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Highschool Blues (prod. Underwood Beats)

This song is written for my deceased great grandmother.
I don't really remember much about her but I still think about her constantly. Wherever you are Grammy, I love you! And your the entire inspiration behind this entire track and album.

Dear Grammy (prod. tennis player)

Produced by Bhertuy & Yeezo

Hate how this turned out
You’re still mad at me
It haunts me in my sleep
Fucked up my self esteem
You know none of us was right all along
So there’s no point telling lies
I hope you can make a song out of this when you degrade my life
Don’t get how you’re never past things I left behind for heights
You bring me back to places I left long ago behind

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Even say I like me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
Now I’m very fucking sure that you defo despise me
In another universe I know that you’re my wifey
Do you remember why I left ur house that night when I said bye to you
Do you remember how I felt when you called me and told me that I hate you
Do you remember how I felt when I took care the 3am of you who’s drunk as fuck
Do you remember how I felt when you took back the love I gave to you for someone else

She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when I know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me
She ask what I’m doing I say girl don’t worry bout me
I’ve been tryna find my way out of here maybe slightly
Sometimes it gets tiring when i know that you’re not with me
Nowadays it’s hard for me to even say I like me

Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine
Endlessly feeling my type of insecurity
I hate how this all happened from one night of routine

stream :)

endlessly feeling my type of insecurity

(Prod. @Domesticsoul)

// LYRICS \\

[HOOK]
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but i'll see again
 
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but in the end it's a game

[VERSE]
Flowers in the mountains
And spiders in the night
Crawling on your skin
They want another bite

You call me in the night time
You call me in the day
Laying in my bed cuz
My head don't feel the same

Think I need a break from all the people
Think I need a break from all the drugs
Think I need a break from all the times I'd hurt my neck, tryna stare right into your eyes

[CHORUS ]
Roses on my gravestone
Promise me you'll stay close
Lay me where we used to weep
Sing to me as we fall asleep

I can't seem to make you stay where I want you
I can't seem to make you stay but I want you
oh no
yeah notice this
Notice everytime when the pains begins
Notice everytime when the demons started closing in
Notice when our time was slowly creeping to a bitter end

[HOOK]
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but i'll see again
 
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but in the end it's a game

Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but i'll see again
 
Time may switch up, but i'll stay the same
Time may switch up, but in the end it's a game
 
[VERSE]
Your counting names, I'm counting dollars
Tryna stay true like my Mother
Times got really hard back in '03
Momma wasn't making as much money
Dada hurt me, and he hurt my mom
Left us to starve til the brink of dawn
Counting Ciggerttes on the table tops
Counting Aluminum cans, yeah you'd drink em' all

Roses On My Gravestone (prod. Domesticsoul)

Released: 8/20/22

Featuring \\
@hope_nikku
@kiano_kano
@onlyhandwrittenletterss
@capkyle

1 on 1 (Prod. Bloom)

'90s videogame soundtrack
+fellow villagers @oroahh, @scrufff
+additional guitars from @billsburyjoeboi

stream on all platforms: https://ffm.to/charmerr

song abt extroverts n small-talk enthusiasts - i still dk how tf they do that socialising shit

.

INTRO.

roah's verse 0:
who are these ghosts in my room?
they don't even care bout you...
they don't even-

talk…
i have to do this now! (nownow)
i can’t get out free this time,
imma leave with a sliver of doubt... (doubt doubt)
start talking till your brain gets fried! (｡ŏ﹏ŏ)
(run)
but nobody listens to you, (run?)
broke bones, then you left me beat and bruised! (run!)
bled out, split my heart in two... (RUN!)
now i'm just another ghost inside my room.

now run away
can't even stop
don't even speak here, we cant get along
now stay awake,
ya i'm not that strong.
i know that i can't live like this,
can't stall...

run- run- way-
can't even sto-
(you split my heart)
don't even speak here we cant get along -long
(im bleeding out)
now stay awake
ya i'm not that strong
(i can’t even talk noo)
i know that i can't live like this
can't stall
(they werent even listening from the start)

red's bridge:
and it's too late now,
it's way too late...
it's the last straw now,
i can't be saved.
if only u were here?
i'd be okay.
if only i had your charm?
i'd be okay........

