Thanks for letting me be apart of this homie!

this is the sequel to my song, "i wanna go home" i hope you all enjoy.

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @bornhero
follow born hero on youtube - www.youtube.com/c/BornHero

follow me:
soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
bandlab - www.bandlab.com/backyardbeetle
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spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/7Kmx3CsboLQGgQRrmQimz5

lyrics:
putting my head on ice 
headaches up all night

i dont even know where to go anymore
sometimes i end up on the floor
up and down its all a cycle 
but man i feel like this all night though
i dont even know where to go anymore
sometimes i end up on the floor
up and down its all a cycle 
but man i feel like this all night though

feel like this all night 
all night 
all night 

yeah im making waves people riding on currents
drowning in reality reaching the surface
yeah i know in the end this will all be worth it
when its the end just close the curtains
inscribing letters up in my room
about exactly what ill do
when my time comes ill know its true
and ill know im through

im through
im through 
yeah im done 
im done 
maybe not yuh

i put on my kicks and then give them a fist bump
why yall always talking keep your fists tucked 
i dont even know whats your problem 
situation getting heated like a sauna

ive been everywhere 
except my home
yeah ive been around the world and i cant find these people now
yeah the people that are lost
i cant find them 
yeah i know ive been around the world 
but ill come home

i dont even know where to go anymore
sometimes i end up on the floor
up and down its all a cycle 
but man i feel like this all night though
i dont even know where to go anymore
sometimes i end up on the floor
up and down its all a cycle 
but man i feel like this all night though

- backyard beetle 2022

backyard beetle - sometimes (prod. born hero)

just a lil demo

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @backyardbeetle
mixed + mastered by - @backyardbeetle
*cover art made by me

follow me:
soundcloud - @backyardbeetle
bandlab - www.bandlab.com/backyardbeetle
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spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/7Kmx3CsboLQGgQRrmQimz5

backyard beetle - what i lost [demo] (prod. backyard beetle)

Released: 8/20/22

Featuring \\
@hope_nikku
@kiano_kano
@onlyhandwrittenletterss
@capkyle

Perfection Feat. Handwritten Letters (Prod. DutchRevz)

Hollywood Feat. Kiano (Prod. Fantom)

Written and performed by @vertigowuzhere
Produced and mastered by @areyougiovanni

Lyrics:

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now
Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

I think as long as you're with me
My life won't go downhill
But I find it harder every day
To find some time to chill
Maybe it's the business
Or all the time I spend with you
But I find that when I'm all alone
I've got nothing to do
So I write up different stories
Of the ways our lives will go
Whether or not we stick together
And we start up our own home
I don't think I'd live without you near
I need you by my side
Baby you're the girl of my dreams
I just know you'll ride or die if I ask
Is this real life
Is this what you'll feel like
If I wake up and you're next to me
Will I be alright
'Cause I still don't know the answers
To questions in life
I don't even know if I'm dreaming now so

So just fall away
So I'll simply fall away now
So just fall away
I don't know if I'm ready to fade now
So just fall away
I've got more things that I need to feel now
So just fall away
I don't think my life was ever real now

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

Do you ever feel like life's a dream
Even though it's real
I've been cookin' up new daydreams
And they're always so surreal
I dream up of my future
And the home that we will share
But the darker thoughts come in
And now I am just so scared
So now every time I make a move
I get so paranoid
I don't wanna be the next person
To fall into the void
Maybe if I just try harder
Things won't always go so wrong
Or maybe if I take the meds
I'll be better before long
But I can't do this
And it makes me so pissed
Scribbling some chicken scratch
Looking for a quick fix
I don't wanna face my demons baby
I just wanna die
Instead of fully living
I'll just ask for some more time

So just fall away
So I'll simply fall away now
So just fall away
I don't know if I'm ready to fade now
So just fall away
I've got more things that I need to feel now
So just fall away
I don't think my life was ever real now

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

real life (areyougiovanni)

backyard beetle - neverland [demo] (prod. offline)

(prod by @slatervstheworld)
11/XX/22 -- lmao I forgot to put the date here
PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle x @yami_music-533562095

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO VERSE]
Thoughts in my mind
Yeah, I see em' real clearly
Thoughts in my mind
I kinda feel alive
But lately it's been just a little bit harder
To stay on the path of alignment
 
Father once asked me if I think I'm a big man
Sitting in my room, thinking about what he said
I hate myself, and I kinda wanna die
But baby, you make it all better

[CHORUS]
20 thousand years I been lost
Inside the mirrors
Tryna conquer all my fears
I been drinking to much beer, so

20 thousand years I been lost
I conquer fears
Hate myself without you
There's just something about you, girl

