends
i die right now i won’t be missed
like why do i even exist 
my life just filled with misery
i just wanna quit 
am i meant for this?
i don’t think i am
i’m fighting this illness
and things getting worst
man this hurts
i wanna die take me off this earth 
all this pain i might deserve 
i try to heal but nothing works

nothing works (yungdni jkj dimple)

i did what i could
i think it’s time to quit
im focused on my grind 
girl i’m tryna go get rich 
didn’t expect you for to change
didn’t expect you girl to switch 
girl tell me what you want best believe i’ll grant your wish
i’m tired of this pain it ain’t no end of this
a hole in my heart i can’t get rid of it
my heart is broken it ain’t no fixing it
girl all i know is pain and misery

you say it’s ok but it’s not
i gave you all i had when ain’t have a lot 
you want me dead you hope i rot
you better than this that’s what i thought
sadly i was wrong i dont regret shit baby 
you’ll miss when i’m gone
i’m trapped inside my room 
been crying all night long
i thought i told you baby im not safe all alone
i’m trying to stay strong
i know what’s real what’s fake
i know that you a snake
just trying to tell my story and somehow they still hate
like why they hate on ova 
because they know ill be great
as long as the wind blowing I’m gone keep going
wanna know why i’m this it’s a sad story 
i’m done trying with you girl our love horrid
i rather go m i a then deal with torment

torment (violet)

i became a whole new man i don’t know where to begin. 
i isolated myself from the whole dam world, don’t really got many friends. 
still finna kick shit like i’m with cobra kai and still finna blow my gen. 
know im with osei and know i be with p5.
know we gone pop our shit. 
they copy they follow, nigga bet not diss on aloe. 
playing pokémon we in kalos, in the kalos region nigga. 
and i dance when im off the jigga
and my name gone be remembered. 
I’m gone ball like damian lillard. 
got more stripes than fucking tigger. 
i’m deep in her liver.
im so cold i make bitches shiver. 
like zoro im using enma. 
bad li ho eat me for dinner. 
I be lying to these hoes she would’ve thought my name was simba. 
some people think i’m tripping but nah 
i just can’t go if my feelings involved. 
one foot in and one foot out. 
bad ass hoe tryna come to my house. 
my music it’s making her bounce. 
i’m a king put your knee to the ground. 
hear my voice and they copy the sound.  
i was lost at first but now im found. 
I fell in love with my draco, my shooters shoot when i say so. 
try to slide now he got a halo, matter fact nigga shoutout halo. 
man you niggas suck throw tomatoes.
boo yeah nigga boo. 
yeah my gun is as big as a broom. 
v8 engine that bih gone go vroom. 
my head steady ain’t losing my cool. 
me and my team like the legion of doom. 
popping this perc help me get in my groove. 
no you can’t use me no i’m not a tool. 
hoes be sliming like tokyo ghoul. 
i’m a real nigga not touching my jewels.
and i’m gone keep going even though this world cruel.

was lost but now im found (rewind ikari)

just a response…

lyrics:
nigga hopped online to dick eat me
ha that’s what wrong with you niggas
talking bout fastlife but you living a bad life 
broke ass niggas needa get you some act right 
ain’t even saying shit i’m getting em mad hype
ha i’m getting em mad hot
niggas don’t like yall, yall thinking it’s my fault
if he keep talking im giving em white chalk
toting that real fye yall toting some airsofts 
hm niggas b bitches 
hm these niggas ain living how i’m living 
its sad yall mama raised yall into bitches
way too old to b acting like hoes
i hear shit talk but ain dropping no los
i’ll fly to you nigga and beat yo ass quick 
but niggas be scared they don’t wanna do it
yall know yall need a license for allat riding dick 
used to talk down on everyone that you hang wit
you called em a bitch but now he yo bro?
say you smoking on what man yeen smoking shit
worry bout diary and stop tryna diss
if you irrelevant why you even talking shit
i’ll spit in yo face and you won’t do shit
wanna bond off mentioning my name ain that crazy
niggas fake they all fugazi
say you got morals but look who you around with
joking bout age play look who you surround with
diary weird man yall need some saving
yea im from bama nigga shoutout saban 
speak the real stop the faking like wassaname with them younger ladies👎🏽
but it’s multiple of yall i can’t speak on
yall on discord getting yall creep on 
try to stay quiet but yall niggas keep on 
r kelly ass nigga ol diddy ass niggas
yall niggas be posting cp and shit 
tryna diss osei but you a fruity ass bitch 
in vc talking bout you’ll fuck dudes and shit 
you sure you ain a faggot stupid ass bitch
i just wanted niggas to admit that they wrong 
but they rather bitch and whine on they dam story
if you gone talk atleast tell the truth
how i’m 23  i ain turn 22
man im grown as hell why even lie bout my age
why you go silent when i’m talking bout fades 
rap not for you nigga go get a trade 
yall E ranks while im special grade
hell nah 
can’t argue with you if you live with your mom
can’t argue with you if yo ass is a bum
can’t argue with you cuz u niggas is dumb
while you argue with me yo bitch getting filled with cum..
dumb ass nigga
why even mention my name

Ova!

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