prod. flesh

i know that i've been giving in
at least i'm trying to live with it inside of my head
are you even listening?
i'm sick of all this dissonance inside of my head

should i be grateful for all the things that you did for me?
or should i be hateful for all the things that you did to me?
i haven't been able to trust a word that you've given me
and i just wish you'd let me forget
no i dont wanna end up like this all the time
no end in sight 
try all you like
i won't be letting it get to me
and i know it's been on your mind
it's been on mine
try all you like
i won't be letting it get to me

and i'd be lying if i said it didnt hurt
it hurts
your words
they tear through my heart
and i'd be lying if i said it ever worked
it burned
we learned  
why cant we move on?

it's okay

Drinking

All alone and I start drinking
Think about the way things go
Always running when its raining
I cant believe it goes so slow
So slow

All alone and I start thinking
Bourbon bottles almost gone
Numbers in my head there ringing
I cant believe it took so long
So long

All alone
She meets me in the night
Makes me feel alright
Makes me feel alright

All alone and I start drinking
Think about the way things been 
Feeling like time keeps slipping
I cant believe it ran so thin
So thin

All alone and I start thinking 
Whiskey bottles almost gone
I can still hear her singing
I cant believe its not my song
My song

All alone
She meets me in the night
Makes me feel alright
Makes me feel alright
She meets me in the night
Makes me feel alright
Makes me feel alright
She meets me in the night
Makes me feel alright
Makes me feel alright
She meets me in the night
Makes me feel alright
Makes me feel alright


All alone
She meets me in the night
Makes me feel alright
Makes me feel alright
She meets me in the night
Makes me feel alright
Makes me feel alright

DRINKING

prod. flesh
master by @notluna

i 
cant go outside
and i dont know why
yeah im growing tired
of cancelling plans
it's only one night
with all of my friends
and i know it's alright to wanna stay but i
feel guilty when i dont even try
to power through and have a good time

i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone that isn't me 
yeah i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone that isn't me so much, oh

edit: I've never had a song perform this well!! shoutout the algorithm gods I'm glad it's resonating w ppl :') should be on Spotify etc in the next few days!!! thank u everyone for all the support it fr means a lot to me <33

i wish that i could be someone else

prod. flesh

sample: artist vs poet - like kids

lyrics:
from the moment that I woke up
I've been tryna see the sun
gotta wait a bit it's not up yet whoa
I've been throwing bricks into the pond
I'm just tryna skip all of the upset yea
I don't get a say in what I want
but I don't wanna end up on the doorstep uh
cuz then I get stepped all on
nah n I don't wanna stress too long

I remember it like it's yesterday
I'm still in it in the memories
swear to god I'll give them everything
but they'll never take the rest away
so I'll keep chasing notes I dreamed I wrote

I take my card and receipt
pack all my things into my bag then I step out in the heat
it takes longer than I want
and though it's hard as it seems
it's only everything I wanted
everything I wanted to be

Not up yet

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