[Verse 1]
Your voice still sleeps in the corners of this room
Fading like the sun in the late afternoon
I reach for a hand that’s not coming back
Still feel your shadow pressing in the cracks
And I hate that I still find comfort in the pain
Like a song I can’t forget, playing in the rain

[Chorus]
You broke me, but I’m breaking more alone
Silence feels heavier than the storms we owned
I thought freedom would open up the air
But it’s cold and you’re not there
I’m drifting in the calm I wanted so bad
God, I miss the chaos we had

[Verse 2]
Your eyes were oceans that pulled me too deep
And I let myself drown just to hear you speak
Every lie was a light I still followed through
Even knowing it would burn, I’d come back to you
And now the walls hum with the ghost of your breath
Every night’s just a quieter death

[Chorus]
You broke me, but I’m breaking more alone
Silence feels heavier than the storms we owned
I thought freedom would open up the air
But it’s cold and you’re not there
I’m drifting in the calm I wanted so bad
God, I miss the chaos we had

[Bridge]
If you called, I would run through the dark again
Even knowing where the road would end
Better your fire than this frozen sky
Better your arms than saying goodbye

[Chorus]
You broke me, but I’m breaking more alone
Silence feels heavier than the storms we owned
I thought freedom would open up the air
But it’s cold and you’re not there
I’m drifting in the calm I wanted so bad
God, I miss the chaos we had

[Outro]
Your voice still sleeps in the corners of this room
Fading like the sun in the late afternoon

I Miss The Chaos

A Night In Dublin


Have you ever spent 
A night in Dublin
With your head spinning 
And your tongue free-wheeling 

Have you ever tried
To smoke the smoke
You smoked just to save it
For a little more 

Have you ever spent 
A night in Dublin
Wearing a pioneer hat
And thinking of Arizona instead

Have you ever been walking 
Through these Irish street
Listening to the echo 
Of your own voice deep

I was playing in my mind
That nicest riff of my life
Answering that to you
You can get bored in California too


So let’s sing along tonight
Let’s sing along under this rain 
Let’s sing along together 
This life
We can’t make it right 
But like this Dublin’s night
It smells so nice and fine


Have you ever spent 
A night in Dublin
With your head spinning 
And your tongue free-wheeling 

Have you ever tried
To smoke the smoke
You smoked just to save it
For a little more 


Have you ever spent 
A night in Dublin
Wearing a pioneer hat
And thinking of Arizona instead

Have you ever been walking 
Through these Irish street
Listening to the echo 
Of your own voice deep

I was playing in my mind
The nicest riff of my life
Answering that to you
You can get bored in California too



So let’s sing along tonight
Let’s sing along under this rain 
Let’s sing along together 
This life
We can’t make it right 
But like this Dublin’s night
It smells so nice and fine

(Why should I go to Paris?
I’m in Dublin)

(Why should I go to New York City?
I’m in Dublin)

(why should I go to London Town
Oh
I’m in Dublin )

(Enjoying the fireworks) 

You gotta eat when you’re hungry 
You know

A Night In Dublin

Alone While Living is a raw post-grunge confession about isolation, the hollowness of life, and the silence that frames it all. With haunting verses, heavy choruses, and lyrics that cut deep, this track explores the truth that death isn’t the scariest part — it’s living that hurts the most.
The song moves between soft, brooding moments and explosive grunge-fueled riffs, capturing the ache of loneliness even in a crowded world. A track for anyone who has felt unseen, unheard, or alone in the noise of life.

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