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MAIN.

crazyass refrain:
“know by now i'm not a ppls’ man”
repeat

(ayo cut the bs)

verse 1:
paradox when i think about u
just wanna get violent when i think about u
rude to stare but i don't rly care
ur the cause of my problems but now i’m the fool? (wtf)

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man" now w scruff harmonically moaning WWWWWW

scruff's verse 2 (HE FUCKING KILLED IT UGHHHH):
so, understand that i'm on again
say imma make him do the runnin' man
imma make sure that i win again
but i might just be onto something, new
i just wanna be something to you
pitchforks when i'm outside
i want a clean morgue when i die
i wanna see more with my eyes

verse 3 (back2me):
hate the thought of talking to someone like me
and i tell the therapist its more than anxiety !'?*'never taken therapy lmao
always the one to make the second moves
boutta run out of self-worth real soon
rely on me to always fuck it up
god i'm so done this life shit just ain't no fun
never hesitate to wait till its way too late
something wrong w me but i know i’ll just run

*redhorse pro producer tag omg*

chorus:
the days when we were wavelength surfing #)£!?* nah dis is deep istg
refreshed n euphoric i was nervous
eased up well n the book started opening
was a mile away, couldn't see the subservience
it was crazy that u couldn’t have time w/o me
awfully clingy n bitchy but could never speak up (=`{ literally me fr
all they know is the weirdo they see
longed to be a charmer, the things i’d do to be one

refrain:
"know by now i'm not a ppls’ man"
repeat

https://bulbapedia.bulbagarden.net/wiki/Charm_(move)

charmer

stream the mf song

charmer, +roah, scruff

Hollywood Feat. Kiano (Prod. Fantom)

( prod. @prodbybloom )
9/5/22

// LYRICS \\

[VERSE]
Yeah, your gonna end up dead
Lemme save you from the red
Right passed Hell's Gates in the bitterness
I never ran so fast
Tryna get through fiery grass
But I had never had a chance
I'll rip and tear

Through the bank
Find the way
But I'll never see your face
Devils comming at me with his stupid fucking reign
Yeah, he's so lame, he'll never lemme change and i'm never coming back so

[CHORUS] X2
I'm over the edge
Stop messing with my head
You tell me stupid shit
That I never said

You were cooked up in your room
Keep on skipping out on school
Teachers wondering where you went
But You're probably dead

[BRIDGE]
I don't wanna think about it
Think about how you were meant to be mine
I Wish we could go back to the old times

Wish we could go back to the old times
Where you were healthy
Where you never lied and said that you love me

[VERSE]
Yeah, your gonna end up dead
Lemme save you from the red
Right passed Hell's Gates in the bitterness
I never ran so fast
Tryna get through fiery grass
But I had never had a chance
I'll rip and tear

Through the bank
Find the way
But I'll never see your face
Devils comming at me with his stupid fucking reign
Yeah, he's so lame, he'll never lemme change and i'm never coming back so

[CHORUS] X2
I'm over the edge
Stop messing with my head
You tell me stupid shit
That I never said

You were cooked up in your room
Keep on skipping out on school
Teachers wondering where you went
But You're probably dead

[OUTRO]
Yeah, your probably dead
Laying down in your bed
OD on some pills
Lay your head to rest
As breathe your final breath
Think about what I said
When I was laying on your chest
That you'll end up dead

DNT (prod. Bloom)

( prod. @splashgvng x @Kazba)
Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztfIVGw-g0w
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/cap.kylesc/

// LYRICS \\

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow, it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
You're running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
Your yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like Hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time

yeah
I'm walking down the streets
Wearing my hoodie
Flash back i'ma freeze

[BRIDGE]
I'm so cold down here
(Pass me a jacket)

I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[PRE-CHORUS]
There nothing nowhere left for me
I can't believe this is happening to me

yeh x7  
yeeeaah  
   
I can feel the snow it starts to fall
I'll lock this cold up in a vault of memories I wish to see
I can't believe, you're not what you seem 

[CHORUS]
I can't even imagine
Your running with the assholes
Stupid luck and magic
You're yelling all frantic
I wish you didn't meet me
I wish you'd never need me
Car rides with AC
Heater feel like hades

[VERSE]
Cold light and dark nights
I don't wanna hear it
Hearing all the street lights
Buzzing in my ears all the time
yeah
I'm walking down the streets
I'm wearing my hoodie
Flashback i'ma freeze

[HOOK]
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
I'm stuck in the ice
But i'll dance in the sun

Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
Cold breath, heavy
I see Ice on the lawn
 
Days are getting shorter
Nights are feeling long
That cold, cold stare
In your eyes, I don't want

[OUTRO]
I think about times it was cold outside 
Held my hand, yeh you held it tight
Wolves on the hills and mountain sides
Hold me close or I might just die

