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osquinn - 1234 w ericdoa & midwxst (outby16, Illa, cortdot)

g a r d e n
my vocals were mastered & mixed by: @chain_trash

lyrics:
i'm not doing good 
psychologists and meds but baby i feel alone
i've been suffering lately but i don't really show 
just like my was made outta stone 

i can't stop cause this is my life
can't show my feelings so i say i'm fine 
i'm working , almost crossing the line 
baby can't pick up rp i got no time

i'm working there's no time to sleep now
i'll have time to sleep when i'm 6 feet underground
on the ground got the bed beside but i'm on the ground 
can't go to school i'm obssesed with this music 
but i feel so stressed but i'm giving my best look at me i'm giving my best


i'm not doing good 
psychologists and meds but baby i feel alone
i've been suffering lately but i don't really show 
just like my was made outta stone 

tomorrow i will sleep
or maybe not 
writting this lyrics and making this song 
doesn't  matter i will always stay strong
pale fucking face and heart made outta stone

heart made outta stone (skellington x yung balta)

ily all, y'all are my everything
go show @emptychest all the love in the world
(casperrr)
i really wanna stay
but i think i will go
cuz im stupid high
but i'm feeling low
sitting by my window
looking at the leaves that the wind blows(2x)

(emptychest)
that the wind blows
it makes it always cold
and i will never know
never know, where the fuck to go
been reaping what i sow, i think its time to float
(i think about it like everyday)
away.
i think about it like everyday
stay in my brain while you stay in your lane
they say that it gets better but i dont think i believe them
smoking hella potent, think this shits gonna free me soon
that the wind blows
i really wanna stay
but i think ill go

i really wanna stay.
(casperrr + emptychest)
i really wanna stay
but i think i will go
cuz im stupid high
but i'm feeling low
sitting by my window
looking at the leaves that the wind blows(2x)

i really wanna stay w/emptychest (wissery)

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

waking to the same shit
every single fucking day
im getting tired of all of it
im sick of the waiting game

this shit hit me outta nowhere
i wasn't expecting
anything that would make me feel so bad
why is life so unfair

my life has been nothing but fucked up
some say i deserve it
others that i have bad luck
can't depend on any1 and yeah that shit sucks
im only 16 and i can't get the fuck up
can't sit back and relax while i roll 1
cause im always stressed and depressed
i can't feel love
now im on my knees
in the middle of my room
wishing to be dead, soon

feel the breeze
on my knees
some1 kill me please
don't wanna live
if u leave
will u stay with me
sick of this
i want peace
please leave me be(2x)

ha~a~oh//woah~o
(please leave me be)

stuck in my head
never talk; i be nauseous
i feel the wind on my skin
never wanted you more
like am i important?
cause i feel ignored
i swear that i’m worthless

i try to be by you
but everything’s breaking
so now i should die soon
for not fucking waiting
it hit like a typhoon
oh how degrading
my eyes they would dilute
would you come to save me

leave me be w/autumndropsdead (afterlife x jolst)

i love you (sewerperson cover)

carti world

prod. moneo


seasons change, the fall of the dead leaves
walk outside, im feeling a cold breeze
deep inside, i know you dont miss me
but imma lie and say you wont forget me

i saw your mom as we crossed ways
then we went to talk and she said that your doing great
asked me how i was and i lied to her face
cause i dont wanna seem like im just a disgrace

and all of these days they crash
2 years has come to pass
and im still missing u
AND IM STILL MISSING YOU

my friends always ask
why im stuck in the past
and maybe im a fool
ill try and forget that

i wont change for you
and youll always know that
so while i play cool
theres a lot i would take back

seasons change, the fall of the dead leaves
walk outside, im feeling a cold breeze
deep inside, i know you dont miss me
but imma lie and say you wont forget me

i saw your mom as we crossed ways
then we went to talk and she said that your doing great
asked me how i was and i lied to her face
cause i dont wanna seem like im just a disgrace

i'm glad you're doing okay

prod. moneo

wake up, the sun is rising for you.


cause lately im a monster 
she dont wanna talk to me so why'd i even bother
i wrote you all these letters
so why did you throw them all away

wake up the sun is rising for you
i shaped up cause im not the guy that told you

the day our paths crossed
i never would forget it
you talked a lot of shit but frankly you dont really get it
a pain thats in the mind is just a pain that doesnt matter
i wrote through all these lines just to find i aint get better

the day our paths crossed
i never would forgetit
you talked a lot of shit but frankly you dont really get it
a pain thats in the mind is just a pain that doesnt matter
i wrote through all these lines just to find i aint get better

the world doesnt revolve around you
maybe thats why i still hate you
you threw all of our shit away
and that cant forgiven

now every day im wishing
that you would come back home
find someone you love
and throw it all away again

i never would forget it
you talked a lot of shit but frankly you dont really get it
a pain thats in the mind is just a pain that doesnt matter
i wrote through all these lines just to find i aint get better

the day our paths crossed
i never would forget it
you talked a lot of shit but frankly you dont really get it
a pain thats in the mind is just a pain that doesnt matter
i wrote through all these lines just to find i aint get better

wake up the sun is rising for you
i shaped up cause im not the guy that told you

the world doesn't revolve around you (moneo)

