a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 2/30
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In 2020, I lost a close family friend due to COVID-19. The last time I saw him was when he visited my family and me in late 2019. At the time I was studying for exams and didn't give him the time he needed and that was the last time I saw him.
In the past, I lost my grandparents in a similar manner.
'at the end of time' is an attempt to convey how I feel now. All the work did pay off, but at what cost? I could have everything I could ever want but would lose everyone in the process.
It taught me about how unfortunately anyone at any time could disappear, and that I should remember to put these people first and give them the love, time, and care they need.
Everything else in this world is temporary.

at the end of time
The family friend and my grandparents were some of the sweetest people that could ever have existed. They would always encourage me with everything I did, from music to my studies and would always make me feel like I was special.
My paternal grandmother was the last grandparent to live, and she passed away before I got a place at medical school, something that all of my grandparents dreamt of and encouraged me to pursue. At the time of writing this, I have finished my fifth year of medical school, done well in my exams, and won a scholarship, but they're not here to see it.
I wish you could see me now, I know I would've made you proud and I'm sorry I didn't give you more time. If you're out there, wherever you are, I hope you can see what I'm doing. This is all for you and I will be the best I can be for you.

lyrics:
[verse 1]
at what cost did i succeed?
by giving into my own greed

i didn't give the time you need 
and now you're no longer here

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

[verse 2]
i want a way out
i hate how you're not around
i wish you could see me now
i know that i would've made you proud

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

at the end of time

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quick 1 hour cover of "I Ain't Ever Loved No One" by Donovan Woods and Tenille Townes

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i have no idea why this exists tbh

from like 2020 or 2021

been in love with this track ever since I first heard it, and I immediately knew I had to do something with it. had this remix laying around for a few months and decided it was time to post. hope you enjoy my take on this !! 
@clayekea
https://soundcloud.com/clayekea/wish-i-was

Clayekea - Wish I Was (remix)

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From August 10th to August 11th, 2024, over 1,000 creatives woke up early, clocked out of work, gathered with friends, and prepared for the 24-hour challenge to come. As submissions roll in, the day passes in the blink of an eye. Musicians put their final touches on their songs, passing around the master file for one final polish from all collaborators. Visual artists eagerly await for the few final minutes of their render to pass with no issues. All participants take one big, deep breath as they upload their files and hit "Submit". Out of 562 music submissions and 71 art submissions, 45 shining tracks and one cover design were selected and organized with care into one final album. It captures a glimpse of the evolving creativity not just of our community, but of creatives everywhere.

First and foremost, All Nighter is about joy; the payoff is well worth it, but the purpose is in the process. It's so much more than making a song or cover art with a friend—it's human connection. It's learning how to push yourself beyond your creative limits. It's taking pride in your hard work. It's meeting new people who happen to love the same musicians and artists as you. Creating what makes you happy is a joy that keeps the wheels of creativity turning; we all owe it to ourselves to love what we make, and make what we love.

All proceeds from All Nighter, Vol. 9 will be donated to the National Alliance for Eating Disorders, a charity that provides referrals, education, and support to individuals experiencing eating disorders and their loved ones.

// Find out more about the charity
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// Album art by Meepwrath
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Rocor, NOIR, distant, Rainswept & adronn - ASPEN GROVE (ft. Puppet)

So Right With You

This song is VERY special to me. It's a homage to the many artists that have inspired me over the years, but specifically dedicated to the one and only, @acloudyskye
 His music is what has made me want to pursue a sound that I truly enjoy, and I just wanted to show my appreciation for him in the best way I can; that being, music.
 I've included a few easter eggs here and there, spread as small motiffs and sound design details referencing a few of Skye's songs. Hope you find them all ;)

Anyways, I will also list all other artists that have inspired me in my artistic career:
@ripreaver
@jaronsteele
@epsyle
@pearlywhite
@10_05
@deadwint3r
@salvaa_mp3
@beatsbyfate
@vowlmusic
@officialmedasin
@formerhero
@xavimakesmusic
@therealbonjr
@laxcitymusic
@tapei
@sacemusicsc
@spheriamusic
@paarkdtc
@hammockmusic
@bendelofficial
@LIZDEK
 I owe them everything I've ever done so far, and for that reason I will forever be greatful for the music they brought to this world. 

Hope you enjoy the song <3

-ebu

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