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produced by https://soundcloud.com/fkwt27 

lyrics:
I’m disoriented
I feel demented 
I hate this dimension
getting lost in a life
I don’t wanna live 
I don't feel real 
what the fuck is this
feel like I’m floating 
Into the abyss
I sound dramatic 
I’m problematic 
these thoughts 
they're just automatic 
they don't stop
feel like an addict 
I like the pain 
like the misery 
I like the days 
where its just me 
but when it gets lonely 
I need company 
so will you hold my hand 
and let me cry 
will you wipe the tears 
that come pouring out my eyes 

It's what I fantasize 
cuz I feel so alone 
All the time
but I did it 
to myself 
It's my disguise 
cuz I’m terrified 
oh I’m terrified

disoriented (prod. fkwt)

Believe in yourself
What is real will prosper
Shoutout to Jeremy Foster making this possible

Jeremy Foster HARDSTYLE - Last Resort (HauntedR Remix)

guitar played by @user-374890447

lyrics:
what do you know about this
what do you know about this
oh what do you know about this
I'm sick of saying that I'm okay

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
im sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone

say what u done to me
you open me gave me misery
you blow out the candle as i set it alight
fate wasn't kind to me
your over me were history
into someone else
erases every part of me

I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i pray it don't
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
i wanna leave but I'm all alone
I'm sick of saying no
my friends are out while i lay at home
when time ticks i prey it don't
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone
i wanna leave but im all alone

anxiety

socials -> capybara.love/Carolin
Instagram: www.instagram.com/caroelinn/
(prod. by @essscudo)
mix/master @imyxno
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pills (prod. by @essscudo)

i know we could fall in love again my babe
well i, never stopped loving you i mean
it was crazy how i had to spend the last year on my own
all the challenges i faced 
was doing shit id never done
but the feeling now is great
im fucking thankful for my run
just had to fall flat on my face
thats where the best shits always from
i could never compensate for all the bad shit that ive done
and i still hardly feel safe when i go out i take a gun
everyday i think about lucas
never got his flowers tho
i feel like music i abuse it i didnt know it was this powerful 
i dont know what i should fucking do
theres like a million ways i could go
its only best friends in my crew
i fucking love u ur my bro
this shit is wonderful
watch what happens next you never know
i could have it all at once but it feels better when its slow
and i cant just do this for fun it has to be like all i know
ill obsess over it
if i really like u itll show
but youll still never know it
will i ever love another girl
ya i highly doubt it
i dont wanna do another show
i just wanna drown
and i just cant post nostalgia but i know i should
i know i have to 
to you bro i owe it
idk what to do
i feel bad
and i get fucking scared whenever i take shrooms
i wish that you were here my babe
i cant ever stop loving you

what to do (prod. remghost)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/taylor

[lyrics]
I been doing better babe believe me
Take my hand and say you’ll never leave me
Open your eyes I want you to see me
When we love each other there’s a meaning 

Turn the lights down
Baby lay down
Let’s talk about
When we were younger
Reasons I’ve found
In bottles I’ve downed
Fuck it was easier 
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger

I been doing better babe believe me
Take my hand and say you’ll never leave me
Open your eyes I want you to see me
When we love each other there’s a meaning 

When we love each other there’s a meaning I’ve found
That I’ve searched for for years digging through solid ground 
I used to dream of suicide and the day I would end this 
Before you came along I didn’t know I’d get through this
I used to crush up pills my nose was bloody with stress
But baby now you make my demons talk to me less
What can I say 
You make the pain go away 

Turn the lights down
Baby lay down
Lets talk about
When we were younger
Reasons I’ve found
In bottles I’ve downed
Fuck it was easier 
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger
When we were younger

When We Were Younger (prod. taylor morgan)

there are other mashups of this online but i did an edit to suit my taste.

Charli XCX - Unlock it X Alice Deejay - Better off Alone (RH edit)

Poor Boy

top (feat. k1d!) (prod. ailjoy)

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all of my lyrics are 100% organic & self written! <3

pills (prod. by @essscudo)

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