go check out flux!
https://www.youtube.com/c/ProdFluxoxo

Enjoy!

Havoc. (prod. Flux)

shake me when im drifting away
and i dont do that much so when i write i aint nothing to say
i go ghost so much wouldnt be surprised if i just fade away
i been on the fence for so long i might just go and jump off the gate
but when youre here in my arms all this other shit goes away
im sitting here tweaking off this hybrid but imma smoke anyway
my hands fucking shaking wondering how imma tell you nothings okay
the man youre dating is right in front of you but hes miles away

but while im here
ill try to enjoy this
ill hold u when we wake in the morning
ill never make a day feel boring
ill sing every song to you while im touring
ill have a drink and see how the night go
cant brighten up cause i feel like im wearing a blindfold
and i stay up recording like its two different time zones
im punching in and i dont really know where my mind go

all i wanna see is some meaning for this
i keep my head down and i work hard and one day ill get paid for it
she said dont drink that cause its too much and its dangerous
baby i know danger when i see it this is childs play
i see safetly everytime im looking at your face
but i only see you on the weekend im in a tough place
i wanna love the part of my self that lets me feel grace
so when you leave i just want you to stay

but baby I just want you to stay
without you the blue skyies turned to grey
my heart has lead me astray
and I can't cope without these compounds
pumping through my veins
sorry that I'm such a let down
i burn in the flames

you can't wait in place
and I don't expect you to
but it hurts me that you'd choose him
cause baby I'd choose you
despite the abuse
our differing views
my drug overuse
your volitile moods
i still don't want to lose you

shake me when im drifting away
i dont really do much so i aint got nothing to say
i swallowed my pride and i looked death in the face
theres a couple nights i know that imma take to the grave
but while im here
ill try to ignore it
just hold me when i wake in the morning
i went to sleep not wanting to see the morning
but ill sing every song to you while im touring
ill have a drink and see how the night go
cant brighten up cause i feel like im wearing a blindfold
and i stay up recording like its two different time zones
im punching in and i dont really know where my mind go

jumping off the gate w/ weepings (under the maple tree)

(prod by Michael Harrison)
12/6/24
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
I got bugs in my ears
And they tell me their secrets
I don't care who hears
It's only me and my demons
Inside a four grid square
Where I pounder my meaning
Insanity is already taking me away

[HOOK]
20 nights alone in this Asylum
I don't got no real friends
Only got pretend ones

60 nights alone in this Asylum
I got bugs in my skin and they so at home

[BRIDGE]
Can we meet one more in the Summer?
I don't care what you say, that's a bummer
In a moment I gain back a bit of my sanity
But always and somehow it ends in calamity

[VERSE]
Can you meet one more in the Summer?
Cuz, It's cold out here in the Winter
(Did these padded walls grow thicker?)

Said, I'm stationed.
My mission is already dead
I don't got patience,
I lie in my bed

When my head was a mess
You say, that's standard issued
Feel like fixed Bayonets
When I'm slicing my tissue
I think you ran outta sinew
And I dunno what's next, yuuuh

[CHORUS]
I got bugs in my ears
And they tell me their secrets
I don't care who hears
It's only me and my demons
Inside a four grid square
Where I pounder my meaning
Insanity is already taking me away

[HOOK]
20 nights alone in this Asylum
I don't got no real friends
Only got pretend ones

100 nights alone in the Asylum
Can I taste your flesh?
It's my favorite part!

[OUTRO]
Got a problem with memory.
Do you care to elaborate?
And you feel like satellites?

It sure is Silent up on this here Hill. (prod. micheal harrison)

really struggled with this one, i hope u enjoy ☆

//
fill my screen up with words
only works when it hurts
till it starts feeling worn out

hands flushed
with my blood
from the cold
in the streets
they go silent by sundown

and my knees running weak
feel the ice up my sleeves
like it's minus degrees tonight

and the path full of smoke
made me sore in my throat
like the systems in me collide

eyes locked, everythings so slow
look how i'm just wasting all my time again
like why can i not write a single line again
maybe i should drop it all and try again
//

sundown (despairintoashes)

Lyrics:

