where the fuck are my friends when i need them w/shiki xo, spookybands, & love jai

prod heydium <3

lyrics: 

yeah i struggle a lot with myself
i spend a lot of time stuck in this hell
caught up between realities
i try not to become another victim of mentality
but i tell you what..
this life is slowly killin me

da da da da
this shits too much
da da da da 
like i rlly give af?

how do i make this something real?
i fuck with the aesthetic
i just dont get the appeal...
and its kinda fuckin me up
hardly livin wit the liquor and the drugs
this life has never been enough
i hate myself and it fuckin sucks
yeah its been so long man, stuck in this rut
i could die tomorrow
yeah, nobody give af 

yeah nobody give af...
nobody give af...

NOBODY GIVE AF

Spotify

nobody give af [+heydium]

comfort

comfort (feat. Lil Skele)

Well the world don't seem so small
When you're so far away from me
Tried to call you late last night 
But I hung up before the second ring 
Tried to follow my heart
But I would rather just fucking scream
Nothing makes no fucking sense
I need to wake up from this dream 

But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to live without you
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same 
I'd wait every day and all the nights to save this
You cut me deep enough I don't think I'll fucking make it baby
After all this time away
I thought I'd finally be okay
But every marker on the highway just makes me feel the fucking same
But I can't 
No I won't yeah I'm the problem
Shaky hands on cigarettes or on the bottle baby
I don't wanna see you anymore I hope I die tomorrow yeah yeah
'Cause if I don't it's just another one to fucking live without you 
Without you

spotify

the problem [bonus track] (p. shiki xo)

Cast Out (prod. Venus)

iwontrun

iwontrun (GAXILLIC)

prod me :)

lyrics:

it takes a lot to understand
and a lot just to forgive
i got a song stuck in my head
and the words just make me sick
because it makes me think of you
and that's the last thin i wanna do
we were kissing til we can't 
making angels in the snow
now i've got an empty hand 
and a lump within my throat
and i just can't seem to renew
because there's no one else like you

i
don't wanna cry
so leave me inside
where i'm without harm
lie
i hate when i lie
i'm feeling like ice
i'd like to be warm

so
where u been at, where u been at?
cold
i'm used to that, i'm used to bein
alone
will you be back before i turn to stone?

no
i don't think that you'll make it even close
and god i wish i didn't have to know
i didn't have to know

i don't wanna go
but i don't wanna stay
cuz everywhere i look i see your face
i don't wanna go
i guess i'll stay the same
i've never felt like more of a disgrace


I GUESS I'M TALKING TO MYSELF, LOVE
HAVING CONVERSATIONS WITH A GHOST
I SWEAR THE THOUGHT OF YOU'S A PARASITE
AND I'M A VERY WILLING HOST
I'D GIVE IT ALL TO SEE YOU BACK HERE
BUT I DON'T HAVE A LOT TO LOSE
I GUESS I'M TALKING TO MYSELF, DEAR
BECAUSE IT CLEARLY ISN'T YOU

Echo 419

Prod. Venus

Lyrics 

This song’s a message to my older self
Huh
I hope that one day you can find yourself
i hope it worked out with that girl you love
or did you fuck up like i thought i would
I hope the thoughts don’t keep you up at night
cos right now i cant fucking sleep at all
Hope that you overcome ur anxious mind
or it’ll be your fucking funeral

tides changing, and i been contemplating my thoughts, 
smooth sailing is not smooth if you bail when its hard
I hope you beat the demons that left you so broken and scarred
hope you surround yourself with people that wont
TEAR YOU APART

AND WHILE YOU’RE AT IT WONT YOU LET SOMEBODY INTO YOUR HEART

START TO APPRECIATE THE TIME YOU SPEND WITH HER IN YOURS ARMS

CAUSE RIGHT NOW IM DISSOCIATED I FORGOT HOW TO FEEL

WOUNDS REOPEN THAT I SWEAR HAD 
ALREADY FULLY HEALED

Its like everything that’s happened lately hasn’t been real
life’s been feelin kinda pointless uh 
oh
maybe higher powers set me up
But I dont know if its just me who’s lost oh
I give up i fucking guess they won

This song’s a message to my older self
I hope that one day you can find yourself
i hope it worked out with that girl you love
or did you fuck up like i thought i would
I hope the thoughts dont keep you up at night
Cos right now i cant fucking sleep at all
I hope you overcome ur anxious mind
Or it’ll be your fucking funeral

message to my older self

( prod. @splashgvng x @Kazba)
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztfIVGw-g0w
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cap.kylesc/

// LYRICS \\

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow, it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
You're running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
Your yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like Hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time

yeah
I'm walking down the streets
Wearing my hoodie
Flash back i'ma freeze

[BRIDGE]
I'm so cold down here
(Pass me a jacket)

I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe, you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
Your running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
You're yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time
yeah
I'm walking down the streets
I'm wearing my hoodie
Flashback i'ma freeze

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn
 
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[OUTRO]
I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

The snow will catch me. (prod. Splashgvng x Kazba)MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace ft. popularreject (hero)

prod me ,,

lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

i can't catch a break.

✨ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀs ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ sᴘɪɴs.✨
 Founder of @demon-here-collective ⚰️
Member of @ghxstcollective 👻
<333 @333collective 😈
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The snow will catch me. (prod. Splashgvng x Kazba)MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

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