btmi - future 86

Can I stop my life so I could just be with you?
Let's hightail to Hawaii on a plane
I'll embezzle what's left of my band fund
To take necessary action to destroy what I have made
You and I, we'll move to New York City
Where i'll get a temp job, and you'll start your career
I'm not being fickle, just realistic
The air is moist but it never gets too cold this time of year


So tell me, was it worth it?
Answer before I get in my van
To drive into the Pacific
Where I'll probably never see your face again


Say the word and I'll put my guitar down
I'll be sad but at least we'll both get laid
We'll start to fight when I start to resent you
And we'll both agree the thought was nice but I should not have stayed
Take the I-whatever to desolation
And now fast food's reminding me of you
So I'll write postcards and I'll forget to send them
Thanks a lot, I lost my mind, and now I'm losing you


So tell me something awesome
That can last my whole life sentence in the van 
'Cause I'm on the S.S. Stupid goals to nowhere
And I'll probably never see your face again

And I'll probably never see your face again

future86 cover

@silversxo @sshinju @maddmaddmadd

my world keeps spinning, i'm finished
coming late to you wait just give me a minute
cup too strong, i just keep sipping
can't make decisions: i said it, i didn't?
it never ends, never begins
meet me halfway, i can't level with this
i kept my end of the promise
you're not here, push away my guilt

i did too much to even stand up
bag came from london, cup from vienna
fucked up, i'm somewhere i can't remember
you gotta pay me extra, what you think you special?
get em xd out, you're too good to even text now?
delete everything i put down
lift me up, baby i been down
i would do the extra, travel thousand miles
just for your attention, just for a while
on the train having meltdowns, it hurts to smile

lift me up baby i been down
i would do the extra just to see you smile

my world keeps spinning, i'm finished
coming late to you wait just give me a minute
cup too strong, i just keep sipping
can't make decisions: i said it, i didn't?
it never ends, never begins
meet me halfway, i can't level with this
i kept my end of the promise
you're not here, push away my guilt

Never ends, never begins (prod. silver, shinju & maddmaks)

Produced, Written, and Performed by Reserv

Swimming

Prod. H4allwdd X 1bxnjamin

i been jesting i been rapping

Mansion

Rotting (prod. with3r)

featuring vocals from @x_fujioka

lyrics:

@51five
Ima Pullup I got Drugz in my cup
i Cant lie 2 u I'm 2 Fucked upp
Will I findd her i Don't kno
Offa Oxy20 I'm not doin No Coke
No Homo, Rlly Luv my br0sss
Wen im Sober i don Rlly know Where 2 go
Wen im Sober I don't rly wanna Live no more
Gotta Pop anotha ppill cause the Thrill is Gone

Girl, this mite b Real i wanna Sing a Song
i Rlly didn't think it Would've took this Long
2Get better,
i Thought i'd Change with the Weather
iBeen Suffering for Forever
been Thinking of our Memories together
I Wonder if you Evr Remember
Would you Come back if I Was Better
Can you Come Back, i think I'm Better

If you Do This, you A Blesser
like, Needa take a Pill From the Dresser
Nobody love me, cuz' I'm Lesser
If u got Beef come Apply Pressure
If u got Beef Put me On A stretcher, Try it
i aint Eating on that fuckin Pussy boi Diet
when they Fuckin hear my music Yea i Leave Em Silent
I'm way too high I feel like I'm Dyingg
Yea I Hate these fckin Bitches leave Me Cryinggg
iThink im2 Done with Tryinggg
I Might kill myself I'm not Lying
If u Meet me right Now it's Bad Timing
Head down, Trust the Process, Keep Grinding
issa Contest ill Play Grimeyy
By The River, Good View, Where ya Find me

@x_fujioka
this feeling give me more please, morphine gimme more please.
(407) in the pill mill, every time i try quit shit i dont feel well.
what the hell!? so down that i fell.
weed smoke i be chasing the smell.
pass that blunt 2 me u might not get it back.
your bitch she fuck with me youll never get her back.
running all my homies up tryna be famous
i remember howd she talk dont rember what her name is.
i needed you, you walked. Thats just what a lame is.
i dont really love u i just don't know how to say it.
im sorry. i know that you want me,
but loving u is too costly
too many want me now.
theres not enough time to take back

@51five
Ima Pullup I got Drugz in my cup
i Cant lie 2 u I'm 2 Fucked upp
Will I findd her i Don't kno
Offa Oxy20 I'm not doin No Coke
No Homo, Rlly Luv my br0sss
Wen im Sober i don Rlly know Where 2 go
Wen im Sober I don't rly wanna Live no more
Gotta Pop anotha ppill cause the Thrill is Gone

Girl, this mite b Real i wanna Sing a Song
i Rlly didn't think it Would've took this Long
2Get better,
i Thought i'd Change with the Weather
iBeen Suffering for Forever
been Thinking of our Memories together
I Wonder if you Evr Remember
Would you Come back if I Was Better

change with the weather + xFujioka

i can’t, i can’t, i can’t 
it’s too much watch it fade to black 
owe my life in debt 
it gets to a point where i can’t keep track 
living with a curse, i’m sorry i get nervous 
just one more couldn’t hurt 
i need a key before i go on 
she wanna kiss me goodbye before i go 
you’re talented, she in the club and she show off 
i wanna know more about you girl 
I’m in an endless spiral 
will you follow me around wherever i go? 
all this money turn me psycho 
i missed the sun, i awake when the night comes

just one more prod mag

2021: give me 3 years i'll take you for a ride 
2025: why couldnt u have waited a bit longer...❤️‍🩹
+@22020

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