i know you gave it up after the 1st try
nothing compares to you on that one night
you can have whatever you want but its a sacrifice
you wont belong to yourself after you die
my life is already hell so i dont mind
i might as well take advantage of it while im alive
your eyes hypnotize me every fucking time
your eyes hypnotize me every fucking time
cult cult cult cult cult cult cult cult
cult cult cult cult cult cult cult cult
cult cult cult cult

cult

excited

somewhere

forgot prod
-

if i cut your tongue out
could you really blame me
cause i hate when you talk about
all the things that could break me
and now that i know
where your mind goes
when youre all alone
in the dirt

if i were to cut ur tongue off

happy vday guys

///

i'm only here cus i want to get to know
ur tellin friends you don't like me 
but only if they knew
im tellin stories that only ever apply to you

only if they knew

i'm driving home i can barely even see the road
it's getting scary but i cant have a thought of my own
im in my head sometimes i even wish i were dead

sorry lol i'm not sure i'm okay to drive

https://soundcloud.com/kushradio-248206424/win95-whatcouldvebeen?

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whatcouldvebeen (r!sky cover) 何があったでしょうか？

@deadatdawn

Breaking down again
You pushed me away until I cave
In my own skin
I have all these problems I can’t take
And you’re one of them
I won’t fall through until I’m dead
So kill me now

@gashneck

Watch me drop to knees in agony
I’m losing my mind
Im losing my breath
I can’t fucking breath
I’m losing my mind
Can’t fucking breath
I’m losing my mind
Can’t fucking breath

@deadatdawn

Breaking down again
You pushed me away until I cave
In my own skin
I have all these problems I can’t take
And you’re one of them
I won’t fall through until I’m dead
So kill me now

KILL ME NOW FT GASHNECK

needy

i know im not the same
you crush me when youre words come out 
youre just like a fae
the blade is all ive ever felt
just push me away
its never the same with you right now 
you turn me away
away

ive been so lost
tryna find my way to you
ive been so gone 
girl you left me stuck in 2 
i dont know why
i even try 
a bloody mess because of you

i cant just take away 
all the promise that 
make me bleed
why must you forsaken me

i wish it was you
i didnt mean too
cause you no problems 
its always been you

Carve your name into my skin
its always you

*i know im not the same* youuu
*you crush me when youre words come out* youuu
*youre just like a fae* youu
*the blade is all ive ever felt* youu
*just push me away* youu
*its never the same with you right now* youu
*you turn me away* youu
*away*youu

*i know im not the same* youuu
*you crush me when youre words come out* youuu
*youre just like a fae* youu
*the blade is all ive ever felt* youu
*just push me away* youu
*its never the same with you right now* youu
*you turn me away* youu
*away*youu

CARVE YOUR NAME INTO MY SKIN

guitar by me
Don’t come home drunk
I don’t feel like arguing anymore
Can you see my lungs?
Cos I see tears in your pores
Don’t wanna find you out
I tried to hide it but you always tend to run your mouth
You tried to run away so infatuated with doubt
And it fled to your skin but you won’t let me in

lungs

cover song - 

i miss being home
that place felt like love
first kiss on my parents couch
don't think i ever told them
how much, that i miss them
how much, that i miss them
in this little town
there was someone i loved
we don't talk, oh she probably hates me
cause i took something from her
her trust
her love
but we left, left it behind



if i were to cut ur tongue off

can you feel my heart still?