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even lie 
everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

walk straight 
be okay 
can't breathe
beat my cheast like an ape 
nobody cares about love nowadays
nobody wants to stay home feel safe
i've been locked in my room for days
can't leave cuz im sick n thats ok
but no1 called me to check on my pain
nobody called me to check on my brain 

breakdown, breakdown, breakdown again
i'm fucked up fucked up fucked up in the head 
i live like every1 else is dead 
i'm done, so done, fucking done with this mess

everybody is saying dumb shit all the time
and my body is getting numb every night 
and the pills that i take oh they kill me inside 
but im addicted to em i can't even-

so as long as im breathing
ill keep on walkin this path
with the souls who deceived me 
but gave me feet to feel the grass
always alone but still with company
spread only love but fight angrily
knowing who watches over me 
i'll always be safe, surely

evrybody's saying dumb shit (hero&emptychest)

prod. @byedias

cut my wrists bitch
watch me fucking bleed out
there's no fix for this shit
it's too late now 
taking all of this pills
till i blackout 
i don't miss what u made me feel
but i miss ur mouth 

bong rip
takes, my soul away
i don't even
know what day is today 
stupid high
can't hear what u trynna say 
depressed
so stressed
i'll never be okay

lo-ne-li-ness
crawls up my body 
this sadness 
would kill anybody 
specially 
when u have nobody 
fuck it
bitch i'm outtie

cut my wrists bitch
watch me fucking bleed out
there's no fix for this shit
it's too late now 
taking all of this pills
till i blackout 
i don't miss what u made me feel
but i miss ur mouth (2x)

plug_luv (dias)

prod. moneo

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose 

what goes around comes back to you
why’d you make a choice u didn’t have to choose
I don’t really care long as you come through
why’d you have to leave me in my room

I’m not gonna cry as long as your okay
why the ball roll we didn’t have to change 
I told your mom that we would stay the same
it’s not your fault I just needed some space

I talked to much 
I know your worth
I felt our sun
the moon was worse
I’ll never run
im dying first
I take these drugs
and ill end up in a hearse

cause you stayed the same everyday we talked
why. im. gone
she wrote everything she lost
your. my. sun.
the moon always feels so god damn wrong
im. so. done.
i still spend my days so fucked up.
thats why im still lost.

your blacked out
the liqueurs got you slurring your words
I’m passed out
I need someone to show me some worth
let’s get out
and find a way to never get hurt 
I feel down
but never in a way or a purpose

you cause issues.

prod. moneo (bro literally creates the worlds best torva beats loveu <3)

im haunted
Im walking away
don’t want this
I want you to stay

maybe its something I read
maybe I better off dead
you don’t understand what I meant
it can’t be portrayed over text
we always fight never mend
But you still end up in my bed
it’s always something that I said
there’s still a lie to be fed

she said hold my light
I said hold my soul
in this winter night
but I’m never cold
I feel quite alright
now I’m turning old
and I’m losing sight
feeling death alone

turn the lights off 
i don’t ever wanna be seen
we’re the same but
your just better than me

where’s our connection it’s suddenly lost
I’ll always help out no matter the cost
I don’t believe she would ever do wrong
every mistake is a nail in the coffin

maybe its something I read
maybe I better off dead
you don’t understand what I meant
it can’t be portrayed over text
we always fight never mend
But you still end up in my bed
it’s always something that I said
there’s still a lie to be fed

tough luck

mission! (kuteqare + jackzorana + starboyrob)

prod. @pekarot_161

[casperrr]
nobody will love you as i do did
seeing u with some1 else makes me sick 
i wish u the best, but i feel like shit
hope u succeed in life while i can't even live 

(chorus) [casperrr]
on the ground i'm laying~
oh my heart is aching
all my bones are breaking
i only succeed in failing
all the songs i've been making~
they show what pain is

[casperrr & autumn]
ooh~

[autumn]
and they say i'll never change
just put that on my grave
not tryna resist this, but it's on my name
just calm down
you're aware of the wrongs that you did
so just let them run out
just not right now
just twist what you want, up until you fall down
i'm losing my hair
trying not to be scared
it took so much time to get where i am here
my knees to the ground
as well as my pride
the ones that i've hurt aren't good at goodbyes

so i stay inside
cause this home knows i
accepted what i've done
just not to that extent
oh how i was stunned from 
all of it

