great! added to my best of shoegaze playlist

this song is amazing, I have it on repeat daily

Lyrics:

I know your lost and on your own
damn, it hurts to see what’s weighing on your soul
maybe your scared of life
and what it makes you feel 
maybe the end looks good and starting to seem real

Hold on to the pain
Don’t Cry when it rains
I know you’re awful tired of the pain
It only hurts when it rains

Please don’t look the other way
There’s so much I want to say
Give me your hand and heart to hold
you beautiful thing you selfless soul
Look at me, don't close your eyes
I swear to you it will be alright
I swear to you if you swear to me
 here tomorrow is where we’ll be

Hold on to the pain
Don’t Cry when it rains
I know you’re awful tired of the pain
It only hurts when it rains

When it Rains

Baby im gone until the end
and you should let me fade away
god im hopeless, fucked and broken
leaving nothing left to say
Baby im gone until the end
and you should let me fade away
god im hopeless, fucked and broken
leaving nothing left to say

nothing left to say
nothing left to say  

I’m so stuck inside my god damn head
Im angry, I’m pissed, I’m seeing red
Been praying for so long
But this place still does me wrong

This world really sucks
and we’re hopelessly fucked 
God we can barely breathe
In this world where we’re stuck
I’m Gonna hate this world forever
That’s why I just have to say

Baby im gone until the end
and you should let me fade away
god im hopeless, fucked and broken
leaving nothing left to say
Baby im gone until the end
and you should let me fade away
god im hopeless, fucked and broken
leaving nothing left to say

nothing left to say 
nothing left to say 


Im so sick of every single one
That leaves me feeling fucking numb
I keep praying when theyre open
the worst comes while theyre broken

This world really sucks
and we’re hopelessly fucked 
God we can barely breathe
In this world where we’re stuck
I’m Gonna hate this world forever
That’s why I just have to say

Baby im gone until the end
and you should let me fade away
god im hopeless, fucked and broken
leaving nothing left to say
Baby im gone until the end
and you should let me fade away
god im hopeless, fucked and broken
leaving nothing left to say

nothing left to say 
nothing left to say

GONE

back desk

siren metal // inspired by nosferatu

#metal #numetal #shoegaze #heavyshoegaze #deftones #slipknot #vira #wisp #altrock #rockmusic

come to me

raven's call

love me

INDECISIVE FT. bliind lynx

its been a while
luv u all

Lyrics:

its like were the same 
nothin has changed at all
not a glance was exchanged
so do u even know if im not okay, im not okay

ur not liking home
but you dont wanna be anywhere else
if i was alone
would you still reach out for help, for help
it feels like a dream nothin is what it seems
but if i could wake up
would i even want to?

its not ur fault 
yet you still try to make up up for things you didnt do

its always been you
the entire thing comes right back to me
with certainty
why would u ever need me?
it feels like a dream nothing is what it seems
but if i could wake up
would i even want to?

anywhere else

lyrics:

You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest
You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest

Yeah
I can't seem to ever get away
Uh
Stick around show me who a fake
Yeah
Chewing through your lies like a steak
Uh
Bloody like a toothache
Yeah
I hope I'm not just someone in your way
Uh
Addicted to your body and your face
I
Don't want to get rid of your remains
If you hate me then say that
Screaming out in my ear but I don't hear shit
Paint her picture perfect so don't act deaf
Don't go acting deaf

You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest
You can hear my cries but you gave up yeah
I don't want to die but you make my life tough
And bring me to my worst
Why do I bother
When you told me that you need a hug
Yeah you're pulling me in close
Turning my bones to dust
Heart in your hand and you just crush
This time I'm honest

You just crush
Heart in your hand and you just crush
Yeah you crush
Don't go acting deaf

crush

Lyrics:

Dig your nails in my back hearing you beg
Said you cant get enough
Love the taste of your blood biting your neck
Show me how much you can take
Push you to the edge, my tongue cuts in like its a knife
There's no need to hold back cause my lips give you the breath of life

Feel the negative presence when you're here
But I cant get enough
Waking up from a dream to a nightmare
Don't know how much I can take
Push me to the edge, lets take our time to redefine our fate
I don't know if we should stop, our lives are always put at stake

Woah
Woah
You wrapped around inside my head and now I cant let go
You pushed me to the other side I've fallen so below
You wrapped around inside my head and now I cant let go
Your pretty face wanted me dead
This time you'll be alone

Dig your nails in my back hearing you beg
Said you cant get enough
Love the taste of your blood biting your neck
Show me how much you can take
Push you to the edge, my tongue cuts in like its a knife
There's no need to hold back cause my lips give you the breath of life

Feel the negative presence when you're here
But I cant get enough
Waking up from a dream to a nightmare
Don't know how much I can take
Push me to the edge, lets take our time to redefine our fate
I don't know if we should stop, our lives are always put at stake

Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah, oh

take

[Intro]
“Boots on the floor… same old game… she’s just like her…”

[Verse 1]
Boots scuff the dust, neon hums low,
Whiskey words curl, her twang cuts deep!
Coy little smirk, hand on my chest—
A trap wrapped in lace, dressed up to deceive!

“She plays you… just like her…”)

[Pre-Chorus]
Step by step, she reels me in…
Same sweet poison, same slick sin…
The Voice snarls, I see it clear—
She’s not Jessica, she’s HER!

[Chorus]
She pulls me close, the bottle tips…
A hiss, a laugh, a venom kiss!
Dragged to the truck, smirk turns cold—
The Voice says…
“Start.”

[Verse 2]
Engine roars, gravel spits,
She don’t look so damn tough now!
Make her plead, make her cry…
Turn her lies into a sound!

“Beg for me. Say my name. Like she did.”

[Bridge]
Midnight highway, no headlights shine…
The wind carries screams through the pines…
One last gasp, one last breath…
Justice whispered from the edge of death!

“She won’t fool another soul…”)

[Chorus]
She pulls me close, the bottle tips…
A hiss, a laugh, a venom kiss!
Dragged to the truck, smirk turns cold—
The Voice says…
“Start.”

[Breakdown]
Bar doors swing, the jukebox stops—
A queen torn down, a body drops!
Dust to dust, the neon fades…
One more ghost, one more grave!

“She’s just like her… but she won’t fool another soul.”

[Chorus]
She pulls me close, the bottle tips…
A hiss, a laugh, a venom kiss!
Dragged to the truck, smirk turns cold—
The Voice says…
“Start.”

Jessica, Start the Fall

18 yr old 
all instruments played and everything produced, written, mixed, and mastered by me in my bedroom

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