Thank you all for your support and for the music you made me discover
I wish you the best, no one deserves misery

SCORE

Summer field feeling

Vaggvisa om hösten

Tears Falling Down

Composed, arranged, performed, and produced by
Carlos Vivanco

Moon Lovers

Fall Of The Empire

Connected Sleeper

Wired

Image created by me.
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Flux Of A Young Soul

This is an album about black stars casting shadows on the present. Just like we can’t see if a dead star a million lightyears away is already dead, we can’t see if the future we have set our sights on actually exists. Becoming an artist and taking the risk associated with such a ludicrous, inadvisable and uneconomic „Lebensentwurf“ makes you constantly question your life’s choices and consider other paths you could have gone. But therein also lies the beauty and the greatest power of the artist. The pondering of eventualities is as important to successful art as any muse or idol. At least for me. The never-ending melancholy, the fear of failure and the boundless joy experienced during the creative process provide the artist with a new color for every day and a new melody for every night. Most of the time it is hard to separate the joy from sadness and the hope from despair. 

I worked on this album for the past 18 months and I have never made something that is such a concrete manifestation of my state of mind and a portrayal of my way of life. And while this is my darkest album since ‚Sondersensor‘, I also wanted it to be accessible and easy to dance to. This is a portrait of the artist as a young man and the backdrop is the urban dreamscape of a city that is eerily similar to the one I live in. The sound is dirty, urban and melancholic – the beats are simple and the textures are rich. In a way, this is the album I have always wanted to make. A culmination of the intensities and moods of the past two years. These moods will never disappear from my music but here they distilled to their clearest expression yet.


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 ̸̷̺̰̤͈̩̞̳͚̝̣̟̱͚͈̦̼͈̎ͪ̆͆̅ͩ̅̾̀͡a͒ͧͤͭ͛̇͌̋҉̨̦̪͕̤̮͢ņ̙̝͔̤̻̼̦̹̺͖̱̼̙̳̞̣̞̳ͯͨͤ̋̓ͧ̈́̈ͨ̽ͅd̢̢̦͙͓̫̠̬̞̠̻͇̟͈̳̮̪̝̬̠ͣ̽̃͗̾̇̃ͬ͒̒̀͆͂̐ͩ̓͟ ̧̿ͪ̀̀̑ͤ̎̿ͥ́͌́҉̦̙̝͍̫̥́͡s͆ͣ̏͒ͣ͌̈͒̆ͭ́͆͋ͦ͋͐͌̈͏̵͕̳̜͇̯͔̀͠
˚✧˚₊‧აྀི*꒰ˊ꒳ˋ꒱ྀི‧₊˚✧˚₊‧`

`Ç̴̨̡̞͙̖̥̝͎̫͉̪̔͒̆͐̈́̑̇̔͋̕̕͝͝͝O̸̦̻̫̙͓̞̘͙͓̼͕̲̙͈̥̊̓̈́̀̽̑̿̓̐̎͌̈́͠D̴̨̧̤͈͖̦͚̪͓̱͎̱̤̝̿̾̓͐̾̏̎̋̾͆̈́̈́̆̌͠E̷̢̜͍͍̹͓̪͔̪̤̱̟̼̼̖̓̈́̏̾̐͂̇̇̇͛͋̚͠͝X̸̡̛̹̟̤̱͉̱̮̮̳̠̮̼̞̆̈́̾̐͌͆̉̓̿̽͆̽̏͠ȩ̸̢̯̤̘̮ͧ̊̉ͬ̔͡ ̸̧̘̯͉̮̲ͪ̒ͩ͒̔͌ͮ̽ͪ̇ͪͧ͋̐͊̈́ͧͥ̀͘

Su'tet, Ihoe (Contact)

Exciter Entity (Contact)

Check the video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EuGQrpJw5sQ

This track is included in my new collaborative album HIGHFLUX: https://ariad.bandcamp.com/album/highflux I collaborated with my amazing friend @primaloop. I hope you will like the result as we do. The full album contains a bonus track.

primaloop: original drums and effects
ariad: keyboard and effects

More infos about this collab:  https://ariad-music.com/music/highflux

HIGHFLUX

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Born in México City in 1955, started playing at an early age. In Mexico, I played with bands like  "Atrás del Cosmos", "Queso Sagrado", " Broken Heart", "Decibel", "Bardo Thodol", "Kathmandu Ensemble", Silent Light. In New York City I played with Bands like, "King"s East", "In The Service Of", "Fist of Facts", "Desire", "Dense Undergrowth"," "Matahari", "Like Wow", "Devil's Breakfast", "Muse Mob", "Atlantis 3000", "Monster", "Zenith", "Andromeda Crash" "Night Shade", I also collaborated with Hector Zazou, Harold Budd, Elliott Levin, Dennis Charles, Tetsu Inoue, Bettina Koster. Barbara Gogan, Salvatore Principato, Ken Man, Scott Hartley, Thomas Truax and many others. For many years I also wrote Jingles for a lot of products like Coca-Cola, Pepsi, Mc Donalds, Toyota, Kodak, Payless Shoes, Rothman's, Salsa Tabasco, JC Penny, Liberty Science Center, American Heart Association, MCI, Reebok, AT&T, Fanta, Play Movil, etc, I also made music for Viacom writing music for cartoon networks, Bravo TV, Chanel 1, and MTV. Also wrote music for Bill Moyers (PBS)and also for Fax TV in Germany.