a long time ago in her front yard she said i numbed her pain... now i am the reason for it
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Numbed Her Pain (ft. mourning )*all platforms*

3:AM (Ft.AXG KARMAH)music video in bio)

I don’t understand what’s happening and I wanna pull my hair should I kill my self today or should I wait another year bitch I thought y’all was my homies they don’t really seem to care then again I’m never open and I’m never rly there leads me to some problems of some reasons I can’t share cuz whenever people ask I’m ok I fucking swear look at the security tell ‘em I don’t really care cuz I lost that way of life LSD done brought me there cracker writing raps baggy jeans and fluffy hair and them beat ass bulky shoes that I always fucking wear riding round my street air be swaying through my hair bitch I’m always on the hunt looking for them fucking stairs every time I’m mobbin I see police everywhere what does everybody wonder when If I’m there they always stare sometimes I be wondering is my life gon bring me there cuz my ask can’t do a thing I make music I click share 

I be waking in the morning wish I never fell asleep cuz I hate the way it’s going Imma work until I’m free and these people in my school they don’t know who imma be I think my dad giving up he’s lost all his faith in me I don’t wanna know what people think about me they some hoes I be getting mad at school bumping into peoples shoulders I want alcohol at work substitute it with some soda and i know what imma do when I’m getting fucking older

I dont understand

I Dont Undertand (Prod-Nosa El Producer) $ CHECK OUT NEW SONGS

for what? (prod.Puhf)

Original Upload Date: January 10th, 2021

Instrumental By Onte

vampire girl prod onte

on YouTube https://youtu.be/c1-ux1Q3LDQ
When push comes to down to shoving
Tell me would you push or shove me
I wish that you still loved me 
But I bet that you’d still fcuk me

Let myself go, im kinda ugly 
I can’t name a soul in which im trusting
Yeah im all alone at least im comfy
Yeah im on the road but im still buzzing

Idek if its still worth it
What’s the point of being myself if Im not perfect

When I drop this imma make sure that you heard it 
I made this shit for everyone even my first bitch
Aint no way he still be talking about her, bitch
and Im on third since, I don’t think im worth shit

 I talk to no one so this music is my outlet
Don’t talk to momma so she swear that I be out, lit
I don’t even have the drive to go be out lt
Im trying my best not to hang myself in the closet


When push comes to down to shoving
Tell me would you push or shove me
I wish that you still loved me 
But I bet that you’d still fcuk me

Let myself go, im kinda ugly 
I can’t name a soul in which im trusting
Yeah im all alone at least im comfy
Yeah im on the road but im still buzzing

shuv (prod. Sulfur.mp3)

all my songs are about girls, pt.2

just wait till im dead

produced by @nedarbnagrom
LYRICS:

she dont wanna get close to me
she dont wanna sip wine on the coast with me
it would really mean the most if we
could sit back talk bout how it used to be
i cant complain that you blame it on me
if it wasnt for me who knows what we could be
where im at now i feel so shitty
pack my bags ima leave this city
hit the mall spend it all for you
only if you want me to, you know i love you
wish i could turn time around
back like it was in high school when i
see your face hear your voice hear your name,
my heart beat outta my chest like it used to
even tho ima asshole i could be a hassle
i never thought i would loose you
took it too fast got lost in the lust
lock me in my room burn a blunt into dust
girl dont mind ima be just fine
you can leave me behind to die its what im used to </3

I dont think i can love again
i dont think ill feel love again
you were my girl you were my best friend
but come to find it was all pretend
i dont think that ill love again
i dont think ill find love agin
wear my heart with a safety pin
think of me when this beat begin like...

Hold Me Close (prod. Discent)*ALL PLATFORMS

CARTER TOMORROW (@CarterTomorrow)