fallout ft flesh (p. bloodcryy + ryan kelly)

prod @jolst
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is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

that wasn't all I could handle
been through the rut than more than just a handful
had my friends to call 
and to stand through the storm I was that blew me out just like a candle 
I can tell u all the things that I hate
I can tell u all the things that weigh
well im past that now
I don't feel that hate
im happy now need to realise it 

is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

I had to get high
so that I could waste time
watch my life pass by
I don't know what I was thinking
certainly knew yeah what I was mixing yeah
that was a bad time of my life
thinking back I wish I could go back in time
tell myself that everything will be alright
alright alright alright

is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

talking in the mirror

(prod by loverboy x ll lk)
3/10/25
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
1 on 1
You hit all over
I guess,
Babe, I'll come on over now
It's over now

[PRE-CHORUS]
You don't want it
(when you wake up)
You don't care to figure out that I'm toxic
(Gonna stay up)

[CHORUS]
I might fuck around inside your house possessing objects
I don't really care about the ghost inside my conscience
Every time I wake up I feel so nauseous
(Feeling nauseous)
Hold up, watch this

[BRIDGE]
Standing still but I feel so alive (alive)
When you come back
Haunt me in the night
I don't care babe, It's all alright (alright)
Baby, hold me tight cuz I know I died

[CHORUS-CONTINUED]
Standing still but I feel so alive (so alive)
Come and haunt me inside the night
It's fine (it's fine)

[PRE-HOOK]
But I stand still
And I feel so boring
Hit up Steve
My boy, he's still snoring

[HOOK]
Dead, dead
Wake up getting out of your bed, bed
Is this song stuck in in your head, head

[VERSE]
Oh my god
I hit a line and I think I'm sweating
Did I hit a nerve?
I'm sorry I'm boring
Armageddon and the world is ending

[PRE-CHORUS]
You don't want it
(when you wake up)
You don't care to figure out that I'm toxic
(Gonna stay up)

[CHORUS]
I might fuck around inside your house possessing objects
I don't really care about the ghost inside my conscience
Every time I wake up I feel so nauseous
(Feeling nauseous)
Hold up, watch this

[OUTRO]
In the forest animals come alive (come alive)
Hunt you down, eat you tonight
I don't know what your asking for my darling
All I fucking know is that world is ending

Toxic (prod. loverboy x ll lk)

This song feels like a swamp filler episode 

Lyrics-

MyGreatEscape

(prod by mxtthxw x cxrter)
3/22/25
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
God,
Forsake me
Part the Red Sea

God,
You made me
Why do you hate me?

Not a perfect image inside of your mind
And when I come inside I wonder why I'm alive still
(Why am I alive still?)

[HOOK]
Smoking cigarettes
How am I not dead yet?
Think I need an acid bath
Drain it with some xanny's, yeah
Yuh, yuh

Just relax
Honestly, it's not that bad yet

Smoking cigarettes
Baby, are you fiending yet?
Acid in my lungs,
I hear the voices going, "Ha, ha."

Just relax
Honestly, it's not that bad yet

[VERSE]
I can not go on another day without a blood bath
Stupid, when I speak up always catch em' with their tongues out
Bullies in these sand pits always drown me when we wrestle
Honestly, I think that your the reason for bad vessels
Say so,
If you wanna run inside these rat holes

[CHORUS]
God,
Forsake me
Why do you hate me?
I can go on all day if you just let me

[BRIDGE]
Let me be cuz I cannot breathe
This anxiety is all that I need

[VERSE]
Heaven's gate never looked so far
Why do I gotta try so hard?
Oh my lord never saw anything in me
I saw that shit on TV

[HOOK]
Smoking cigarettes
How am I not dead yet?
Think I need an acid bath
Drain it with some xanny's, yeah
Yuh, yuh

Just relax I'm-

[OUTRO-VERSE]
Smoking cigarettes
Think I need some vinaigrette
Honestly, call me a doctor!

Blokes that exhale miss out on 70% of their smoke. (mxtthxw x cxrter)

lyrics 

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

and i hear you when you scream out for help
cuz i been there
and nothing was brought to my aid
but i wouldn’t accept any help
so i brought it upon myself 
what a shame

and if i disappeared 
would a thing change
im brought to tears
but i push thru the pain
and my face turns to ashes at night when i rest
and my eyes burn hard at the sight of your face

if u take my hand
i will guide u back
and if i took that chance
u would break my back
on the ground we stand
over buried bones
i find it hard to scream with a broken throat
i got blood pouring out
of my fractured nose
im freezing to death
in this forest cold
theres bugs climbing out
of his porous skull
and his life went to waste
what a poor soul

follow my lead cuz i think i know where im going (prodsecre)

dunorlan park

dunorlan park (neverforever)

song by evergarden
for a while - evergarden <333
@evergardens

for a while (evergarden cover)

I feel my bones crawl right out of my skin I am not comfortable 
inside this place which I reside inside this place which I call home
Ive grown so fuckin numb to this but yet I feel so vulnerable
please cut around my neck and make it quick it's not enjoyable

I tried to call a thousand times the line was unavailable 
I'm deep inside these trenches and my death is unavoidable 
I tried to play my part I couldn't sorry I can't play the role
I hope that you'll forgive me love I hope that it is possible
I know

that every day gets harder by the minute love
well if you said you did it and you didn't could you get it done?
I'm sitting in the living room at 3:02 wit my flashlight on
scrape reclaim out collecters holy fuck I need to hit the plug
i know

that everything gets better if you manifest it
I'm so hungry (hungary) for the cheddar fuck around in Budapest
get 80k off YouTube beats I made this on my own you bitch it's
nothing to me honestly it's just another days recessions

and it's just another dazed depression
I don't like to do this shit cuz Everytime get too aggressive 
passin out inside my jeans I'm too fucked up I'm past beheaded
could you get it done because you didn't when you fucking said it

I've been on the run
from myself for a while now
you don't mean a single thing you say it's best to pipe down 
I don't mean a single thing I say in lyrics typed out
at least that's what I say to prevent creatives right now

i prevent myself from writing
typing
I don't wanna talk now
hiding
fighting
suicidal thoughts in my mind 
behind these bright blue eyes
I write things
I see
tantalizing
sights
beyond reach
traumatized
my body
rotting
play my heart out like guitar strings
play my heart out like the ivorys

did you do it to spite me
or do you just despise me
can you be honest for once

I've been better off lately
hope it's driving you crazy
that I'm doing okay but I still don't wanna wake up
and it's fucked what we'll do for a paystub
you can hide your face but I see right through your makeup
you don't have to try anymore I'll walk away love. 


unavoidable (sorrowbringer)

movie sample : bull durham (i recommend)

lyrics
i think itd be better if i stopped breathing 
how u take your time will ot stop the bleeding
oh i tried to recognize and it just left me healing
ur face appears in dreams n i cant handle what im seeing

oh i let it slip out my grasp
i take another sip from the flask
maybe if im drunk ill relax
maybe when im dead this will pass

i cannot forget u
i shouldnt have met u
im giving myself room
but that wasnt for you
it happens like time and time again
when this is over can we be friends

how can i rationalize
the shit that goes on in ur mind
i thought i saw but it turns out im blind
give it some time
ill be fed to the mice

ok , you win .  (wraithontheporch)

fireplace

fireplace (coffeelover x thesoundclown)

I make music sometimes


<333 @333collective 😈

Blokes that exhale miss out on 70% of their smoke. (mxtthxw x cxrter)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)