⚠️ EXPLICIT • MEN’S MENTAL HEALTH • TRAUMA

The Origin Of A Man’s Craving is a real-world trauma album told from a man’s point of view — craving, porn, cheating, identity, shame, faith, therapy, and the moment he finally asks for help.

These tracks follow the journey from childhood wounds → secret habits → getting caught → breaking down → calling for help → sitting in a circle with other men who are just as broken and still trying.

This playlist is for men who feel confused, numb, addicted, horny, lonely, guilty, or “too much” — and the people who love them.

If any of this sounds like you, you’re not alone.
– CC3PO

The Origin Of A Man’s Craving (A Real-World Trauma Album)

⚠️ Content warning: Explicit language, sexual themes, childhood trauma, men’s mental health.

“Craving Started Early” is a confessional track about where a man’s cravings really come from – not just sex, but the hunger to be seen, held, and loved. It follows a boy who grows up without emotional safety and turns to porn, hookups, and validation just to feel human for a moment.

This song is for the men who think they’re “broken” or “dogs” but are really just carrying years of silence, shame, and unmet needs.

If this track hits too close, you’re not alone.
Reach out, share it with someone who needs it, or message me if you’ve lived this too. – CC3PO

Craving Started Early

⚠️ EXPLICIT CONTENT — sexual themes, porn addiction, emotional collapse, adult language.

“Dead Inside On Schedule” is a brutally honest look at what men go through behind the mask — the porn cycles, the late-night DMs, the cravings nobody talks about, and the quiet breakdown happening in bedrooms, cars, and bathrooms every damn day.

This track isn’t about lust —
it’s about loneliness,
numbness,
and the shit men carry from childhood into adulthood without ever getting help.

It’s for the men who smile at work but die inside at night.
For the ones holding families together while their hearts fall apart.
For the ones who crave connection, not just sex.
For the men who feel invisible.

If this hits too hard…
you’re not dirty, you’re not broken —
you’re just a man who’s been carrying way too much alone.

— CC3PO

Dead Inside On Schedule

⚠️ EXPLICIT CONTENT — sexual identity, religious shame, internal conflict, strong language.

“Confession in the Mirror” is the moment a man finally admits the truth he’s been hiding from everyone — including himself.
This track dives into the confusion men feel around sexuality, attraction, masculinity, and the expectations placed on them since childhood.

This isn’t about labels.
It’s about honesty — the kind men were never allowed to have.

If this hits you hard, you’re not alone.
Men everywhere are carrying secrets that feel “wrong,” when really…
they’re human.

— CC3PO

Confession in the Mirror

⚠️ EXPLICIT CONTENT — sex, trauma, strong language, men’s mental health.

“The First Time I Felt Wanted” is not just a “first time” story — it’s about the first time a man felt seen instead of used, chosen instead of convenient.

This track talks about:
• being the quiet guy at the party who feels invisible
• finally meeting someone who actually looks through the mask
• sex that isn’t about performance, but about feeling safe
• what it does to a man when someone treats his scars like they matter
• why so many of us chase hookups and porn trying to recreate one honest moment

This song is for the men who remember one person that made them feel enough — and the craving that never left after.

If this hit you in the chest, you’re not soft, you’re not weak.
You’re just a man who finally knows what real connection feels like.

— CC3PO

The First Time I Felt Wanted

⚠️ EXPLICIT CONTENT — cheating, porn addiction, trauma, strong language, men’s mental health.

“Caught in the Craving” is the moment everything blows up.
This track follows a man who’s been hiding behind porn, DMs, and secret hookups… until his partner finds the messages and all the unhealed shit he’s been running from finally hits somebody else.

This song talks about:
• getting “caught” and realizing it’s deeper than just sex
• how craving and loneliness can wreck the person who loves you
• kids feeling the tension even when they don’t know the words
• the shame of watching someone cry because of your choices
• the first time he sees the cause > effect of years without help

This isn’t a “player anthem.”
It’s a consequence anthem for men who never learned how to deal with trauma, desire, and emptiness in a healthy way.

If you’ve ever thought, “I’m only hurting myself,” this track is the warning before it hits the people you love.

— CC3PO

Caught in the Craving

⚠️ EXPLICIT CONTENT — trauma, mental health, strong language.

“Finally Called for Help” is the turning point of The Origin Of A Man’s Craving — the moment a man stops dying in silence and actually reaches out. No flex, no ego, just a broken voice on a phone line saying, “I’m not okay.”

This track is about:
• waking up on the couch knowing you can’t keep doing this
• searching “therapist near me” with shaking hands
• telling the truth about porn, cheating, shame, and identity
• realizing you’re not a monster — you’re untreated pain
• asking for help before you destroy everyone who loves you

This song is for the men who are one call, one text, one session away from a different life.

If you’re listening with a number on your screen and your thumb shaking… this is your sign to hit call.

— CC3PO

Finally Called for Help

🎙️ Independent storyteller | 🇺🇸🇲🇽 | Voice through survival
I use AI-assisted tools to co-create some of my music and visuals, but every lyric, edit, and emotional heartbeat is mine.

All songs are legally licensed for commercial release. I rewrite, restructure, and remix every line until it reflects real life — mine, and maybe yours too.

This fundraiser supports a long-term mission:
• finishing my next album
• building a multi-year survival album series around real themes happening now
• creating music videos/AI visuals to bring these stories to life
• and producing beginner-friendly courses that help people grow with today’s tech and AI.

I’m not doing this for profit. I’m doing it to help people carry their trauma a little lighter.
If it helps even one person feel less alone in their frustration, grief, or journey… then it was worth creating.

🧠 Music built from survival.
🫀 Songs crafted with truth.
🎥 Visuals to make the stories real.
🤖 Powered by technology. Driven by heart.