the one and only living God is Jesus Christ

Almost Enough (Sped up)

(Expression only – not a cry for help)

Lyrics truncated to fit under 4000 character count

[Chorus]
Radclly
Exsprtdly
It’s th end f me
All that’s livng I dm
Mistk t bld
It’s a Dstr s it smz
My sllqly

I’m sry that this hrts u
Tell my chrch I luv em
I knw they all luv me
It’s wht kpt me goin

Mr blssngs thn I ernd
Evn whn I felt wrthlss
Th Lrd lftd me up frm drt bds n my hrtn

Shm how mch I’m gvn
My cup ovrflwn
bt I nd a tch frm th Lrd 2 kp me knwn

Fk life brght me dth
It wl n it’s clr
Evn w a mil’n
My fate sld me hr

I gv it all wy
I’m sry it’s nt mch
bt hey it’s smthn
2 pay fr all I wrght

Frstrtng as it is
ths issu ds n scrt
Cnt tell ny1 cuz thy’r tght thy cnt kp it

Crtn flws u cn’t shr
‘cpt w/ thse u knw do
Bt hw 2 find thm whn thy cn’t shr it w/ u

Isoltn it’s rl, why’d u nt tell us son
If u undrst’d th cnsqnc, u’d fear n run

It’s a slnt killr, a solo clash
w/ u n urslf, hrdng angsh’s ur stash

[Chorus]

Dad I’m sry, Mom it’s nt fn
U gv brth 2 me, ur only son

Now u hv 3, that’s w/out me,
6 w/ th spous’s, 7 n ur drm

Evry day u wl wk up, a pc f u mssn
I knw 2 wel, famlr feeln

Was 1 nt enuf, nw u tk anothr
Ur bro nw lz nxt 2 ur mothr

My fathr’s weepn
Uncntrlbly
My sstrs r fettrd
“why wld u lve?”

So I gss this mks 2, no trgd ends
Ths dspr’s ur life, cmbk rnd th bend

On a scl 2 ten, hw bd u hrtn
I dnt knw doc, bt w/ dth I’m flrtn

1 mor cris wl psh me 2 th edg
I cnt tk it, I dnc on th ledg

My fnts fill my mnd w/ peace
that cn’t b atn’d in this wrld, C’est la vie

[Chorus]

Why’d u nt rch out, stay @ my plc
n figr this out, so u stay n th rc

I’m feeln nthn, no ups only dwns
Wht mde me hppy, nw castn frowns

1 sht f whsky, 1 oz f gin
Stl nthn chngs, nt evn a grin

Mbe I’m lyn bt wht ds it mtr
Whtvr bgns it ends in dstr

Rock me 2 slp w/ bllets, u’l weep
Hv air layn ded @ ur ft

Hngr whr r u? my strs mt
Aln or w/ ppl my srrws I cnt

My fc is nmb, wht do I hv lft
Who wl cnsl me th angsh I’ve wept

[Chorus]

Wst they say, I agr, cd it b
I fl lw, n they shw me smiln fcs

Incl me n thr lftr
I’m aftr thr hugs
See me thn we chtr
It’s bttr thn drgs

Tell me f thr day
Say luv evry way
Th cmpny chrshed
Th wrmth they dspl

Hw cd I, lftd hi,
b hr on th grnd
I’m stk in th dwn
In hlpls I drwn

Jst pll th trgr, jst mk it nd
bt all f ur tears, they kp me frm thm

Bcz f ur srrw, I’d b th cs
I cnt b him, n it’s bcz

Ur so btfl, n all ur hts
U pr out fr me, it fls my thts

Thrgh my day, visns f u
I see u cryn, prcssn thru

Hw I mde n mpct, on ur famly
Fndnss we shrd, I tk it frm thee

It’s ur lcg, nt wht u tk
gd mmrs, fr thm tht u mk

[Chorus]

Nt that u ddn’t do enuf
U dd all u cd, it’s all on me bruh

Bcuz my nvstmnt n stayn up lt
Nt gttn slp, nt wtchn my gt

Fr my own hlth, I slf nglctd
It’s nt on u fam, u did wl n prtctd

I lk bn sngl,
wth wrths I mply
My time’s all spnt on mprtnt n joy

It’s nt a wm’n
It’s nt kds
Wht I hv nd’d
U alrdy gv

U dd enuf, dd all u cd
It’s nt ur flt, dn’t sty mstook

U hrd my cries
n hlpd me by
Lstnng 2
my llbys

U incl me
n all f ur pryrs
U smthd my nk
U sthd as sy’rs

Gnrssty
n ur wrds knd
Trst hld n me
U wr nt bllnd

[Chorus]

I’m jst sd I lft u standn
Hr out f th blu
Plz jst undrstnd me
I dn’t undrstnd 2

On n off this cycl
No mdcn cd hl
Smtms jst a lk f slp
Othr tms a feel

Nthn spcfk
Jst gnrl strs
My life’s nt n shmbls
My life’s nt a ms

I gss it’s tm,
hr fnd me lye
w/ this lst rhyme
clds rolln by

It’s jst a feeln,
thr n my mnd
No rhyme or rsn,
this’s gdbye

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Born and raised in San Diego, AlliDoisChange is a 20-year-old artist and devoted believer in Jesus Christ as God. Music is his outlet — a way to share his thoughts, faith, and life experiences. Even when his songs aren’t about God, you won’t hear cussing — it’s simply not who he is.

Calm and easygoing by nature, he values collaboration and often works with other artists, encouraging listeners to check out their music as well. His sound drifts between pop, hyperpop, hardstyle, emo, punk rock, and doomer, with lyrics in English, Russian, and Japanese. Each song stems from real emotion and personal stories, inviting listeners to find a piece of themselves in his music.

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