[VERSE]
My baby, call me amazing
To bad demons in my mind all hate me
It's crazy, the way you put up with me on the daily
Grab the 9 and cock it back 
Take my life, it's a heart attack
Call me a snitch, I shoot the rats
Shoot the rat

[VERSE] - Yami
I just wanna die
Iike I don't feel alright
like every time I live another day, it's just a nightmare
Running from my fears cause I can't fight them alone
Holding back my tears cause I only cry at home

No, I don't like how I look in the mirror
With my blood shot eyes
Pale skin filled with fear
I look nauseous
Done with falling into love 
Yea, you broke my heart now I don't feel enough
Yea, your toxic

[BRIDGE]
Baby, I been overthinking, lately It's a struggle
Stepping in mud, been falling into puddles
The rain falls fast but at last I find some answers
To problems in my head while they tell me run faster
I'm never giving up but I have all these 
 
[VERSE]
Thoughts in my mind
Yeah, I see em' real clearly
Thoughts in my mind
I kinda feel alive
But lately it's been just a little bit harder
To stay on the path of alignment
 
Father once asked me if I think I'm a big man
Sitting in my room, thinking about what he said
I hate myself, and I kinda wanna die
But baby, you make it all better

[CHORUS]x2
20 thousand years I been lost
Inside the mirrors
Tryna conquer all my fears
I been drinking to much beer, so

20 thousand years I been lost
I conquer fears
Hate myself without you
There's just something about you, girl

Cap.Kyle x Yami, - Reflect+ (prod. slatervstheworld)

Shout out to Lxst Boy
Lyrics
-

I could tell you I'm in love, but it won't spark your heart
Set off in your crystal eyes and I might fall apart
Tell me every single time that you're doing fine
Stop the lying
Your boyfriends a douche and I can see you crying
I'm sick of this, it's getting old
When I can't think, don't fit the mould
Huh
No, I don't
Oh, its fine, Its okay though

Numbing all our problems
But that's just what we do when we live in 22
And I'm down so let's get high again
I can't feel a thing in here
Can we change the mood
I don't mean to come off rude, but your skin is looking green again
I wish I was better, but this is way too fun
I hope you can dance along with me when you pull up dripped in here
I gave you my sweater way back in late December
I hope that you remember
Cause you just threw up all over it

I could tell you I'm in love
Ask my homie's, I talk you up
That guy you been kissing aint 'gon make you feel like you're enough
I sit in my bedroom writing songs about my high school crush
Hoping that you n-notice notice
You better dump his butt
I
I think I'm on a mission
My room feel like a prison
I hear your voice in the distance
Tell me why are you distant?
Oh
Tell me why are you distant?
Yeah oh woah

Numbing all our problems
But that's just what we do when we live in 22
And I'm down so let's get high again
I can't feel a thing in here
Can we change the mood
I don't mean to come off rude, but your skin is looking green again
I wish I was better, but this is way too fun
I hope you can dance along with me when you pull up dripped in here
I gave you my sweater way back in late December
I hope that you remember
Cause you just threw up all over it

I hope that you remember
I hope that you remember
I hope you remember
(It's fine though, whatever, alright, bye)

i hope u remember w/ Lxst Boy (Prod. rafiki)

Artist/slimmy 

Mixing/slimmy 

Mastering/slimmy

Production/hero




~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lyrics~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hit the recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise  of the whisky and the bowl
Bitch if you fight me I think  you gonna lose you’re throat 
I don’t talk about it as I’m bleeding from the fuckin throat 
I don’t think about it pourin all this Henny in my cup 
Ima fuck you till you tell me to give up 
Ima hunt you never knew that it was love 

But you knew that it was love 
But she knew that I could trust you 
Knew that I could trust you 
Baby could I trust you 

I’m drowning in a deeper hole 
Grab the pills and hit the poll
I ain’t tryin to fight no more 
I’m drowning too deep into you’re skin 
I’m drowning too deep in my sins 
I Hate myself why do I live 
I hate myself why do I care 
She hates me so why should she care 
I’m so caught up with you’re hair 
Who says that I need to share 
Who says that I need to share 
She said that I need to care 
I left you in the dark in da despair 
I let her scream from her heart like she cares 
Never pulled out the gun so I left 

Hit A recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise  of the whisky and the bowl
Bitch if you fight me I think you gonna lose you’re throat 
I don’t talk about it but I’m bleeding from the throat 
I don’t think about it pourin all this Henny in my cup

Hit A recon 
Painting all these pictures on the wall
Hit a black out 
Hit a back out 
I hear the noise of the whisky and the bowl

Painting My Picture // Prod. Hero

My new album of 11 original songs ( and 1 Cover version) recorded during 2025. Enjoy!

09 Tattoo

One more night (prod. elkosbeats)

I make music sometimes


<333 @333collective 😈

Perfection Feat. Handwritten Letters (Prod. DutchRevz)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)

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