some songs i hold dear
hope u enjoy
prodby. @imcaves & @jolst
original song credits go towards
@familypet
@youngburial
@guardinmusic

song links: 
familypet - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6q38OKKCFE
fats'e - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_RX7bF8kLBo
guardin - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-K8SilXyq54

familypet x fats'e x guardin (song mashup//cover)

produced by sofabed

completely non profit

lyrics

u and i need to find a way 
to exist separately 
but I cannot, I will not
I won't believe
u and i, u and i
weren't meant to be
no I will not, I will not 
I won't believe

(are u on or off?)

what are u waiting for?
is it last call?
I hope there's more to ur life than this
than there is to mine

(are u on or off?)

last call (sofabed)

s/o sendflowrs, afterlife, n jolst go check them out they deserve it
https://linktr.ee/prod.afterlife
https://instagram.com/prodjolst
https://youtube.com/jolst
https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs
lyrics

falls coming soon
n i already knew
i would feel the same
that i did last june
getting drunk n high
im never satisfied
cmon pour me up my love
lets go for a ride
all these knives in my back i cant walk right
do i gotta think about that
look at the brightside
its fine
im still alive
although i dont wanna be
im just waiting for the time youll take my life from me

take ur time with me
baby its so hard to breathe
im hoping when u break my heart u take my life from me
n when i travel thru the dark would u follow me
because the airs getting colder
the airs getting colder
hate being sober
i hate growing older
i lost my composure
n now im falling over
pulled up in a rover
im leaving in a rover
passed out drunk
im bending over
i dont want u lying when ur looking right in my eyes
but how u play the victim if ur gonna be the bad guy
i dont wanna die girl i promise
i wanna stay right here cuz i love this

falls coming soon
n i already knew
i would feel the same
that i did last june
getting drunk n high
im never satisfied
cmon pour me up my love
lets go for a ride
all these knives in my back i cant walk right
do i gotta think about that
look at the brightside
its fine
im still alive
although i dont wanna be
im just waiting for the time youll take my life from me

(sendflowrs)
oh what a mess ive been
sleeping for weeks in this cold hard bed
i cannot breathe when u call again
n my heart it dies when u talk to him
shes holding me in
please let me go
where have u been
im lost all alone
n these woods are so cold
this lake is my home
if u couldnt swim
i would carry the boat
carry the boat
i swim inside this water like its my home
im drowning here please stay awake stay on the phone
i think ill perish here my baby girl
leave me alone

limbo w/ sendflowrs [prod. afterlife x jolst]

baseline prod @fleshgolem + @ripwarheart

lyrics:
despite what i say i
i just scrape by
my life on display
but ill only say what they'd like
you got what you wanted but you left me at the baseline
at the baseline
at the baseline 
look me in my face
ive got all the same expressions on me
nothing left to say
cuz all the words you said they've really got me
fucked up but ive been here before
no matter what you say i still come back for more

no matter what you do
i cant block out the view
it wont ever make sense all that you put me through
i cant stay out my way
ive been stuck in a phase 
lifes been monochromatic
all the colours turn grey

love when you tell me im nothing so say it again
played with my heart like a game so play it again
nothing i do could get you out of my head
so please just stay

despite what i say i
i just scrape by
my life on display
but ill only say what they'd like
you got what you wanted but you left me at the baseline
at the baseline
at the baseline 
look me in my face
ive got all the same expressions on me
nothing left to say
cuz all the words you said they've really got me
fucked up but ive been here before
no matter what you say i still come back for more

nine to 5 - baseline (prod. flesh + ripwarheart)

prod. fotia x kingdeno

lyrics:
arrow in the quiver i b right on target
i pull up my whip deliver i just double park it
all that bread that i made
that direct deposit
i sell beats still make a profit 
i wish i could live off of it (I SELL BEATS HMU)
i dont rly get why i dont get up off it
sick of moping i keep doing things that i dont wanna
do, need to lock the fuck in
what the fuck is up with all that
i feel like a puppet
and honestly i love it

i wish that i didnt
that'd make
all this
that much more simple
i get so timid
fuck anyone that hear me
i wish that i wasnt myself
even for just a day
i think that'd be nice
i wouldn't trade my life for that, for nothing
not even a sample
i know you got everything i want
but im not giving it up
they could run thru the breeze
so how could i trust anyone
anyone

idk whats wrong with me
i just wanna be the best version of myself
but its so hard
idk what im supposed to do
bout anything at all
unprepared to be involved with

Wickeddd (fotia x kingdeno)

(prod by loverboy x ll lk)
3/10/25
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
1 on 1
You hit all over
I guess,
Babe, I'll come on over now
It's over now

[PRE-CHORUS]
You don't want it
(when you wake up)
You don't care to figure out that I'm toxic
(Gonna stay up)

[CHORUS]
I might fuck around inside your house possessing objects
I don't really care about the ghost inside my conscience
Every time I wake up I feel so nauseous
(Feeling nauseous)
Hold up, watch this

[BRIDGE]
Standing still but I feel so alive (alive)
When you come back
Haunt me in the night
I don't care babe, It's all alright (alright)
Baby, hold me tight cuz I know I died

[CHORUS-CONTINUED]
Standing still but I feel so alive (so alive)
Come and haunt me inside the night
It's fine (it's fine)

[PRE-HOOK]
But I stand still
And I feel so boring
Hit up Steve
My boy, he's still snoring

[HOOK]
Dead, dead
Wake up getting out of your bed, bed
Is this song stuck in in your head, head

[VERSE]
Oh my god
I hit a line and I think I'm sweating
Did I hit a nerve?
I'm sorry I'm boring
Armageddon and the world is ending

[PRE-CHORUS]
You don't want it
(when you wake up)
You don't care to figure out that I'm toxic
(Gonna stay up)

[CHORUS]
I might fuck around inside your house possessing objects
I don't really care about the ghost inside my conscience
Every time I wake up I feel so nauseous
(Feeling nauseous)
Hold up, watch this

[OUTRO]
In the forest animals come alive (come alive)
Hunt you down, eat you tonight
I don't know what your asking for my darling
All I fucking know is that world is ending

Toxic (prod. loverboy x ll lk)

Track 3 on my new EP 'You'll Never Figure It Out'

Guitars & Additional Production by BennyKaay

Lyrics:
no more sitting on the outside looking in
now i’m standing in the moment wondering 
if this is worth it 
kinda nervous 
through surface 
isn’t workin out as perfect 
as i made it seem in my head 
oh there’s something unrewarding 
from what i see as the right choice 
attention frozen in the moment 
logic stranded out with no voice 

so if we’re already too far
lets see how far we can go 
i’ll be here waiting on your call 
we’ll let the chaos unfold 

now i’m stuck here as the dust is settling 
and lies of heart rate start to quit 
still moment, hear my own thoughts 
i’m wishing that i could not 
back and fourth 
would it be same now 
adrenaline 
starts sneaking back out 
are you by yourself 
would it be a bad idea 
run it back again 
cuz we haven’t crashed yet

i never meant to get to this point 
am i too far, am i too far

Too Far

oh months went by
and here i am still lying to you
pour the bleach down my throat
you can not know the truth
in the back of my mind i only picture us two 
i didn't want anything permanent 
until i met you
i know i'm an awful person
and i didn't mean to make it worse for you
you make me feel crazy
you made me feel something new
i know everything i need to know
it was perfect but i see u need to go
it's okay, ur songs on repeat
ur still perfect to me

i overthink until i'm angry
at myself
selfishness, i love abandoning 
everyone else
oh look i'm stranded
deep in the waterwell

Toxic (prod. loverboy x ll lk)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)