(chorus) [casperrr & autumn]
on the ground i'm laying~
oh my heart is aching
all my bones are breaking
i only succeed in failing
all the songs i've been making~
they show what pain is

casperrr x autumndropsdead - succeed in failing (pekarot)

i must live in a snowstorm
cuz all my problems snowball
u said u don’t love me at all
i guess ill just lay down on the cold floor
closed blinds locked door
don’t call me ill just ignore 
dont meed ur help dont need ur love
dont need ur hand dont meed a whore

i c ur face shining baby its moonlit
wearing the same clothes i did last week
momma keeps telling me that i look sick
if only she knew whats goin on w me
cant sleep cant eat im so weak 
almost died last night goin highspeeds
paradox that shit makes me wanna live
outta box thinking people always called me weird (2x)

i must live in a snowstorm
cuz all my problems snowball
u said u don’t love me at all
i guess ill just lay down on the cold floor
closed blinds locked door
don’t call me ill just ignore 
dont meed ur help dont need ur love
dont need ur hand dont meed a whore

snowball (santana)

old "lana del ray" snippet of his turned full song

ericdoa - I took a flight out to milan (unreleased)

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i only wanna luv, but im know i'm fucking dying 
shawty wanna talk but im really getting tired
i should get sum sleep, but im awake rhyming 
taking all the pain from my soul away with my writting
im so fucking sick of the backseat riding                                                                                   
let me live my life the way i want to in the silence
i'm okay with my thinking cause all these drugs hide it
all these drugs hide it, all these drugs hide it

both parents sick and daddy's doing badly 
so im getting fucked in the crib, in the attic
miss our talks, miss our fights miss our rides in the whip 
miss your voice, miss your touch, can u remember it?
both parents sick and moms going thru it barely
can't breathe on her own, but am here to help it
life's fucked up, never fair and am not dramatic 
life's fucked up even tho-

i only wanna luv, but im know i'm fucking dying 
shawty wanna talk but im really getting tired
i should get sum sleep, but im awak rhyming 
taking all the pain from my soul away with my writting
im so fucking sick of the backseat riding
let me live my life the way i want to in the silence
i'm okay with my thinking cause all these drugs hide it
all these drugs hide it, all these drugs hide it

hide it (santana.)

blackmail w/ epitomeoffailure (grayskies)

Playboi Carti - LIE TO ME / I CAN SEE YA / DOWN FOR ME (YOUNG VAMP LOVE) *BEST REMASTER*

MY INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/worryaboutwhy
MY TWITTER: twitter.com/yungworry

Stream on Spotify/Apple Music: smarturl.it/thistimeworry 

Lyrics:

Girl I saw it in the stars 
You broke me down you broke my heart
I fucked up this time can we have a fresh start?
I don’t think that I can live without you in my arms 

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

I hope there’s time enough to make amends
I know it’s naive but i thought that we could still be friends 
And I think that i still love you so let’s not pretend 
You ignore all of the messages that I send 

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

Yeah I fucked it up (repeat)

And I don’t wanna breathe again
I’ve fucked it up and now I know that it’s the end 
And I wanna sleep until I’m dead 
I never wanna see your pretty face pretend

this time

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

srry#

happy bday 2 me lol 
prod alice gas

lyrics:
im finally doin what i want to
bitch you must be stupid if you thinking that i want you
people hit me up
its not shit i should respond to
boy im on you
show me that i can trust you
if you hatin on me then fuck you x2

i got eyes everywhere baby you  know that im watching
if that boy he step to me guarantee that we gon wash him
basically im saying theres no way that you gon stop me
im sippin henny coke
been drinking movin like a zombie (smh)

slide on em
hammer on me pussy put the fye on em
rapid fire hoping that his mans don't die on em
going crazy
7 in this .45 like im dylan brady
off the deep end you can't save me
took off wit his lady
rockin hamcus
p-p-pull up wit a mallet get his hand crushed
put ya hands up
im laugin at these pussies like its stand up
come at me right
b-b-blade on my hip i don't like to fight
take off inna whip now im outta sight

meet me outside
its gon be alright
ay, ay ,ay

im finally doin what i want to
bitch you must be stupid if you thinking that i want you
people hit me up
its not shit i should respond to
boy im on you
show me that i can trust you
if you hatin on me then fuck you x2

on2u

on2u>;) (alice gas)

Playbo! Cart! - 3

order:
@ericdoa
@1endie
@funeral
@chach404
@blackwinterwells
@midwxst
@tayparadox
@kmoethekid
@hereisalden

prod @ericdoa

hide it (santana.)

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