I could make room in the front seat
If you really want me
they ask me if i’m crazy
I don’t really know i might be
i think that she likes me
i don't even like me
i don't know no nothing
just a boy who chased a pipe dream

i'm never dipping
no i'm never leaving 
i got a feeling in my chest
i made a vow to all my friends
just like the last couple days im sleeping in again
i write a song for a mic test
i eat my feelings to crawl back
i'm always sleeping
and i'm never eating
xcept maccas and tacos in my bed

guess we're reverting the progress again
in some ways i think i could still call you a friend 
but you're still the same reason i wanna be dead
and you're still the same reason i'm fucked in the head
i'm angry the thought of you coming right back
might blow out my brains on the ceiling instead
after they're done on her new lovers bed
she'll swear me an oath with her palm on my chest

you're fucking me up been a year with you gone
are you proud of me now with the drugs that i'm off
do you act like a kid
do you act like my mom
i'm dying to know if you've grown and moved on

i cash me a check and i'm feeling my best
and i blow it on sweaters and things for my cats
might fuck around think i'll get me a tatt
got no more to say there's my thoughts in a wrap

wrap (whyke)

soulsplitter (p. ryankelly)

The Ruiner

and we all know happened
 I think It all burnt down in auburn 
And I won’t warrant that reaction 
but you can tell me all about it while we go

check out consignment and every store 
It’s not replacements but holding places 
we cherish more than we know in the core
choose the new ones it’s hard to face it 

adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit 
those before me chose adore me 
open the levy let’s start this out  
we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh 
better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time 

And if we don’t then I won’t hold it against you 
No I won’t 
I won’t 
I said 
Just Sever everything 
I thought I could 
I doubted through it all 
I called I talked 
It didn’t solve a thing 
I crawl along it’s staying underneath 
and we grew this outward 
distance claimed by forces 
outlawed from the trinsic
Plains and we can just get out of there
Out of reach again this time 

adjust the ocular focus what’s ahead and I credit 
those before me chose adore me 
open the levy let’s start this out  
we gotta start letting this go to start living out our lives oh 
better said than done put the effort in we’ll get it right this time

we all know what happened (King Theta)

one take; last "dylan" track<3 luv you

feel attacked when they ask if medication been helping lately;
texting back feel a task, and "i hate it" started sounding lazy, but
half awake, drained, sleep in late, daylight hate me
they like my music that way, may likely keep it
elegy-writing every piece, and keep siphoning feelings
from old lined pages of my mom’s, i’d recycled her meanings
would resurrect her for 1 minute, sum speaking is needed
it’s sum shit to address
like “you really left me alive? i been battling demons”
“so why you allotted freedom? i aint even there to see it”
“i still love you to death”
“and i still cry to your ashes at home, i doubt you even hear it”
“i doubt ur even here”
“see least you get sum sleep now, if only when u rest” 
i’ll wait another year, just had 2 fade that off the chest
“shizukesa” stays afloat until my date of death
create the music until then, but still i’m playing chess
input my suicide note into something second guessed
until i split the wrists and crimson start to coalesce 
until i’m nothing left

sleight of hand, sight of mine sliding skin
midas, my girl's golden touch heal my sin
might as well pray for 1 day that this bliss
should never evaporate, nor up and dip
real shit
that's real shit
shizu

dylan p3 (urban)

lyrics ⬇️

out my face wit all that negative talk cuz i dont want it
u would fold if you had felt like this for even just a minute
oh i promise you that
i wish that you would just admit it
i know that its been bad but i blame you cuz ur acidic
ion even understand why u always steady trippin on me i feel the shame
cuz somehow you got rid of me
and its alright
Cuz ima see the better me in the next life

your talkin bout my timeline i think ima cry
i dont wanna fear all things i love in life
it dont just appear when ur sleeping over night
nah nah gotta work for it a lot
and i wish that i could tell u that im finna stop soon but im not
cuz i dont think that you understand all i have to lose
its a lot

run it up cuz i fear im at the ending of my life
i dont know whats coming next but i know i cant rewind
i cant show that im upset if i do then u gon cry
i know that i been real blessed but i still been feelin blind

buncha random shi-
(LEMME GO)

try to make em proud but everything i do i dont
u never know what im finna do alone
every single thing i know u do not condone
i would try to fix it but its really jus too broke
every single bone every single choke
every single throw of a punch that i dont
maybe itll mean one day that ill get exposed
maybe if i did then i would grow

mama i been feelin low
can u can u please let me leave home
yea i dont wanna be here
let me just show you one more tear
maybe i just wanna be alone
maybe i dont wanna hear ur tone
maybe i dont wanna call u back 
cuz even if i did i know that you wont atone
i dont wanna check my phone

every single bone (josiah3)

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

I make music sometimes


<333 @333collective 😈

It sure is Silent up on this here Hill. (prod. micheal harrison)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)