(prod. cxrter x wisssery)

(2x)
send me reel tell me how you feel
the way you’re looking at me girl i swear you’ll kill
i love you the way you talk god it doesn’t feel real 
i want you right now baby can come here 

(brecken)
it dont mean too much to let go
but it means a lot to come near
i hate the fact that you dont even understand all of the stuff that i fear
i hate to see all of the contributions that you have made while i been here
gets harder to understand how you been feelin
but i cant go back

but i fear that i wont go back to the place that i was
but i hope that thats not a fact
it wasnt bad there
for once i was glad
i know its better off if i dont go there
but part of me dont make it too clear
its hard enough to have a good year
got a hunnid reasons not to trust peers

(2x)
send me reel tell me how you feel
the way you’re looking at me girl i swear you’ll kill
i love you the way you talk god it doesn’t feel real 
i want you right now baby can come here 

(brecken)
i cant expect you to be here
everytime that it goes wrong
i dont exceed everything going on
i tnink of the nights that we went to the pond
i could try hard but cant fake this
everything i feel is honestly fond
its been so hard on my day shift
struggling making it up to the top

(2x)
send me reel tell me how you feel
the way you’re looking at me girl i swear you’ll kill
i love you the way you talk god it doesn’t feel real 
i want you right now baby can come here

reels (feat. brecken)

i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t have to say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

ain’t no freedom when i pay the price for living
i get crossed inside the function like a christian
living in regret for all the shit ive been missing
these people don’t listen
tossed all my coins in the well i’ve been wishing
wishing i get paid back for all the time that i’ve given
who am i kidding?
i ain’t even have good luck inna minute
cigarette smoke in the sky
this the type of love that make u wanna die
u wanna spread your wings and fly
i promise i’ll remember those eyes
i’m the type to hate goodbyes
so u don’t gotta say goodbye
let’s get high one last time

just pack your bags, just go
it’s the only way you know, oh
there’s nowhere left to go
you never had a home
I’ll see you on the road, road

just go

just go (michael harrison)

lyrics ⬇️

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

and im sorry that i really took the long way home last night
roll the window down and feel the breeze

and im sorry that i smoked another bowl last time
cuz i felt like i couldn’t really breathe

somethin in my head
it make me believe 
they just want me dead
get it out my head

hear me out i dont wanna live this life now
turning down opportunities to hide out
ive been missing all these things while i lay down
and im wishin i could change but its harder than it sounds
and il truthfully that id be better off without the drugs
what they do to me oh i cannot explain it to my bruzz
it made me beautifully ruin all my things and all my stuff
and what im contemplating i dont even know if i can budge
find a cemetery lay my stupid corpse into the mud
like in February when i got tricked into someones love
i cant understand, we were sharing everything 
and now your other man makes you look like youre a freak
i might have a disease
might be OCD 
i roll my other sleeve up cuz it dont look right to me
and then my heart skips a beat
i cant feel like im free
lately everything surrounding me looks like it just bleeds

hear me out gimme two more days and ill be clean
double down 2 more days and if not then ill leave
trouble house, i feel like the destroyer of peace
a couple hours then ill be right where i wanna be
a lower power always tellin me that i should give up
but i dont wanna quit it cuz it was just a hiccup
i never wanna miss it i never wanna mess up
i know it could get better but i do not wanna fix it

hear me out (yunnygoldz)

Find my iPhone found you over there 
Calling up your friends have you seen 
Mariette 
Could of been a typo I pray autocorrects
Apparently you misspoke about a guy
You met
We’re meant to be together watching 
Movies we had plans 
This is how the story goes theirs 
Heartbreak in the air 
Sure you’ll call tomorrow dnd spare me
The rest 
You tell me that you’re sorry but sorry
Won’t bring me back 

Sorry won’t bring me back 
I was waiting all night to have 
You laying in my arms 
Wanna watch a movie tell me what’s 
Your favourite one 
Anyhow it doesn’t really matter now 
Crying on the phone to me like darling
Can we work it out 
(No we can’t)
Can’t you see what you done 
Made a mess of it all

Baby stop calling me 
The beds kinda cold it’s haunting me 
It’s hard to breathe like honestly 
Your words cut deep into my artery
Sending you one too many type of texts
Saying that I’ll block you but I never did
Cutting through my feelings cutting
Through my skin 
Told you don’t call but I’ll never let it ring 
Bet he’s looking over your shoulder why you text me
Grabbing on your body

Find My Iphone (Afterlife & Irby)

last dance

[hook]
could it be more than everything i wanted 
conversations with myself have never felt so haunted
deep anxiety know you could relate
i havent slept i havent eaten
 ive been losing the weight
stuck inside tracing my thoughts 
call that my deep composure
smoking more and more has ruined me 
im such a loner
get nostalgic when i think about my needed closure
its common practice 
with the trauma cause its never over

[verse]
and its not healthy its not right
all the feelings kept inside
i lay awake at night and cry
my god im turning 25
have i wasted 
wasted all my time 
im pacing back and forth with day splits
wonder why im anxious
medicated issues 
its been so hard just to face it
can you be honest when you say it
youre still the reason i dont say shit
and it could never be my favorite 
mirrors in my room to remind me 
what it came with
im my own problem and ive faced it
facing the issue i dont say shit

25 (toyema)

produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(halfhearted)
said i wouldn’t trip 
but i miss the way it felt when we kissed and our lips touched
don’t know how you live, just admit that i’m too much
since i was a kid, hear em saying i’m a no one
i wasn't one for the games
or making a song for the fame
hop in the whip switching lanes
burden still up in my brain, break all the chains
sick of the faces around
wake up and i’m drowning
when rain hits the ground, i can’t help but feel clouded

