written by Lxst Boy and soku (@soku_music)
produced by 4lexf
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
intro sample from Regular Show

LYRICS

VERSE 1

[Lxst Boy]
stuck in my head
feel so alive but im better off dead
probably should apologize wrote this instead
writing sad songs now im buried in the sand
running around for a girl in a frenzy
eating too much but im still feeling empty
im feeling cold from the love never sent me
i wanna run far away no one get me, yeah
darkness inside of me, im not a masterpiece
lxst in this world, not finding no canopy
burning alive while she holding the kerosene
im broken in pieces, the demons still tearing me
haunting my dreams, lxst in the sheets
getting tongue tied from the words try to speak
unwanted reasons, tell me your secrets
promise i'll keep them, yeah
tell me you want me, feel like im floating
im broken hearted cuz you were my chosen
you were my future, now hopeless and broken
and im stuck in time, yeah these pages are soaking
rain in my dreams, its not what it seems
tears filling up gonna sail overseas
over mountains i dream when im stuck in my sleep
and im looking for reasons on why i still breathe, uh

[Lxst Boy & soku]
im stuck in time, yeah
really crossing the line yeah
dont feel like im fine yeah
someone show me the light, yeah

[Lxst Boy]
im stuck in time, yeah
really crossing the line yeah
dont feel like im fine yeah
someone show me the light, yeah

VERSE 2

[soku]
stuck in my head
lxst in my mind
i tried to call but my call got denied
still feeling bad
tried to apologize
all those nights
that i could've had her but didnt
messed up this time
still dont know why im even alive
getting tongue tied every time that i speak
havent taken a shower since you left me, yeah i reek
our love hit our peak then had to decline
yeah you decline every time i call
i thought i had it all
now im on my fall
all my photos on your wall, yeah this is all my fault
im sorry that i hurt you in this way
i can promise you that you'll see better days
ayy, but you dont want to see my face
and i get it
im sorry that i did it
now im begging on my knees for forgiveness, yeah

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from the depths of my mind (feat. soku) [4lexf]

oakl. (karri)

Give Me Your Love

i'm not alright, it's not alright
i am missing you tonight
as i write you lullabies
you are sleeping by his side
but i'm not angry, i'm not angry
i'm just waiting, i'm still waiting
to get over it, to get over it

i'm not okay, it's not okay
i still miss you every day
i was standing in our way
but, i assure you i have changed
and i'm not dying, i'm not dying
but i'm trying, i've been trying
ever since you left, ever since you left

i keep trying to sleep, but you're haunting me
you're haunting me
and i just want to rest, but you're in my head
because you and i bleed the same red
you and i bleed the same

i'm not useless, i'm not useless
or so says my therapist
i'd be better off and better yet
with electroshock treatment
but i'm not crazy, i'm not crazy
okay maybe, okay maybe
just a little bit, just a little bit

i'm not upset, i'm not upset
i'm just trying to forget
because every memory we split
lives in a box under my bed
i'm not dying, i'm not dying
but i'm trying, i've been trying
ever since you left, ever since you left

i keep trying to sleep, but you're haunting me
you're haunting me
i just want to rest but you're in my head
you and i bleed the same red
you and i bleed the same

what did you do to me darling?
what did you do to me darling?
what did you do to me darling?
what did you do to me darling, dear?

i keep trying to sleep, but you're haunting me
you're haunting me
i just want to rest but you're in my head
you and i bleed the same red
you and i bleed the same


Ever Since You Left

Lund - Alone

track 1 from my debut album "possibilities" out now on iTunes/Spotify.

https://foundation-media.lnk.to/elipossibilities

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possibilities

who?

who? (full album stream)

Written and recorded by Carter Powers.
Beat produced by JabariOnTheBeat.

LYRICS:

[HOOK 1]
just let me know how i’m in the flow, in the flow
hoping you’ll save me
just let me know if you wanna go, wanna go
i’m losing patience

just let me know how i’m in the flow, in the flow
hoping you’ll save me
just let me know if you wanna go, wanna go
i’m losing patience


[VERSE 1]
life is moving on
doesn’t take breaks, no
and i’m moving on
won’t hit the brakes, no

i might have friends but i'm on my own, on my own
why do i feel alone?

life is moving too fast
i’ll never know what i had
now i’m stuck in the past
nothing good ever lasts


[HOOK 2]
just let me know how i’m in the flow, in the flow
hoping you’ll save me
just let me know if you wanna go, wanna go
i’m losing patience

just let me know how i’m in the flow, in the flow
hoping you’ll save me
just let me know if you wanna go, wanna go
i’m losing patience

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Carter Powers