fairy

im terrorized
as you keep holding on the snowstorm
heading nowhere but the back of my mind
and the police say that you're wanted on the news
and youre on the run for the money affairs

we couldve skyped or we couldve called if you said so tonight
cuz the moon looks so bright on you
and when you answer my missed calls and you reach out from your door
for something that you're not used to anymore
its alright

i said "when youre be gone from this city, ill be there for you"
my feet are buried in the sand
and between the shreds of sleep and the hours begin to creep
my soul has turned into pieces of your skin
if youre afraid we will look togheter, if you call my name i will be a feather on your skin

we couldve skyped or we couldve called if you said so tonight
cuz the moon looks so bright on you
Slowly off my touch
A moment of despair in your mind
and when you answer my missed calls and you reach out from your door
for something that you're not used to anymore
When i'll leave the ground, the moon will be so gentle to you
its alright

most wanted

flux

sorry i've been away. i've felt like this ^^

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GHOST BREATHING [気]

entirely produced and mixed by capernum
mastered at GLA studios
vocal sample from sarah slean - "me i'm a thief"

lyrics:

intro

im a photograph taken
from where we are

are, are, are, are

chorus 1

frozen on the road
i saw lights engraved in stone
nailed to the crossing and faulted against
maybe i’ll believe if i find you again     

verse

and i try to move slowly
take a minute and i stop to catch my breath
stuck up in the nosebleeds
caught up in the lights, i can’t take a step

moving like a yard a day
legs still stuck in place
nothing left to keep you safe
hoping i could find a way

chorus 2

frozen on my own          
i saw lights engraved in stone
nailed to the crossing and faulted against
maybe i'll believe if i find you again

post-chorus

and i
found myself
in a rut
holding still
you’ll see me
but i can’t move
maybe the key
is forgetting
forgetting you

bridge

are, are, are, are

outro

frozen on the road
i saw lights engraved in stone 
nailed to the crossing and faulted against
i'll believe if i find you again

caught in the headlights

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prod me

is the creek too harsh for you?
can you breathe laid on your back?
now you're back in motion, back in motion
spilling on my lap

if you squeeze me i might bruise
keep on bracing till i crash
i keep grasping gravel
sunburn's peeling back

there's only so many stars
and so many car alarms
i get left

and i get cut by a card
you wrote me for valentine's
and i get left
now i get left

i can't see through your perfume
you're a smokescreen when im blacked
need a mask while approaching
halfway hoping i'll trip on a crack

does it mean nothing to you?
all the sand left in my bag
you'll just catch the bus
think back not once
i can't look
i can't trust

there's only so many stars
and so many car alarms
i get left

and i get cut by a card
you wrote me for valentine's
and i get left
now i get left

car alarms

I can see again
The black spots in my eyes are wide open
And they are wandering, wandering around the room
I drove through the rain
Fourteen hours in isolation just to be home again
And it was all the same
All the same, anyway
Nothing lost, nothing gained
It was all the same

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

I can breathe
Through the anger in my chest that has latched to me
My lover, you are not to blame
Not to blame for anything
I can feel again
The cold touch from a window blows like a javelin
And if it's new to me
Is it all the same, all the samе to you?
Some lies, some truths
Is it all thе same, all the same anyway?
Nothing lost, nothing gained
Is it all the same, all the same anyway?
I am drawn to you, but you were drawn away

And it didn't hurt me
I am not your hurting
I am not my history

Drawn Away

you gave away all my secrets and I carried away what I regret
can I try to see all the light inside you? I’m trying to see all the light
I know that you’re proud of your features and I cower away as a teacher
and my substance abuse while I’m losing my youth, you do everything i couldn’t do
I was watching from the bleachers, yelling angrier than preachers
ripping up your t-shirt, I kinda liked that t-shirt

so who am I to you?
yea who am I to you?

tell me do you wanna meet her? the girl runnin in the sneakers
does she know that you can see her? i bet ya feel like a creeper
baby now you’re on the big stage!! keepin’ up with what the kids say
I never ever see your hips sway… you should really let your hips sway
so tell me

who am I to you?
who am I to you?
I said who am I to you?
yea who am I to you?

will you pay me any mind?
will you give me a reply?
does it work with your schedule?
does it work with your vision?

yea who am I to you?
who am I to you?
tell me who am I to you?
yea who am I to you?
go go go go!

3.17.25

Creeper

Try not to repeat it
For I am closer to the edge

Than/Then I think

About the snake that’s been eating
Its own tail

What is left in its wake?

There doesn’t have to be much meaning
No pinning down a force that’s fleeting

Snake

this is how it feels to be me right now despite this being old as fuck

demo demo demo demo demo

dear god that doesn't exist but inside of me and you and we give us the strength and patience and time and energy and health to communicate the things in our heads effectively enough to let them settle into the concrete

white space

I want reasons to stay
when life's in seasonal way
carry this to the grave
all for light when fire's at play
Time wont fly in my head
god it's a nightmare to keep
I'll be right here anyway
fly in spirals I wont sway