The snow will catch me. (prod. Splashgvng x Kazba)MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC

prod. jichu

its been a long time since i have felt okay
i was wondering where you are today
i was wondering if you wanna hang
i was thinking maybe u could stay 
cuz i been lost for quite a while nowwww
and i just wanna get things figured outttt
please wont u tell me how

lost
and
confused 
where am i 
where have i been

where have i been
i been crying from within
will you please tell me again
is it wrong, is it a sin
to be lost and so confused
i i i feel so abused
i can never bring it back
oh i want to bring it back
so baddd
so baddd
i wish
i wiiiiiiish

its been a long time since i have felt okay
i was wondering where you are today
i was wondering if you wanna hang
i was thinking maybe u could stay 
cuz i been lost for quite a while nowwww
and i just wanna get things figured outttt
please wont u tell me how

please
treat them well
they need
someone to love

someone to love 💖 (prod. jichu)

(prod. @kaadota)

\\LYRICS//

[HOOK]
Yeh, you were right about me this time girl
Hearing all the voices inside my head when you need me
Your calling all my exes, while your watching me on TV
Concerts booming loud, hoping you didn't need me

[VERSE]
I been here,
Resting out here is exhausting
Trapped inside my room
Hear the voices, here em' haunting

Pop another pill
Hit the thrills behind the wheel
I'm smoking all this chronic
I'm sorry, I can't stop it

[BRIDGE]
I'm so sorry that I didn't stop sooner
Lungs coughing black, turns out im the loser
Yeh, turns out im the loser of the story
Turn the page, it's over 

[HOOK]
Yeh, you were right about me this time girl
Hearing all the voices inside my head when you need me
Your calling all my exes, while your watching me on TV
Concerts booming loud, hoping you didn't need me

[VERSE]
I been up inside my room, like all the time now
I'm never coming out cuz everytime something goes South
I'm lost up in my room, inside my head, but i'll be fine
Ima grab the knife and cut my eyes out in the mean time

You were right about something. (prod. kaadota)

fix me (feat. lil thuey)[prod. dirtcobain]

updated file to the bass'd version because i didnt like having 2 of one song on my profile, if you wanna listen to the original heres a private link for it
https://soundcloud.com/sophonborrowedtime/attm-bassed/s-5rnpkVDU7C3

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0aXQvrwW9NELRtluRSRvEX?si=djWVqWYlT8KvSG8Sdns9lg

featuring glxsgxw
produced by me
cover art by glxsgxw
mixed by me and glxsgxw
lyrics:

verse 1: (soph)
i feel so out of place
wanna fly to outer space
to get out this place
im such a fucking waste of space
im such a fucking waste of space
im pessimistic thats true
i wont get up unless theres something to do
i just wanna be with you
but you dont even talk to me
what the fuck am i supposed to do
i just wanna fucking be with you

prechorus: (soph)
im sick of everything
i wont do anything
to make myself feel better
guess I'll fucking sing
out all my problems
till the end of time
and by the end of time
i just mean when my time is up

chorus: (soph)
im still fucking up
at 5am
havent slept and im wide awake
im too fucked to ask for help
so i grab my blade
you know the story you've heard it a thousand times
a thousand times more
itll happen again
and again until im fucking dead
inside and out
will you just shut your fucking mouth
this shit makes me sick to death
i dont wanna take another fucking breath
of this shitty air

verse 2: (glxsgxw)
And I am scared of my shadow
Cause staring at it makes me think
How bright I used to be
And I
stare at the hole in the gallow
and finally I think I'm gonna jump
cause
I been alone all my life
I have no friends cause I can't socialise
yeah I barely scrape by
the dread of existence
the love that im missing
the feelings quite distant
wish that I had listened
to everything she had to say
all her words just went right past my brain
now im feeling consequence the pain
unbearable I watch my mind decay

bridge : (glxsgxw)
watch me thru the cracks I can't take it
watch me go insane I can't take it
watch me thru the cracks I can't take it
but I never wanted this
I never wanted this

chorus: (soph and glxsgxw)
im still fucking up
at 5am
havent slept and im wide awake
im too fucked to ask for help
so i grab my blade
you know the story you've heard it a thousand times
a thousand times more
itll happen again
and again until im fucking dead
inside and out
will you just shut your fucking mouth
this shit makes me sick to death
i dont wanna take another fucking breath
of this shitty air

Spotify!

a thousand times more (ft GLXSGXW)

@shikixo
produced by me
mixed by me x shiki
cover art by shiki

ALL EXPOSED (ft Shiki XO)

Heres my cover of MGK ft. Halsey Forget Me Too 
Hope you enjoy it!
Cover video will be up on youtube tomorrow at 12 pm noon

Music video link
https://youtu.be/Q6CUKH3hC5Y

Lil Used - Forget Me Too (Cover)

i think that i’ll be okay

produced by eeryskies

thanks for listening <3

I Think I'll Be Okay [prod. eeryskies]

I make music sometimes
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