(kiddamo)
take my sweater cuz outside is freezing
i can’t live with the thought of you leaving
but if you want you can go
i got used to the cold
i miss the conversations that we used to have on the phone
if i could rewind
re-rewind to the start
watching as the fireworks combine with all the stars
i spent my whole life wondering like “where you are”
stay where you are

(brecken)
and i been grounded, but when it rains i still think about you
still hear the sirens whenever i do sum’ i shouldn't do
yeah well that's how it goes
lying to people you love and you know it
yea all of it shows
they can see what you doing in the moment
losing my focus
i'm feeling broken
thinkin’ bout chili’s
that would be so lit
all of my homies
eatin’ tortilla chips
chips full of spinach dip
just give me a tub of it

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

(lil booj)
hey there can you pick me up 
i’m in the lost and found again 
i’ve got my only friend right beside me 
the thread i keep it tight 
i keep it on the mend 
i try to keep us safe and then you stop me 
tell me you’re sad about maybe we’re crashing out, i know 
nothing we talk about goes anywhere because i know 
sediment building up, everyone doubting me, oh no!
are you proud of what you see, now you feel it so?

(yungcray)
paranoia when i step outside 
i’m feeling like this all the time 
got no time, need to find my coat
i hope my gloves are still inside
ice heart, i know I’m cold 
yea this shit’s getting borderline
tell me that there’s more to life 
i can’t feel myself, but i’m the reason that i live like this 
gas up from the shelf, i roll it up and we don’t think a thing
i been in this maze, god this shit gon’ drive me crazy 
i been feeling different lately

(vails)
they tell me look for signs
might be written in the stars
even though they’ve realigned
i still feel like i am far away from an answer
oh i wish i had the answers
now it’s eleven fifty three
still been caught up on IG
scrolling past old memories 
of us by the tapestry in my old home
where we should of left it all alone

(notahero)
pull the cameras out
it’s been a while since i smiled
i wanna jot it down
and try to make up for the times that you’re not around
banging my windows, flickering lights
i’m being haunted by the ghost of things that i don’t like to talk about
my heart kept in a fortress but inside it’s breaking down
if i said it, then i meant it
you’d understand if you’d just hear me out
i can’t hear you my thoughts way too loud
smoking loud

cameras out! (cypher) w/ notahero, halfhearted, kiddamo, brecken, lil booj, yungcray, & vails

i got something on the way
pray for my brothers hope we all gon' be okay
ill come back but can you meet me halfway
she said dont go life could be great
im moving so slow off of this drink
but time slows when i see you
and you think i would leave you
why the hell would i leave you
why the hell would i

i aint feel it all the same way
and i feel like we aint speak in like a couple days
and we could be that couple that just drives away
im getting sick of this town
im getting sick of the frown that you make when i make another mistake yea
throw me down to the ground when my whole world is quaking
think im reviving my heart just to break it
just look me in my eyes when you resusitate it
give me cpr
pour out my heart
i hope that you like it
i hope that you like it
yea all these love songs been for you but these raps been for me
i smoke stinky im still wondering how i smell so clean
bootcut jeans im with my posse all my guys on me
top shelf hit like its designer, tastes like burberry

i got something on the way
pray for my brothers hope we all gon' be okay
ill come back but can you meet me halfway
she said dont go life could be great
im moving so slow off of this drink
but time slows when i see you
and you think i would leave you
why the hell would i leave you
why the hell would i

am i hurt i cant feel it
she scared imma do something stupid
baby i got a good thing going
you dont gotta worry
i know it makes you nervous when im home alone
and for that im sorry
she holds me
and rips those violent images out of my eyelids
i swear i sleep better when youre next to me
im nowhere
im nothing
my cold hands
are shaking
im a monster
in monsters clothing
but ill try to forget it
just like you told me to

life could be great (p. under the maple tree)

feel better <3 (prod. ninewaters)

(prod by cxrter x tahtx)
4/14/25
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle x @februariesforgotten
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
Send me forth by god
My angel,
Your the only one that could've seen me from this angle
A testament for hours spent,
Your the only devil I've seen of lately

[VERSE]
You should tear this up
This picture's already faded
They say I'm down on my luck
That shit's outdated
I'm so jaded
Thinking that she's fading out
Said, "She's fading out."

[HOOK]
Say your fighting like an animal
You're caging in, you're caging out
This barn is full of vermin for a cat could never kick em' out

Say your fighting like an animal
You're caging in, you're caging out
This caverns full of serpents, navigate me through another route

[CHORUS]
Saying, one.
Two,
Threw my fucking shoe at a crack head down by the river last week
Saying, "What's new?"
Inside this shitty town
Where nothing ever changes and the drugs are all around

[VERSE]
You should tear this up
This picture's already faded
I burned like some of your stuff
But that shits already fading

[MARCH22ND]
Don't go,
You were sayin' that you wouldn't to your brother last week 
It's been so cold
Got a phone call cryin' from your mother last week
And I can't help
But hope to hear you call
When you spoke out
That was the last time we talked
In this freezing haunted house
I hear your voice ring though the walls

Get me outta here!
I lost myself about a year ago
It gets bad in here
There's spiders, serpents, rats, and rodents
Picking at your bones
Going mad in here
I hear you wherever I go
In this town of ghosts
It's sad to know they're screaming

Don't go,
You were sayin' that you wouldn't to your brother last week 
It's been so cold
Got a phone call cryin' from your mother last week
Screaming, "Don't go!" don't go.

Barn of Vermin feat. march22nd (cxrter x tahtx)

Want My Dawg Back

✨ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ sᴘɪɴs.✨
 Founder of @demon-here-collective ⚰️
<333 @333collective 😈
📼 Upcoming Releases:
Posting whenever I feel like it

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Barn of Vermin feat. march22nd (cxrter x tahtx)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)

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