RAT RACE BLUE ✊🏽🫰🏽🔥🎶🎶

This isn’t just a playlist — it started as a suicide note.

At my lowest point, I couldn’t find the words to say goodbye… so I wrote lyrics instead. That single act of survival turned into a voice I didn’t know I had. Every track you hear in this collection comes from that moment forward — from pain, from reflection, from staying alive one day at a time.

CC3PO became my name for the sound of healing.
Some of these beats were born with the help of AI. But the emotion, the trauma, the love, and the scars? Those are all mine.

This playlist is for anyone who's ever been close to the edge — and chose to turn back.

🎧 Welcome to the soul code. The pain didn’t win.

Digital Soul: The Essential CC3PO Collection

Survival

The Weight of Silence” is a raw and honest expression of emotional struggle and recovery. Through poignant lyrics and atmospheric production, CC3PO explores the pain of silence and the strength found in speaking up. Part of the album Shattered and Reforged, this track is a tribute to resilience and healing.

The Weight of Silence

Reaching Out

She Can’t Be In Love


Feeling like
Staying at home 
Be on your own 
She’s too beautiful 
She’s not in love
She can’t be in love

I’ll have to recall you
Life doesn’t owe you
You should have known 
Should have pondered more
She’s too beautiful 
She can’t be in love

The fault is yours
You’re such a fool
You still believe in love
What’s wrong with you 

What’s the difference 
Between pleasure and pain
She can’t decide you say
Her mother’d like it the same you say
What if her father’d show up 
To leave you along the highway 

I’ll have to recall you
Life doesn’t owe you
You should have known 
Should have pondered more
She’s too beautiful 
She can’t be in love

The fault is yours
You’re such a fool
You still believe in love
What’s wrong with you 

What’s the difference 
Between pleasure and pain
She can’t decide you say
Her mother’d like it the same you say
What if her father’d show up 
To leave you along the highway 

I’ll have to recall you
Life doesn’t owe you
You should have known 
Should have pondered more
She’s too beautiful 
She can’t be in love

The fault is yours
You’re such a fool
You still believe in love
What’s wrong with you 


She Can’t Be In Love

“Paper-Thin” is a raw and emotional indie ballad about the silent battles we fight between chasing dreams and holding onto love. Carlos Cabrales delivers a deeply personal and vulnerable performance, capturing the fear of losing yourself — and those you love — in the process. With heartfelt vocals and a minimalist, atmospheric backdrop, “Paper-Thin” speaks for every soul who’s ever struggled to balance ambition with connection.

Paper Thin

A man breaking out of the life he was raised to fake. Honest, raw, and unapologetically real.
This is confessional hip-hop meets spoken word — stripped down to the bone, with nothing left to hide.
For anyone who's ever lived a lie and finally said “enough.”
🎧 #BlueprintsInTheDirt | 🎤 #CC3PO | 💬 #MentalHealth

Blueprints in the Dirt (Explicit Version)

A song about being there — but not present. For anyone who’s loved others while forgetting themselves. This track reflects the ache of emotional distance and the slow work of coming home to yourself.

Vacancy Sign

Rat Race Blues

“Lazy Like a Monday” is a sharp-tongued, darkly funny anthem for anyone who’s ever been overworked, overlooked, or left holding the clipboard in a chaotic hospital shift. With biting wit and rhythmic storytelling, the song paints a vivid picture of ward life — where gossip spreads faster than test results, efficiency flatlines, and the queue to clock out is the only thing that moves on time. Beneath the humor lies a raw truth about burnout, bureaucracy, and the resilience of those holding the system together. Equal parts comedy and catharsis, this is the soundtrack for every unsung hero running circles in scrubs.

Apple Music

Lazy like a Monday

Raw. Honest. Unfiltered.
“One More Minute” is a voice for those caught in the darkest hour—the ones who scroll through life just hoping for one more breath before the breakdown. Inspired by real struggles and NF-style emotional storytelling, this track blends intense inner dialogue with raw vocals, mental health truth, and survival. Not for the faint of heart—this one’s for the ones still standing in the fire.

⚠️ Explicit themes. Listen with intent.

One More Minute

A raw, confessional hip-hop track that walks the razor’s edge between pain and restraint. “Triggerfinger” is a dark, lyrical monologue by CC3PO that explores rage, repression, and survival in a world that silences struggle.
Explicit language — listener discretion advised.

Triggerfinger

A hard-hitting narrative from the perspective of a gang leader who earned the crown—but lost his peace. “No Peace, Just Power” blends cinematic trap with emotionally raw lyrics, painting a portrait of what it means to rule by fear. CC3PO exposes the emptiness behind dominance in a world where silence screams the loudest.

No Peace Just Power

“No Witness, Still Worth It” is a track about invisible survival. Inspired by the weight of modern pressures—from toxic systems to quiet rebellion—this song is a pulse for those still fighting.

No Witness Still Worth It

In November 2024, CC3PO reached the edge — literally and emotionally. With a suicide letter written and a familiar bridge in sight, what could’ve been the end became the turning point.

“Why I Create” is not just a title — it’s a survival story. A spoken narrative of pain, silence, breaking points, and ultimately… healing.

This piece is for anyone who's ever felt like they were one moment away from giving up. It's a reminder that brokenness can be a beginning.

Because the bridge didn’t break him. And now, he builds bridges with his art.

Why (The Bridge Didn't Break Me)

🕯️ “I heal for me, not for you to clap.”

A raw, spoken-word rework of the original "No Witness, Still Worth It" from the Before It Breaks album — this version leans deeper into the quiet defiance of healing in the shadows.

Over ambient lo-fi piano and minimal trap percussion, CC3PO delivers a vulnerable and explicit confessional about choosing survival without applause, finding purpose without praise, and rebuilding silently when no one’s watching.

The lyrics hit like real-life bruises: unpaid therapy, empty rooms, ignored cries, and strength born in silence.

🔊 For those who feel unseen but still show up.
🎧 For the ones who stopped explaining themselves.
💔 For the days when your only win was not giving up.

No Witness Still Worth It  Explicit Remix

🎙️ Independent storyteller | 🇺🇸🇲🇽 | Voice through survival
I use AI-assisted tools to co-create some of my music, but every lyric, edit, and emotional heartbeat is mine.

All songs are legally licensed for commercial release. I rewrite, restructure, and remix every line until it reflects real life — mine, and maybe yours too.

If it helps even one person feel less alone in their frustration, grief, or journey… then it was worth creating.

🧠 Music built from survival.
🫀 Songs crafted with truth.
🤖 Powered by technology. Driven by heart.