backyard beetle - look at this w/ lone tv (prod. jean parker + malloy)

just a lil demo

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @backyardbeetle
mixed + mastered by - @backyardbeetle
*cover art made by me

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backyard beetle - bloodboil [demo] (prod. backyard beetle)

lol

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lonely stars

days gone by ft. mizu

backyard beetle - problems (prod. born hero)

I've never had love only had lust
for 4 days at a time i've skipped breakfast, dinner, and lunch
I said it didn't hurt much  
but it hurt an bunch

never had love only had lust (w/ lxst boy prod. secre swallowtail)

backyard beetle - what i lost [demo] (prod. backyard beetle)

Released: 8/20/22

Featuring \\
@hope_nikku
@kiano_kano
@onlyhandwrittenletterss
@capkyle

Perfection Feat. Handwritten Letters (Prod. DutchRevz)

Written and performed by @vertigowuzhere
Produced and mastered by @areyougiovanni

Lyrics:

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now
Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

I think as long as you're with me
My life won't go downhill
But I find it harder every day
To find some time to chill
Maybe it's the business
Or all the time I spend with you
But I find that when I'm all alone
I've got nothing to do
So I write up different stories
Of the ways our lives will go
Whether or not we stick together
And we start up our own home
I don't think I'd live without you near
I need you by my side
Baby you're the girl of my dreams
I just know you'll ride or die if I ask
Is this real life
Is this what you'll feel like
If I wake up and you're next to me
Will I be alright
'Cause I still don't know the answers
To questions in life
I don't even know if I'm dreaming now so

So just fall away
So I'll simply fall away now
So just fall away
I don't know if I'm ready to fade now
So just fall away
I've got more things that I need to feel now
So just fall away
I don't think my life was ever real now

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

Do you ever feel like life's a dream
Even though it's real
I've been cookin' up new daydreams
And they're always so surreal
I dream up of my future
And the home that we will share
But the darker thoughts come in
And now I am just so scared
So now every time I make a move
I get so paranoid
I don't wanna be the next person
To fall into the void
Maybe if I just try harder
Things won't always go so wrong
Or maybe if I take the meds
I'll be better before long
But I can't do this
And it makes me so pissed
Scribbling some chicken scratch
Looking for a quick fix
I don't wanna face my demons baby
I just wanna die
Instead of fully living
I'll just ask for some more time

So just fall away
So I'll simply fall away now
So just fall away
I don't know if I'm ready to fade now
So just fall away
I've got more things that I need to feel now
So just fall away
I don't think my life was ever real now

Is this real life
Tell me little shorty what you
Feel like
'Cause I been dreamin' lately
Nothing feels right
Waiting for you to come home
I'm awake all night
I be scared of sleeping 'cause I
Lose time
I don't wanna waste it in the
Limelight
I just want you to be mine now

real life (areyougiovanni)

(prod by @domesticsoul)
1/24/23
PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
I been writing bangers 1 on 1, yeah I know
Ima need some time but it depends on how it goes
I see the temple but it's drowning down in snow
I don't wanna go but I guess it's all I know, hey

I don't wanna go but i'm looking for some healing, yeah
Your pictures feeling cold so I pinned to the ceiling, huh
Ima need your gold all this greed got me seething, yeh 
The demons unfold from the darkness, made a being, ha

[VERSE]
You left me in the dark
Every night, still see the sun shine
You never call me back
Never sent me that face time
I been reading texts
Yeah, the old and the new ones
Don't hold me back or your gonna see a blue screen

[VERSE]
I got Roses on my grave, I'm dead and I know it
Time fortold the death of the poet
Fate set up the reasons im broken
I don't wanna go there, I don't wanna go there

[BRIDGE]
I don't really wanna think about it
Test me on my tone, but I know it

The problems that live in my brain?
I wish I just knew what to say
They kill me inside every day
Using my name in vain

[CHORUS]
I been stuck in storms for a minute, here I go
Lightning strikes my back, lay me discharged in the road
I don't wanna go but I guess it's all I know
Roses in the garden but they're dying cuz of snow

I don't wanna go but i'm looking for some healing, yeah
Your pictures feeling cold so I pinned to the ceiling, huh
Ima need your gold all this greed got me seething, yeh 
The demons unfold from the darkness, made a being, ha

I been writing bangers 1 on 1, yeah I know
Ima need some time but it depends on how it goes
I see the temple but it's drowning down in snow
I don't wanna go but I guess it's all I know, hey

I don't wanna go but i'm looking for some healing, yeah
Your pictures feeling cold so I pinned to the ceiling, huh
Ima need your gold all this greed got me seething, yeh 
The demons unfold from the darkness, made a being

Temple (prod. Domesticsoul)

НА ДНО

never give up


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musician / graphic designer / audio engineer 

backyard beetle - problems (prod. born hero)

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