belladonna,
at first you were my saviour.

well, i guess that i took too much,
and now i am going to die.

belladonna

i feel disgusting 
i dont feel human
my body fumbling its rumbilng cause i dont know
what takes come back home  to you
i wanna say that i love you
i have feeling i cant forgive you i cant love you
i have a feeling i cant not trust you i cant not love you
i think your words going butcher 
it makes me sick to my stomache i cant even eat
this cant be heathy 2x

i have a feeling

have my coat when you get cold,
i’ll love you till we’re old
and forever and forever.

i’ll tie your laces when undone,
cause i’ll it find it fun.
you’re everything, you’re everything.

but you don’t even exist,
making it up, can’t resist,
i can’t resist, i can’t resist.


i thought id use my old master preset and incorporate a bit of my old style

full of love with no one to love

damn shawty you dont even exist

dirtiest boy

does anyone care

its not in my head

vessel of desolation
rotting in isolation
if youre to good for me
ill die in misery
going through the stages
pain infused in all the phases
and youre too good for me
ill die in misery

vessel of desolation

prod me
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run plz dont hide
i promise im not that type of guy
just know that im doing fine
i stalk your corpse
and wonder why i like
cut your skin skim your limbs
wonder if you can survive after this
now ik your okay
do you love me watching ok
bloody limbs
bloody lips 
i wonder if i can give u a kiss
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run dont hide 
i promise im not that type of guy
i just know your mad at me
ik your anger i can see
screaming loud for some help
dont know you no one can help
ik that your scared of me
i promise im everything you need
watch you cry watch you run does it not sound like fun
kill myself
watch you run
dont cry baby
is it not fun
kill myself watch you bleed
plz dont say that im crazy
im okay im doing fine
i promise this is not a suicidal
plz dont run plz dont hide

please dont cry

@thisismyreality

this
Your an evil human 
But you can't help it 
Anymore
Don't wanna see you fall apart
Your so stupid
Your so stupid

love cupid
i think your stupid
your not that smart
didnt know you
take it this fucking far
i wanna kill you 
i wanna capture you 
i wanna see you bleed 
i wanna hurt you
you said u fcking hate me
like its my fault
i started doing some drugs
i got some withdraws
ik you hate me
like its my fault
or im i just on withdraws
do i mean nothing to you x6

why are you so evil ft  thisismyreality

everybody thinks that
its all bad 
but i swear i can be cool
you just ate a thumbtack too bad
y'gotta swallow everything now 

"i wanna hold your face"
"okay"
"i wanna go away"
"okay"

its not in my head

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